I'm SO emotional.
Or for short,
I'm such an emo.
Um... well... i hope i got that right ;P
I just finished watching A Walk To Remember.
Shane West and Mandy Moore are in it.
OMFREAKINGGOODNESS.
That show, is 5 stars okay.
5 FOOKING stars.
It's so touching.
I was crying and the tears just kept coming!
Mandy's character, Jamie, dies of leukemia (sp?) in the end.
It's so sad!
And Shane West's character, Landon (love the name), is SO hot.
:P
He's so sensitive and caring and stuff later on.
It's like... he's the SNAG.
Or maybe just plain hot.
Ha.
EEK.
The songs are also really good.
The plot is simple, yet it pulls at my heartstrings.
I love it, I just love it.
The love they share is so pure, innocent and simple.
They get married too..
Made me wanna go AWHHHHHH...
Such a lovely teen movie. ;)
AHHH...
A WALK TO REMEMBER.

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love isn't jealous
love is a miracle
love is no mistake
you'll never know
till you fall, till you fall in love.


GRAVITY WAS NOT THE REASON WHY I FELL FOR YOU.

OMG.
God forbid me to ever feel like 2 days ago.
Ever.
Gosh, i sounded so suicidal.
Rest assured everyone, I'm fine.
Not that many care... wait, correction.
Not that ANYONE cares. :)

Chemistry and English today.
Kinda difficult.
Hope against hope that I'll pass.
With As...
Okay, i'm not that greedy.
B will be good enough for Chem.
English... HAVE TO GET A... but not possible. ;(

Gotta revise History and EMath now.
Ta.

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you make it seem easy
to leave it all behind
just armed with your guitar
and out to face the world

i wish i could be like you
but nothing's ever easy for me
it's gonna stay this way
i'll always be this girl

with the biggest dreams
that are unable to be fulfilled

I sounded so positive and enthusiastic yesterday...
Today.
I think I've lost it.
I've lost the will to study.
To excel.
To work hard.
Maybe even live.
I feel so god-damned depressed.
I'm so not joking.
See...
I just realised I'm doomed no matter what.
I can't be helped.
Chemistry.
How i detest it.
Math.
I may have that TINIEST glimmer of hope...
but it's all gone now.
ARGH..... How can i EVER stay focused?

Hady won S.I. Congrats i guess.
BUT.
Who actually bothers?
I am depressed for goodness sake!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
Why am i still here?
out.

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pull out of the driveway
leaving this town today
the beating of the drums now
will drown out all the sounds

maybe they won't notice me
until they wake up to reality
and realise, i'm no longer there
but i guess that they won't care.

No, nobody will care.

OLD SCHOOL MCFLY! I LIKE! <333

Yesterday.
I did Chemistry revision.
Finally.
Not all that difficult actually...
Went out for dinner.
Then to Swensens' for ice-cream!
APPLE CRUMBLE is a must-try there! ;)
Yumm...

Today.
I forgot my whole freaking file.
Yup.
Lucky i didn't really get to use it.
So it was alright.
I carried the newspapers up.
FRIGGIN' heavy man.
Huffed and puffed and i carried the papers up.
Ha...
I listened in Chemistry.
GOOD FOR ME.
I got back my Chinese test.
42.5/55! A1!
I must say I did really well for comprehension!
Must keep it up!
Got back E Math test too.
19/22! A1!
AH! Look, the sweet bliss of getting good results is so near!
Musn't be complacent.
WORK WORK WORK.
Okay...

Went to Tiong Bahru to do Chemistry with PeiWen.
Ended up doing History instead :P
I did do quite a lot!
Going to finish it up now!
OUTTTTTTTT!

HEY WORLD.



MCFLY. I LOVE THEM TO TINY BITS AND PIECES.
I REALLY HAVE TO STRESS THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Anyway, I'm bored to TEARS.
Talking to Justine. ;)
Nothing much to talk about.
OH, i haven't been studying Chem.
OMFG.
Gotta start now.
Bye.

