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The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Saturday, May 31, 2008 11:16 am

if i have time, i'll try to post some recommended songs.
but then again, i don't really want to waste time.
i have marketing to study for.
and i'm procrastinating.
boo. :(

at least i have monday and most of tuesday off.
french test, merde.
don't want!!!


later peeps.

Friday, May 30, 2008 10:49 pm

i know i shouldn't be doing this when i have shitloads of homework and tests on hand... but i couldn't resist.

:]
i love the jonas brothers and their ballads!

havetohavetohaveto get jesse mccartney's new album!
i'm going crazy just thinking about it. :D
finally a new album from him.
no worries about the techno-ish songs on his album.
i'm still liking some of his songs! :D
wooohooo!!!

*sugar rush cos of skittles incident*
yes, i put in a dollar for a packet of skittles in the vending machine at school.
and i was about to freak out when i saw it looked like it was going to get stuck.
so i hit the vending machine a few times.
who knew another packet would drop out with the "stuck" packet!
YIPPEEE!!!
sure made my day!

xo


Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:02 pm

i wish i could say how free i am right now, like i was whining about just over a month ago.
can you believe that?
time seems to fly, but it's only been 2 MONTHS.
oh no... it's so contradictory, and me no like contradiction.

but i can say that my CATS presentation on Monday went all the very well!
to my surprise, the lecturer thought our group made a very fun and engaging presentation.
i thought he would be marking us down and such.
and he praised my english! :]
that's because i typed out the proposal and so he was impressed by the standard of english shown in the proposal i guess?
haha, that kind of made me feel good?
hey, cut me some slack here yo?
i do need praise once in a while.
not that i go around BOASTING about it, 8-)
i'm not THAT arrogant.
it's only a small achievement, and there's going to be much more in store.

right now, i have to go start on either my Bauhaus, which i have been procastinating for god knows how long.
and Marketing! Which i am glad to say is becoming more understandable to me, and i am a teeeeeeeny bit more interested in. :]
woosh!

life's great?
not by a mile!
but it's the tiny things
that make me smile. X)

LOVE YOU COUSINS!!! :D

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 10:11 pm

there have been pockets of time, which i have lost.
i know not of where it went, or how it flew by.
i racked my brains searching, for some inkling or a clue.
still the memory evades me like a petty thief.
had i dozed off, but when, oh when?
was it unpleasant, but it couldn't be, it couldn't.
i long to get my memory back, someday, sometime.


----
okay, i have been falling asleep on the bus lately, and i don't even know WHEN i just simply dozed off.
it's really weird, but then when i wake up, i will think, DID I FALL ASLEEP?!
but it's cool that i never really overslept, and missed my stop.
i have this knack of waking up before i reached the school bus stop, hahaha.

anyway, i have loads of things to do, with the logos, poster and brochure, debate research, marketing revision, adapted project... i think you get the gist.
i'm drowning and i can't get out.

xo

Sunday, May 25, 2008 11:19 pm

i caught two-thirds of Ladder 49, which i have previously watched in Hong Kong before.
but it's really very touching.
:(
movies that make me tear are great. :]


11:01 pm

by the way, check out Boyce Avenue on youtube/myspace.
they do covers really well!

www.myspace.com/boyceavenue

i saw part of the lyrics first and i went to listen to the song.
gooooood.

Boats and Birds by Gregory and the Hawk.



and this girl did an amazing cover;



david cook and *paula's voice* zz top!
that was hilarious.
i don't know why but it was.
anyway, the song's good, vocals yesyesyes! ;]


i love jimmy kimmel's jokes.
it's so damn funny!
haha.



10:39 pm

the week's coming to a close, and another comes along.
projects projects projects.
presentation for CATS tomorrow, ohmyshizzle.
like, i hate standing in front of a class to speak!
:(
maybe i should get over that phobia.
be confident!
but that's all say and no action.

this week has gone okay.
passed really fast, i should say.

anyway, david cook is really cute. :]
as is david archuleta.
but while i was watching idol finale, i thought there were really sweet cook moments. :]
aww.
i'm glad he won.
album next!!! ;]
oh yes, and some performances were really good!
especially jordin sparks' song, One Step At A Time.
I vaguely remember hearing that song somewhere before!
i just can't remember where and when!

must get Jesse's new album! :]
i want to post some videos i found on youtube.
up next!
:}

Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:40 am

house was really good to watch.
i loved it, except for the gory part.
ew.

anyway, i really shouldn't be staying up.
i want to wake up early tomorrow and get my work done.
sshit.

