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The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Thursday, May 31, 2007 7:04 pm

i got chills, they're multiplying
and i'm losing control
cos' the power that you're supplying, it's electrifying!

-Danny Jones

oooooooh.
His voice is absolutely sexy in this song!

x

9:16 am

Well, as requested, here's the quiz I took.

Body Language

What does your attitude towards your body say about you?
Try this quiz to check out how you see yourself.
At the end, you'll find tips on how to feel great whatever your size and shape.
Answer the following questions by circling the number in the Yes or No column. Then add up the numbers to see which type you are.

1. Are you happy with your body generally? Yes; 3 No; 0
2. Would you consider cosmetic surgery if it were free? Yes; 0 No; 1
3. Would you like a makeover? Yes; 1 No; 2
4. Do you wish you had more confidence? Yes; 1 No; 3
5 Do your friends pay you compliments? Yes; 1 No; 0
6. Can you find lots of styles that suit you in stores? Yes; 3 No; 1
7. Would you like to change your hair colour? Yes; 1 No;2
8. Are you jealous of other girls' looks? Yes; 0 No; 2
9. Are you often on a diet? Yes;1 No;2
10. Do you think your life would be better if you looked different? Yes; 0 No; 3
11. Do you spend a lot on beauty and hair products? Yes; 1 No;2
12. Do you ever avoid looking in mirrors? Yes; 0 No; 1
13. Do you think boys might find you attractive? Yes; 2 No; 0
14. Is there something you'd like to change about your looks? Yes; 1 No;2
15. Are you on a diet now? Yes 1 No 3
16. Do you usually wear black rather than bright colours? Yes;0 No; 2
17. Are you comfortable in a swimsuit? Yes; 3 No; 0
18. Do you dress in the latest fashions? Yes 2 No;1
19. Are you confident with boys? Yes 3 No 0
20. Do people say you're fun? Yes 3 No 0
21. Do you get lots of male attention? Yes; 3 No'; 0
22. Do you always put makeup on before you go out? Yes 1 No 2
23. Do you go shopping every weekend? Yes 1 No 2
24. Would you say you're fat? Yes 0 No 2
25. Do you hide any part of your body? Yes 1 No 2

Results;

1-14: Self Conscious
You have very low self-esteem and a poor body image.
There's not much you like about yourself, and you think your main problem is your body.
Whether you think you're too fat, too skinny, have mousy hair or a big nose, you're so self-conscious that you scuttle away whenever someone tries to talk to you.
But real happiness comes from within, and the more you like yourself for being you, the more attractive you'll become to everyone else.
Think about all those celebs that are, and let's be frank about this, pretty ugly, but because they carry themselves with confidence they ooze charisma and are practically beating off potential partners with a stick.
So forget that nose or boob job, liposuction or miracle diet, and start learning to like yourself.
You'll soon see a change in how you feel.

15-27: Shy
(see previous post)

28-39: Satisfied
Most girls fall into this catergory.
You are a happy-go-lucky person who makes an effort to look good.
You love clothes and know all the tricks to minimise the body parts that bother you, lke wearing black to flatter wider hips.
There are quite a few things you don't like about the way you look, and you worry about them a bit too much.
You're doing OK, but keep an eye out to make sure you don't slide into obsessing about one particular feature.
If that happens, take time to chill out and make a list of everything that's good about your life.

40+: Set
Congratulations, Ms Well-Balanced!
You're happy with who you are, inside and out.
People are drawn to you like a magnet because you exude confidence, sex appeal, and happiness.
You have bad days, but you can draw on your inner confidence to get you through them.
You may not have a supermodel body, but you don't give a damn because you like who you are.
Ohters can learn a lot from you.
You have your own sense of style and don't care what the latest fashion is, because whatever you wear, you can carry it off.
Way to go, girl!

That took long enough!
Try it out and see if it's accurate for you! ;D

tres cool.
x

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 9:33 pm

"Hello doesn't mean an open invitation"

What a nice way to start a post. :]
Using song lyrics.
Maybe I'll do that. :D
That's by Hilary Duff btw.
Can't remember what song though.
BAH.
Anywayyyy.

Went to school for GB today.
Quite senseless.
:/
Then later in the afternoon I had math tuition.
Boring day, to sum it up.

Yes, I came on here to tell everyone that I've read a REALLLLLLLLY GOOD BOOK!!!!!
Every Boy's Got One by Meg Cabot.
I borrowed it from Dawn, as I've said in the last post.
Thanks Dawn! :D:D
It's really goooooood dose of fiction.
:] Loved the character Cal Langdon.
Even his name sounds hot. :]
Haaa!
Actually he reminds me of Shane West in A Walk to Remember.
Was his character's name something-Langdon too?
OH! It was Landon Carter? :/ Bah!
I'm going to pester Dawn to lend me more fiction. :]
I hope she'll lend me some. :/

Yes.
And I did a Body Language quiz today in this mag.
They gave me this summary;

15-27 points; Shy
The good news is that you don't have a big problem with self-image.
You quite like who you are and know you have lots to offer.
The bad news is that you're so reserved that you never let anyone see the real you.
You have good friends and are well-liked, even though you might not believe that.
You need to have more confidence in yourself.
The happier and more sure of yourself you seem, the more attractive you'll be
And that's the key: some people spend thousands of dollars on cosmetic surgery, fancy diets or designer clothes, but if they're not confident, they won't shine. So believe in yourself, baby!