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Stop trying to figure me out
cos' i am without no doubt
the coolest girl you'll ever meet
and there's no need, no there's no need,
to figure me out.

WTH.
:)

Yeah! I did it! :) Nice?



Day... 3 of being sick? Yeah...
English and Chinese Paper 1 yesterday.
Damn. i think i wrote crap.
Oh well. Pray that i did well ya!
:)
Gonna be mugging all day ;)
Later!
Out.

So dead.
I've officially fallen sick.
Caught the pretty flu bug.
Sneezing like crazy.
Nose is leaking. (Gross i know)
So tired.
Can't sleep.
Have to prepare for tomorrow!
Damn.
Will i faint in the exam room?
I hope so!
Get ready tissues for tomorrow then!
Project Runway yesterday :)
Kinda cool.
OH.
Read a book too.
COMEDY GIRL.
Really nice.
Guess that sums up what i did last night.

Gotta run.
I'm dying.
HELP.

Out.

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the spark fizzled out.
and there's just no doubt.
that you and her are zilch.
i have to say YAHFOOO.
lmao.
this is what a demented & sick brain does to your writing, but i do like the first two lines. ;)

Speaking of which,
I SAW A SONGWRITING COURSE IN THE ADS!!!! I AM CONSIDERING GOING. :) ANYONE UP FOR IT?

Decided to blog!
Well, today was kinda stupid.
Character Development period was spent in the computer lab.
The teacher talked about one dreaded subject.
Sex.
Pre-marital Sex.
It's really nice that they try to talk to us about it.
I know I may not have that much common sense,
but i have ENOUGH to know that I won't EVER have pre-marital sex.
Ew, just thinking about it grosses me out.
Then for Physics we went to the AVA room.
I had trouble keeping up because of that silly graph.
GRR.
After recess it was back to the AVA room for double Math and double Chem after.
6 periods in the AVA room, 2 periods in the com lab.
To be honest, I really prefer the com lab...
The AVA room's getting boring...
Oh...
English was kinda alright.
It's getting better.
I'm not tired... easily,
like i used to be.

Out.

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her hands are cold
cold to the touch
unable to hold
for much longer

AHH.
The Wedding Singer is such an effin' show.
I kinda like Adam Sandler!
His acting skills i mean...
And Drew Barrymore is so sweet in that show.
Makes you wanna go AWW...
Funny as well.
So romantic when someone actually sings to you on a plane that's in mid-air.
AWWW... i love it.
Billy Idol had a cameo appearance too!
Go watch it if you haven't already...

Sunday!
Went to Tanjong Pagar NTUC in the morn.
Grocery shopping!
Okay, i admit i have no life.
I did have BK for BRUNCH.
Stayed on the com the whole day... doing History notes
Nothing much...

EEKKK...!
So in LOVE with Star Girl.
The new single of McFLY, if you have been ignorant to the music world.

Anyway, it goes like this:

Star Girl
Hey
I'm looking out for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away
And I was afraid when you kissed me
On your intergalatical frisbee
I wonder why, I wonder why
You never asked me to stay

(oooo)
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
(oooo)
Go surf in the sun as it starts to rise
(oooo)
Well your gravity's making me dizzy
Girl I gotta tell ya
I feel much better
Make a little love in the moonlight

Hey
There's nothing on Earth that could save us
When I fell in love with Uranus
I don't wanna give you away
Cos it makes no sense at all

And Houston we got a problem
Ground Control couldn't stop them
I wonder why, I wonder why
You never asked me to stay

(oooo)
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
(oooo)
Surf in the sun as it starts to rise
(oooo)
Oh your gravity's making me dizzy
Girl I gotta tell ya
I feel much better
Make a little love in the moonlight

Fly away
Watch the night turn into day
Dance on the Milky Way
Melt me with your eyes
My star girl rules the skies

1 2 1 2 3 4
(Instrumental Break)

I'm looking out for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

(oooo)
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
(oooo)
Go surf in the sun as it starts to rise
(oooo)
Yeah wouldn't you like to come with me?
Girl I gotta tell ya
I'm feeling much better
I can't get enough of you
Galaxy defender
Stay forever
Never get enough of you

Isn't nice?
I'm in LOVE with this song!
Ah...
McFLY...
I'll meet y'all one day.