1:38 am

RENU I KNOW YOU'RE READING!

Friday, May 23, 2008 11:07 pm

HOTHOTHOT!


if i could ever get to perform like this, phoarrrr. :]
wouldn't that be the talk of the town?
you go taylor! :D



i love tyler hilton! :]
and this video is genius.
i've seen it a while back, but thought i'd share this. ;]
the song's really nice too.


aw, tyler is friggin' cute. :}
i just teared up at the last bit of this.
and the carls jr lady was so funny!
i think that would be how i'd be if i met someone famous. ;/

10:23 pm



oh my goody! :
new single and album by my favouritest band evarr!
i can't wait! *dances on spot*
oh, and they have their own record label, Super Records.
like, quite cheesy with their motto of Saving The World, One Song At A Time.
BUT!
at least they will have full creative control! :D
i lovelovelove them to bits!
it's just that they haven't had new music for a while, and i found some new things to like.
not that they have been replaced.
OHMYGOODNESS.
21st July is soooooooo near! ;D
yesyesyesyesyes!

Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:00 pm

to those who think that this blog has been abandoned: 
YOU'RE WRONG! :+

i'd love to see the excruciating horror on your faces as you realise that another post has been made!
ooh, how you would yearn to see this blog torn down, pixel by pixel huh?
well, i'm not giving you that satisfaction!
eff you!

------

okay, i may be on the brink of insanity, and the above proves it to a certain extent.
but relax, it's not THAT bad!
or at least that's what denial is currently telling me.

i've learnt quite a bit about the people around me recently.
both bad and good.
and honestly, some of it shocks me.
not that i'm going to say what, and who, but yeah; it's just life i guess.
you can't expect those around you to be what you think them to be.
because you cannot make them conform to your every wish.
unless you're a psycho who... ugh, i don't even want to think about it.

but anyway, i'll find the time to post those wedding pictures!
:]
i realised at the end of the wedding that i had to choose a higher ISO to get not-so-blurry pictures.
so lots of blurry pics man. *cringes*
but i had a blast that week.
even though i had homework looming nearby, menacingly.

i still have lots not done, and the workload's piling up like crazy.
oh, and the tests are all coming in.
like, shiiiiit man!
or rather; merde!!! as they say in french.

so i think i'll blog later on during the weekend or so, because i'll be feeling less tense then.
yup, bonne nuit mon amie/ami!

PS;

DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL!
ALL HAIL THE ROCKER DUDE! 
not that i didn;t want archuleta to win, because i really thought he was the shoo-in winner, thanks to Simon's comments last night, so it was really an unexpected win. :]
still i'm happy for both of them because they'll all come out with albums anyway. :]

Saturday, May 17, 2008 10:58 pm

EDIT; 
it was too unglamourous to be shown in public.
had to take some out.
haha, too bad for you if you didn't see it!
but i do have more, wahhahaha.

i seriously only make exceptions for occasions like these.
occasions like these being: up at 12am at night, hyper to the bone! :/
other than that, strictly no photogs ya.
i'll post more on my malaysia trip when i recover myself.













Friday, May 16, 2008 9:06 am

oh yes, i forgot.

i took my photoshop test last week and i got 45 out of 50!
which is purrrreeeeeettty good for a noob.
and as for marketing, i'd say it was beginner's luck to actually got 14 out of 20.
:/ 
i never really studied, but i did know the answers to a few questions okay!
:]

xo

9:01 am

for starters, i was freaking out when ryan seacrest said that DAVID ARCHULETA & DAVID COOK were into the finale of AI7!
not that it's surprising, but to know that it has turned to reality, it's friggin' amazing! 
duh! 
:}
that really made my day.

oh and yesterday, i kept seeing so many people! :]
which was really cool, knowing that there are friends out there! ;}

have to get ready to head to malaysia.
probably leaving saturday evening.
eek.
so late. :(
nevermind!
my trusty ipodx will keep me company! :]

okay, have to get to school soon.
damn.

xo

Monday, May 12, 2008 10:09 pm

ohmygooeygoodness! :]
i've finally known how to stick all the icons together to form a pretty neat banner!
all thanks to photoshop!
it's so easy manxzxz.
can't believe i never thought of it myself before.
karyan had to tip me off.

ugh.

but anyhow, i'm still happy.
but not THAT happy.
because i have so much things to complete before thursday, or i'm dead meat.

xo

Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:46 pm

and that's why i'm a kissaphobic

i'm sort of digging the whole vampire thing.
because edward cullen made it cool.
and ditto for the werewolves.
because jacob black made them seem cuddly.

aw.