I was like, THIS IS SO TRUE!!!!!!
I have highlighted those that I think are really true in BLUE.
:o Shocking how accurate a quiz can say of oneself.
Well, this calls for a re-evaluation.
Image overhaul.
That's what I should do.
Or should I?
HA!

Ciao people.
Chemistryyyyyy.

x

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 9:39 pm

EEEEEEEEEEYURGHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm gonna gain so many pounds by the end of June.
Can't stop munching.
:/

Anyway, mundane life.
Oh, I just used mundane.
Maybe my english is getting better, albeit slowly.
OH LOOK! I used albeit. :)
Yes, my english is deffo improving, with deffo being a slang word of course.
Ha.
See how the holidays are screwing me up?!
Boy, and I was supposed to enjoy this.

GAH.
I'm reading another book now.
I borrowed it from Dawn today.
It's by Meg Cabot, and it's titled Every Boy's Got One.
I'm still puzzled as to the fact that WHAT DOES EVERY BOY HAVE?
Got One What?
LOL.
Hopefully I'll find the answer soon.
And yeah, I HAVE to read Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern.
DAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN. :s
I think I'm terrorising her. :/

Doing math now.
Kinda lame but, yeah.

STOP MUNCHING!!!!!!!!
I so am going to write some fiction now.
no more thinking of food.
GRRRRRRRRRR.


-pissed cos she can't stop munching.

Monday, May 28, 2007 7:02 pm




PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!!!!!! ;D:D


This picture was SO SO SO SO SO hilarious.


I had to show it. ;]


Lmao.


Hope you guys have a laugh. :]










the food! :]






wasn't all that nice, but. :]







yeah, a silly picture of my cousins putting the longevity buns on their head. :/







family photo!






i'm right at the side.
Bah. I hate having my pictures taken, that's why i look like shite.







the lights were pretty. :/







yup, the cake! ;]






didn't get to eat any though. :]








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1.

I LOVE FLOSSS!!!!
Actually, I love dogs. :]

Ain't she CUTEEEEEE. :D:D:D:D

Hilary. :D

bye bye now! ¬.¬













pictures as promised.

Sunday, May 27, 2007 9:40 pm

hey, i'm back in the house people, literally. ;]



went in to malaysia (truly asia 8-]) yesterday after the parent-teacher conference which went quite well by the way! :]



damn, i'm having a stomachache.

i'll come back later.



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Right.
Later meant... the next day. :]
Ha!
So here we are right now.
I'm going to blog about the day in Malaysia!

It was quite alright.
Reached at about 1?
Had lunch in the stop at Ayer Keroh.
Or however it is spelt.
KFC.

Sent my grandmo. back to her house in Puchong.
Stayed there a while for her to settle in.
Then we went to the hotel.
Hm, wasn't all that great, but what can you expect y'know? :/
Then went back to my OTHER grandmo (the birthday one) house.
From there we went to one of my uncle?'s house.
It was like... on top of this hill and the view is AMAZING.
You can probably see the entire KL from there.
Ha.
And also it was three storeys high.
Like. PHOARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
*eye popper*

I didn't go and explore though.
Guess I was too engrossed in the shopaholic book! ;)
Bah.
So next we went to the restaurant!
Yeah, quite big.
I'll post some pics later of the dinner.

After that, we went the wrong way back and decided to go visit Hillary.
We normally stay at her house, but my dummy sister wanted to stay in a hotel. ( roll eyes for her being a twat)
Yeah, have some pics too.
Spoke to her sister in USA through webcam.
Quite fun but we had to leave in an hour.
It was 12!

Ate supper in hotel room. (Beancurd! Not cement)

Next day, we mostly spent it in my grandmo's house.
Interacted very little.
Played chongkat with cousins before I left.
My dad took 2 and a half hours to reach the customs.
Like... PHOARRRRRRRRRRR.
Super fast man.
And he still thinks it's slow.
Haha! ;)

Anyway, today.
I did some Chemistry.
Then I left for Vivo with my mom.
Yay!
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END!!!!!!

Gosh, the movie was...
^)(&£%*£^*&£^"(*£(^*((%&:£@:$%"££
right in your face!
Fcuking brill if you ask me.
But i don't think it counts, because I was contented watching Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom.
The movie on the whole was quite long, I have to admit, but it kept me entertained! :)
What with the fighting and all, it was confusing at some parts, but I grasped the whole idea. ;]
On the whole, I'd at LEAST give it three stars for the effort! >:(

Bah. gonna do math now.

x

Friday, May 25, 2007 10:59 pm

Movies I've GOT to watch;

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

Ocean's Thirteen (Though I've never really watched 11 and 12... :/ Brad Pitt!)

Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer

Nancy Drew (oohhhh, book-turned-movie! spyyyyyy. should be nice, right?)