Okay, Chemistry was exceptionally hilarious.
I got some quotes.
1. "Why are you eating?"
"Why are you still eating?"
"Who said you can eat in the AVA room?"
"And where's my share...?"


2. "I shall attack you with my methane (ball & stick model), or do you want the real one?"


3. When we were talking about Alkanes being less dense than water...
" Are you questioning about my density?"


4. "Are you telling me my pure existance makes you laugh?"
"Are you trying to say that I'm a joke?"
"Now I have another job, as a clown..."

Of course, it isn't as funny because it's not ALL there, and I tweaked it a lil' bit... and... OH WELL, you SHOULD HAVE been there.

If you're thinking I'm only paying attention to the jokes, well... NO.
I've been listening too alright?
Go away if you don't believe me.

America's Next Top Model later...
Project Runway this Wednesday... Season 3!
I Not Stupid Too this Saturday... TV series!!!
Wahoo...
EXAMS... THIS FRIDAY. Shocking.

Out.
Picture is taking such a long time to load... GAY!!!

Today it rained.
RANDOM MUCH?
Was surprised that i did so much Math today.
Proud of myself.
Good work.
HAVE to start Chemistry.
However, i'm lost.
I don't know WHAT it's all about.
Drilling outside the house, NOISY.
TOO NOISY.
Had tuition.
Went out for dinner.
Marina.
BBQ Steamboat.
Yummy.
It's so fun BBQ-ing the food.
Loved doing the prawns.
The butter tasted very much like popcorn butter
Weird!
Heh.
This is the first time I've eaten this...
Cool.
Kinda good day?
I don't know.
Time really passes too fast.
Random: BRIGHT ORANGE IS HIDEOUS.
Okay. BUCK UP.
I can go to uni using my prelim results... apparently.
UNI= OVERSEAS.
OVERSEAS=UK/AUS
UK/AUS= <3
<3= FREEDOM
FREEDOM= OMYGAWD.

AHHH!!!!!
Psyched. :)
Bye!

EURGH.
I officially detest PTCs.
Parent Teacher Conference, if you don't get it.
Today I played volleyball all the way til' end of recess.
We had 6 periods in the AVA room, all thanks to thee MISSING projector.
Damn cold, cos' it was raining as well.
English was hilarious... sort of.
Teacher was promoting this book. Retail price: 15 bucks. Then he said... since we were his students, he'd give us a discount of 9 dollars. LOL.
I do like English. A lot.
Was doing so many math problems during math.
Woah.
But i get the hang of it now.
Stayed back from 2 and waited til' 6 because i had ushering duty for the PTC.
Well, i did complete my Math... and i spaced out for a while.
All alone there.
Yeah.
Always a loner.
Found that i didn't bring my GB socks.
Texted a friend to bring an extra pair for me. THANK YOU.
Then i found my rank was sewn wrongly
And my badges were pinned wrongly
I wanted to go home then
T-I-C (Teacher in charge) did treat us to pizza, and i wanna say THANK YOU.
Yum.
Just gave out feedback forms and hung around to greet the parents.
Then during the dialogue session, saw my parents talking to my English teacher, then Physics teacher, and then Form teacher.
Very scary.
Now i know that YOU read my blog.
I'm sorry if my parents caused you any inconvenience.
So embarrassing sometimes.
I know that they asked a whole lot of questions.
Some of us talked to the principal. He asked me to call my Social Studies teacher. EEK.
Joked around.
Wasn't that bad until i had to walk all the way to the side gate to find my parents.
They weren't there.
They were IN the school, NEAR the side gate.
I mistook their words.
It was scary.
A bunch of guys were walking behind.
I was stood at the side gate, and when i walked into that path, they apparently didn't see me before, got shocked.
They thought i was a... G-H-O-S-T. Just because i was carrying my uniform which was on a hanger!
They talked so loudly, of course i could hear.
I wonder why it hurts badly inside.
I said i wouldn't let words hurt me.
I know i'm emotional.
Damned emotional.
Cried on the way home.
WHY!!!!
This is getting bad.
I hate crying.
So much.