12:59 pm

weeeeell, it's mother's day!
and my mom ain't at home. :'(
she's with my dad and relatives up at Alor Star, or however you spell that.
It's in Malaysia, and they are attending a wedding dinner hosted by the bride's side.
I'm going to the groom's dinner next week!
Ah Hong gege's wedding dinner manxzxz.
could be fun!
I'm trying to find heels to wear. ;]
but I haven't had the time to go out.

Oh well, maybe tomorrow or tuesday.
at least I got some CATS stuff done!

anyway, got to go!

xo

Friday, May 09, 2008 10:18 pm

my left eye is hurting like crazy.
ugh.

but anyway, today was uneventful, to say the least.
classes have taken a downturn; that is to say, VERY BORING.

christine's touching down tomorrow round 9.
i don't know if i'll be going to meet with her...
because i may have a project to complete... or rather, research on.
life just sucks at the moment.

oh yes; 
music recommendations of the week! 
i say, this week has been gooood in the music aspect.
i found some great tunes that i would like to share! 

1. Mercy by Duffy
Some of you may have heard of this song on the tv or something.
I actually thought it was an oldie sung by some oldie.
Oops.
Haha, but yeah, it's catchy.
Not the type of music you would find in my itunes, so it's unique in a way.
:]

2. In Love With A Girl by Gavin Degraw
I read in the papers that his new self-titled album was worth listening to, and by the sounds of it, I'd say yes.
Then again, I've only listened to one song. :p
Haha.

3. Movin' On by Elliot Yamin
Actually his whole album is good.
I know because I borrowed his album from the NP library!
Hahaha! ;D
wooohoooo. ;]
This sound gives me the relaxing, Saturday night kind of feel.

Okay, so have fun with those songs, and yay!
I think I might go sleep now. 

:}

xoxo

8:23 pm

i think this video is amazing.
:]


Thursday, May 08, 2008 11:52 pm

Serena: Okay. No drama, no disruptions. I promise.
Dan: You promise? Oh no! That means it's never going to happen now!
Serena: Okay, quick, I take it back! I un-promise.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Lily: Home by one o'clock. Bonus points for 12:45.


i think i'll do this tomorrow. :]


Wednesday, May 07, 2008 11:13 pm

BIG NEWS!

oh my goodness!
jesse's new album is all over youtube!
the temptation to listen to all the new songs is majorly huge.
but i shall resist.
hahaha!

still, i heard a little clip of two of his new songs on his myspace.
very, very different.
not the direction i hoped he was heading for, but it's catchy to a certain extent.
oh no, i don't want to not like his music!!!
:(



10:35 pm

just a quick one before i go.
i'm so screwed on friday.
the footage that was taken on tuesday for locvid is going to be aired!
in front of the whole class!!!
well, most probably anyway.
and it's like... there's embarrassing footage!
of course, karyan has more; but there's still embarrassing footage!!!!
of me, DUH!
i never wanted to act!

:(

i haven't had a good night's sleep since sunday, and i think it's gradually been brought forward, piling up.
i'm not really, honestly, aching in the bones.
i mean, i don't FEEL tired, but i know i AM tired.
you know you know? :}
but anyways, couldn't possibly leave you guys with nothing to read! :}

i did photoshop revision today, hurriedly.
like, how much can you learn from photoshop?
apparently a lot.
but, heck!
i'm covered, or so i think.

elena! i'm still waiting for those overdue pictures of your disney trip.
your prom looked nice though. ;}
loved the dresss!
never would have worn something like that.
but whatever.

OHMYGOODYGOODNESS!
Elliot Yamin's cd is sounding AWESOME!
yay!
i knew i had good taste! :D
haha.
c'mon, cut me some slack here!
i need to spur myself on!

school's been really hectic, but i knew it.
still, i can get stressed out.
i'm really being stretched thin here.
not that i show it.
i'm a STRONG person okay!! :}

oh yeah, have to reply them penpals. :]
new ones!!! 
like i don't already have enough on my hands huh? :D
it's good to know more people! 
and besides, i love writing!
i think they are reading...
HI!!!! :D

oh wait, i have more things to do!
shiiiiiiiit.
no... i correct that.
merde.
that's french for shit.

hehe, more on french when i find the time!

salut! 