Let not tears fall,
Come save us all.
The night thus ends,
Lies and pretence.

Wrote quite some lyrics
Maybe i should post?
Maybe not.

Out.

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one more excuse, one more lie
to not defuse, this bomb of mine
time's running short, about to blow
will you, would you, let me go?

one more reason, one more tear
where is this place, solace from fears
tried once again, to open my eyes
i'm evaporating into the skies.

COMMENTS please.
And it IS copyright.

UBERLY excited over PE today.
Pulled a muscle because of it. :(
Damn.
PAIN surges through my leg every time i move around.
Ushering duty tomorrow for PTC.
Honestly, i don't really like PTCs.
They unnerve me.
I wonder why.
I just hate the sight of parents & teachers.
I'm gonna have to sit through a "lecture" by the principal.
I guess it's good for me.
STAR GIRL is effin' great.
I'm sorry I'm starting to use slang... or words that you don't understand.
But i love it.
:)
I need the motivation and patience to study. :(
I vow. I VOW to start tomorrow! ;)
Or i'll... pull another muscle.
I'll do CHEMISTRY tomorrow.
Yup.
Look out people.
It's the new mugging me.
Out.

TUESDAY:
I had my English EOY oral.
I did quite well.
I told the teacher I wanted to do a course in MUSIC.
She asked me if anyone could be a musician
I said yes, provided they have the passion
She said, what about TONE-DEAF people?
I crapped and told her they could be producers.
I know it's wrong.
I flipped out.

TODAY:
I watched the OPRAH WINFREY SHOW.
'Leaked' = TEARS
I am determined to make it.
You'll see me in HOLLYWOOD.
I hope.
Mustn't sway.
I'm FREAKING OUT.
I'm listening to McFLY's new single, STAR GIRL.
LOVE IT.
They are my inspiration
I'm so psyched.
Guitar sucks. Out of tune. :(
WHY!!!!
bye

YUP. I'm hooked. Definitely.

ARGH. What's wrong with MSN... can't get on.

So much things to do.

I only found out today that i have English Oral tomorrow. WTF.

I've lost count of how many times i've closed my eyes today.

EEEEK. Bye.

ANTM next.

MY BODY IS ACHING FROM LAST NIGHT'S BADMINTON GAME :(
GRR...
MY GUITAR DOESN'T SOUND RIGHT.
I LOVE MY GUITAR THOUGH.
I WATCHED CHARLIE'S ANGELS: FULL THROTTLE, REALLY GOOD.
I DRANK LOADS OF WATER TODAY.
I'M GETTING INTO BUSTED...BUT THEY HAVE SPLIT UP ALREADY.
I'M WHINING.
I WANNA GO TO THE UK, OR WHEREVER. JUST GETAWAY FROM HERE.
I FEEL NERDY.
I AM NERDY.
I AM NOT GOING TO BE INFLUENCED BY PEOPLE AROUND ME.
I DON'T WANT TO USE THE CAMERA.
THAT'S ALL.

I stole this from Dawn. COOL.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
NOTE: I am shuffling from my iTunes playlist

How are you feeling today? Sick Inside- Hope Partlow. well, i feel sick, according to the song title.

Will you get far in life? All At Sea- Jamie Cullum. Um... i'll be very far out... at sea. :)

How do your friends see you? Better Off- Theory Of A Dead Man. The y think that i'm... better off than them? Oh no... They are gonna get me now.

Will you get married? Shining Star- Jump 5. I will, if i wish upon a shining star. Which i won't get to see ;)

What is your best friend's theme song? A Lifetime- Better Than Ezra. Hm... very deep, and meaningful song. Wait, do i even HAVE a best friend?!

What is the story of your life? Oh God- Jamie Cullum. Seriously, it's about not talking to God for a long time i think... :)

What was high school like? Unstoppable- The Calling. Yup... unstoppable. You mean... it won't stop for me? OH MY.

How can you get ahead in life? Bring Me To Life- Evanescence. Um... bring me to life first, then i'll get ahead. Ha.

What is the best thing about your friends? I Love You Came Too Late- Joey McIntyre. Um... they don't say I Love You until it's too late. :)

What is in store for this weekend? Some Hearts-Carrie Underwood. i'll find someone with quite some hearts?

What song describes you? Nerdy-Busted. HAHAHA... totally makes sense. Should it be FREAK instead? Anyway... i like this song, a lot.

To describe your grandparents? Our Day Will Come-Jamie Cullum... Um... Hopefully not. PLEASE.

How is your life going? Rush- Aly and AJ... YUP... it's rushing along, and i can't stop for a breather.

What song will they play at your funeral? A Good Life- Jesse McCartney. HAHA... They say that i had a really good life while i was around. Good one.

HOw does the world see you? What a Difference a Day Makes- Jamie Cullum... Um.. I don't know. Really.

Will you have a happy life? You'll Think Of Me- Keith Urban. Um... Sad maybe...

What do your friends really think of you? Too Close For Comfort-McFLY. WHAT. I am already ANTI-SOCIAL... what else do they want me to do!!!!

Do people secretly lust after you? I'm Just A Kid- Simple Plan. Nah... guess not. I'm just a kid... not old enough.

How can I make myself happy? I Get A Kick Out Of You- Jamie Cullum. Yup... let me kick your ass. :) I'll be extra happy then.

What should you do with your life? Don't Wanna Think About YOu- Simple Plan. Well... don't think of you... Yeah.

Will you ever have children? That's How Love Should Be- Tyler Hilton... If love is to have children, i rather not have love. :)


Next 5 people to do the quiz: NEVERMIND.

Ta.

Woah. Just came back from playing 2 hours of badminton. My right hand is asleep right now (ie, no energy).
Gosh, today was busy for me.

Firstly, i went to this buffet held in Woodlands. One of my relatives... i don't know which one... on my father's side though, was having a one-month-old celebration. I didn't eat much. It was kinda boring sitting down there along a corridor with nothing to do.

After, my cousin had her piano lessons, so we all went to Plaza Sing. OF COURSE, I didn't realise it until then when i heard screams and the SINGAPORE IDOL theme song. THE TOP 3 FINALISTS OF SINGAPORE IDOL WERE TO APPEAR IN PLAZA SING. OH MY GAWD. I was SO LUCKY. My mom didn't want to wait, so we took the escalator down. From the 2nd floor to the first floor escalator, it was kinda near to the stage... and THEN I saw JONATHAN, HADY and JASMINE!!!!! AHHHH, such close proximity... WOSAHHHH.

Anyway... the crowd was HUMONGOUS. EEK. Went back soon after going to Carrefour, and the bus wait was SO long... The traffic was also bad. :(

Then at about 6 we went to meet my mom's sis to play badminton. TIREDDDDDD man.

Anyway... that's it. :)

* Danny has curly hair! I don't know if i should scream for joy or weep. ;)

Over and Out.

I FINALLY BOUGHT A SPANKING NEW GUITARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

*spazz*

Right, it's red and black in colour, and it's OH SO FREAKING NEW! I lovee it!!!!
Thank you Officer Grace for accompanying me to go get it!
AH, won't say more, i have to go practise!