Tuesday, May 06, 2008 3:31 pm

"It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life: direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... And his belief in God and love and art would be re-awakened in his heart."

just did our video shooting today.
it was fun, but tiring, in a way.
i don't know if we got any great shots though.
editing will be crazy.

anyway, i can't wait for the wedding on the 19th!
hm, i was thinking of wearing heels, but i have never actually worn any in my life.
at least not for a long period of time.
i haven't had the TIME to go find something nice to wear.
my wardrobe isn't exactly fit for a wedding.
-_-
don't worry elena, i'll be taking loads of photos...hopefully. :]

oh well, i'm stuck in school right now, waiting for french to start!
2 more bloody hours. 
:(
i hate waiting.
such a waste of time.
all i want to do right now is go home, shower, and sleep.

booya.


Monday, May 05, 2008 3:04 pm

" santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight."

i don't want to go for marketing tomorrow!
i'm so tired i can fall asleep just like that. *snap*

zzz...

woah, oh!
i'm sorry, i dozed off.
:}

but then, i love LOCVID!
:}
can't wait for vending machine conquest tomorrow! ;}

it's not even christmas!
but i think santa might strike me off his christmas list, because i really wanted to bash someone up just now.
:(

xo

Sunday, May 04, 2008 9:52 pm

i believe we're where we are for a reason that we may never know.
but still we go on doing what we do because we have a strong force behind our every action. 
it's called faith.
let the lord above lead us into the unknown.
we might find out things beyond our knowledge.

well, where did the above come from?
i'd like to think that He was trying to tell me something through my typing.
really.
or maybe it's my subconscious.
ugh, still it's quite deep eh? 
okay, maybe not, but yeah, it makes sense. :]

i've been having this feeling where it seems like there are so many things to be done.
but when i try to get things going, i get stuck.
ugh.
it's not a very nice feeling i'll tell you that.
oh anyhow, i don't really want to care right now.

i had something to blog about, but then i totally let it slip away from me.
so this is a pointless post really.
i don't want to feel like blogging is becoming a burden.
i don't want to.
it's not right, because i LOVE to write.
i honestly do.
it's just that maybe things lately haven't worked out right, and there isn't much to blog about.



Saturday, May 03, 2008 10:05 pm

i got sick of the untidy handwriting font.
had to change it back to something legible.
at least for you people out there who actually give a damn and read my rants diligently.

okay, i've picked up reading again, hopefully.
lately nothing seems to be able to capture my attention for more than say, 5 minutes or so?
i'm starting to develop a short attention span and that scares me.
so i was glad when karyan introduced me to twilight by stephenie meyer.

i have to say, the plot's good.
i mean, it's simple and stuff, but the emotion is there.
no wonder it's a bestseller!
anyway, it's about vampires and werewolves and yeah, it's really quite interesting.
i can't deny i was a skeptic before because you know how some books can totally ruin your day with their lousy plot.
there's even going to be a movie for this, twilight.
i'm a little curious to see what the movie will be; but i don't really agree on the cast.
not totally anyway.
i do like the actor playing Jacob though.
Taylor Lautner or something.
He's cute! :D
woop!

i've just finished book 2, which is new moon.
hopefully i can get eclipse, which is the 3rd one. 
hm, it does catch my attention, which is a good thing.

other than that, i'm really stuck with the logo designs for marketing.
eeeee, i hate it when that happens.
then time will pass so fast that before you know it, the deadline's here and you have nothing to show.
YUCKYUCKYUCK.
i'm never good at designing graphically, so lord help me.

xo

Thursday, May 01, 2008 4:57 pm

Congratulations!
Your general IQ score is 118.

A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 111-128 is considered to be "above average intelligence".
doesn't this make one feel good? ;]
like i have nothing better to do, huh? :]






3:35 pm

first things first.
go to 
http://pics.livejournal.com/reignited/gallery/0000fstk
if you want to see more photos taken during the photography outing on 26th april.
all these are from sara, who's a friend of karyan, and basically whom i'd call a friend too!
haha.
it's all good.
ps; there are bride photos, fake ones! 
my favourite is the shadow one.
looks real professional! ;}
even the ground looks professional. :D

okay, when i think of what i wanna say--which i forgot--, 
i'll come back.

xo


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