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one step closer to living my dreams
but it is harder than it seems
I will hang on, no giving up
This is what i really want

Great. Just came back. ;)

Today I met up with XinYu, Ting Ting, Jin Kee, Canida, Dawn, Sherene and Pei Wen to go to XinYu's house to do the Chinese project. It was kinda fun. :)

Anyway... i bought the Photoshop cd, and i thought it was the REAL Photoshop software, but i just found out that it's only a teaching software... as in tutorial... ARGH. Gotta go return it! REFUND!

Oh well... shows how stupid i am.

2 more days to getting a brand new guitar. Can't wait.

Yup. Shocking news.

First things first.

MONDAY
School was alright... i arrived super early, and then nobody was there, so i loitered around the fifth floor till i saw Canida.
The game the trainer introduced to us was quite fun at the beginning, but it got boring as we had to keep playing it... :) It taught me quite a few things though.
Lunch was spent at Clementi Hawker Centre at the Central. We had wonton noodles, delicious...
Sat in McD's for a while before going back... Bought my first SWEET TALK on the way. (Yup, deprived.) I think it's quite nice. ;)
At 5pm or so, I went back with Evon. ;)
So tired... heard on the news that Steve Irwin, the Croc Hunter... has passed away. It's really really shocking. I don't understand why life is so fragile. :( He was only 44, for goodness sake. I wish him the best of luck i guess. May he RIP.

TODAY
Chinese... AVA 1. I was kinda late this time, but when i reached, nobody was there too. I thought i got the venue/ time wrong... but after some time, i saw PEOPLE from my class ;)
I kinda slept a little? during the 4 hours... Maybe cos it was raining and the aircon influenced me. ;)
Geog was alright too, time passed quite fast ;)

Came back to clean my room, which is like... ALL MESSED UP right now... I'll fix it soon. :P
Right... LATER.

(tu) = TURTLE.

I just love the smile ;)

I definitely have the look. The i-slept-at-12am-in-a-tent-and-woke-up-at-3am-for-an-8km-hike-to-a-reservoir-with-my-backpack look. I'm currently suffering from lack of sleep and aching leg muscles and a sore back. :(

Well, the first thing we did when we got to school was to play an ice-breaker. Our team won the treasure hunt! Seriously, who'd have thought "Dirty Fellow With Long Legs" would be the yellow-coloured tables in the canteen?! :) Great job to the girls who planned this.

Next, we had to check the tents, and Singspiration, then we played the REAL frisbee game. :) It was fun! I caught a few in mid-air! :P I still find volleyball a little bit more fun :P

Drill was next, teaching the Sec 2s how to do sizing up... and stuff. :] Tiring... cos i had to do it with them (",) What happen next was... LUNCH. Yes. Delicious food from the western stall... :)

We were given time to prepare for a night performance which was to be held in Mandai... where we were to spend the night. We decided on a skit about chopsticks, spoon, fork and a mesh tin. Classic eh? :)

After that, it was teambuilding games! My station that i was handling, was the Morse Code game. I think it's pretty cool that you can use the Morse Code to transmit messages from one end to the other with just your hands. The things they did to substitute the DOTS and DASHES :) Oh well... it was fun while it lasted, though i had a breakdown... midway. STUPID :(

Then the mass game. Everyone except a few of us were blindfolded and i was to look out for girls knocking into each other. Anyway... the formations they had to form were cool. In the end, everyone formed the words GB. Debrief of the games was tough. I had to go screw everything up.

I'm just not fit for talking to a group of people. AND, it was only about 20-odd people?! If i can't even speak to these 20-odd people, how am i going to be able to stand on a stage and face 20000 people, like McFLY do? It's not like i don't want to, i just feel awkward and stupid standing there, alone. ARGH. OVERCOME!

Outdoor cooking was alright... i dirtied my skirt, dropped solid fuel and a lighter down the drain, and was so scared of the fire. Yup, i even lost my mesh tin and fork and spoon. But i found it in the end. I'm so going to write my name on the mesh tin next time around.

I didn't wash up. EW... everyone was rushing for the toilets like crazy. Ha...and we only had like, half an hour?! Yup. then at 9 we set off for Mandai. :) Took a bus though... I GOT A LIGHT STICK! :P

I wasn't exactly expecting the venue of the campsite to be so HIGH up a steep slope. I kept thinking i was going to fall, but some people helped, so THANKS. Setting up the tent in the dark was SO cool. Oh, and the makeshift toilet was kinda funny at a distance... i didn't want to walk so far out to take a look at it though. Kinda creepy.

Night performance... what can i say? We did it, got it over with. I tell you, i didn't really feel that nervous... maybe cos it's in the dark. :) Anyway... after the performance, we sang a song, ate choc chips cookies, then went back to the tent. I cannot believe i slept... the ground was so uneven and hard! I guess that's where the sore back came from.

Waking up at 3 in the morning was UTTER CRAP. My voice was like... URGH... eek.
The hike wasn't that difficult for me though... i wonder why! I guess it's the aftermath of the hike i'm probably suffering from. I was half-conscious during the hike... haha... kept bumping into people. :P

Nothing much happened after that. Got a few group photos (yuk) and went to school by bus.

In school, we washed the tents, then had a sumptuous breakfast, then broke camp after a debrief.

SO TIREDDDDDDD. Slept for 5 straight hours after i came back.
Yeah. i'm so going to post a pic now.

Overall, the camp made me realise a few important things about myself.
-I can get really high at night
-I can walk 8km without saying 10 sentences
-I can be SO emotional
-I am SO vulnerable to negative comments
-I still have the mood to sing songs at night
-I'm filled with insecurities that i try to hide, but don't worry, i'll handle it myself
-I am HAPPY, so stop asking.
-I... am sleeping on my keyboard...

night.

OEH!
Today was definitely FUN!

Early in the morning, I met up with XinYu, TingTing, and JinKee at Marina Bay MRT station, and we went to Marina Grove Superbowl! Yup, we went bowling!

It was kinda deserted, and i said while entering the Superbowl entrance that it seemed like a scene out of a horror movie. XinYu at that time was in front of me, and she suddenly turned around, scaring the hell out of me! Gosh.

*stops writing to go for dinner*

Okay... so we played 3 games. At first XinYu had no idea how to let go of the ball, so TingTing showed her, and she got a strike! :o Shocking eh! Well, first game, JinKee won with 90points. Second game; ME and TingTing got a tie i think...60. Third game; XinYu didn't play, and then TingTing had so many strikes and spares :o... I got a strike and quite a spare too! ;) The highest score of the day was 105-TingTing's score! :) I came in 2nd with 97 points! Wahha! Okay... whatever.

So then JinKee and I went to Orchard to meet up with Dawn. Yup, we went to Cineleisure Orchard. At Burger King's, JinKee suddenly exclaimed, saying that she had saw Louis. Ha... but who cares.

The Devil Wears Prada is SO GOOD. I teared a little at the end part... but that's all. It was quite a laugh too, not as much as Click or She's The Man. Anne Hathaway is so gorgeous... ;) Meryl Streep is SUCH a good actress. Not to forget ADRIEN GRENIER!!!! I'm shocked to see him in the movie! His eyes are like... WOAH! I <3 him... so cute! :P

After the movie, we just went to HMV (typical) and then reaping nothing, went back home. The bus ride on the way home was so jerky, it made me feel like vomiting. *puke*

Anyway... i have GB camp tomorrow... i doubt i'll be having much sleep. :( Let's pray for a good camp. :) I'm just dreading one thing :(

Cheerios, will update when i come back from CAMP. :(

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