Evan Almighty (I watched Bruce Almighty a long time ago... damn funny. This should be too... right? GAHHHHHH.)

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

License to Wed (Manddddddy Moore)



Bleahhhhhhhh.
The temptationnnn.
Gawwwwwwd.
I think I'm going to be soooo dead.
Stop thinking about it, stop!
Bah, there were so much more I would have liked to write down.
But nevermind.

x

Thursday, May 24, 2007 4:40 pm

Well well.
here i am again.
this time with some realllllly pissed off news.

1. I just found out yesterday that a Taiwanese band, known as 5566, has been copying McFly's music video.
Yes, specifically 5 Colours In Her Hair. There are resemblances in BOTH videos, and it is really atrocious. How can a Taiwanese band copy McFLY? I mean, yeah, it should be an honour to be copied... but... it still is WRONG! The title of their music video is Long Live Rock 'n' Roll(or Yao Gun Wan Sui)... I just feel that it is an infringement on the copyright! Just go to Youtube to search for that stupid copied video. Go to Hell 5566! >:(

2. Next, is the Pirates Of The Caribbean review I saw in the newspapers today. For goodness sake! How can it only deserve 2 stars?! 2 friggin' miserable stars?! The critic must have been blind, or maybe he or she was asleep during the movie. I just think they don't appreciate it at all. Must be some childish loser who hates action movies, therefore being biased. Hello? Orlando and Keira a BLAND couple?! What, you wished you were Orlando/Keira, so that you have a sexy co-star? :S No way man.

Okay... so I got my rant over and done with...
Just a report on the days that passed so fast.
Tomorrow's the last day of school!
Then it'll be the June hols, a time for nothing but mugging, mugging and more mugging.
I resolve to study VERY VERY hard now.
At least 5 hours a day, like PeiWen says. :/
How I can achieve that, I do not know how.
All I know is, I have to do it.

Classic Quotes;
Teacher: "Confessions of a Shopaholic? Wah, are you a shopaholic?"
Me: *shakes head*
Teacher: Ah, no wonder, you must have shopped so much that's why have plastic bag to carry to school.
Me: *covers face with worksheet*

Well, the above convo did happen, but it's not the EXACT one. It's just the gist of it.
HE STILL WON'T LET THAT PLASTIC BAG INCIDENT GO!!!!!!!
:/

Bahhhhhhh.
To be teased is such a grief.
lol.

later man.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 6:27 pm

Firstly, I have to say some things that happened in public buses.

I had a chance to sit beside this... rather plump guy who took up three-quarts of the seat.
I was REALLLLLLLLY uncomfortable.
Had to endure at least five minutes of squeezing in the inner part of the seat.
I so wished I could have gotten up at once! :/
Sorry, but I was afraid, you see.
I read about those reports where these molest cases would happen.
I don't really like men sitting beside me.
Yeah, and I also don't like sitting in the inner part of the seat. ;/
I may sound... selfish or whatever, but I assure you, I'm not.

Secondly was something that happened today.
Actually it happens quite often.
Now that technology is so advanced, and music can be played with the handphone, people abuse it.
They crank the volume quite high, (to the point that I can't actually hear the music from my ipod) and play songs.
And of all songs, they had to play Kelvin Tan's songs. The Project Superstar guy? :/
I mean, he's okay.. it's just the songs I don't like.
And the person with the phone was like... a middle-aged auntie, so that's perfectly understandable...
Anyway, I think it is QUITE inconsiderate.
Please think of the people around you.
:/

Okay, so I've read... that McFLY have broken yet another record.
They broke the record of being the youngest band to have a number 1 album (all thanks to Dougie for bringing their average age down significantly), beating the Beatles in 2004.
This time, I don't think it is any cause for celebration.
If anything, we fans should be quite abashed at this record that they've broken... :(
I'm really... disappointed to announce this.

In May 2007, McFly's double A side single "Baby's Coming Back/ Transylvania" dropped from the top spot to number 20; the biggest fall from the summit in chart history. A drop of this magnitude had been registered on one previous occasion when, in January 2005, the limited edition re-issue of Elvis Presley's "One Night / I Got Stung" fell to number 20 after a single week at number one. So this 'honour' is in fact shared. Elvis fans are quick to point out that (a) there were insufficient stocks in the shops (due to its limited nature) and (b) the tracks had been available as singles before. McFly fans have no similar defence as it remained freely available and was on first time of release.

This is devastating.
And another set of news.
Remember the cd-dvd edition of MITO they re-released?

It charted at number 14.

I mean, shouldn't we be ashamed?
The fans, I mean?
They really have done a lot for us... and we repaid them with THAT kind of results.
Okay, so it may have been a RE-release, but it came with a DVD, free!
And all the signings they did in the UK?
The numerous tours?
Them working their asses off trying to please their fans, us!?
I know I am not of any position to be blaming the fans, or really, ourselves... since I haven't actually done anything to help.
But it's not like I don't WANT to! I can't help it if I can't actually text message to get the single, or use iTunes, because I ain't got a credit card, and my mom won't actually allow me to use hers... Oh, and not ALL their albums/singles are not available here, and not being in the UK is the biggest bane. :/
These two news have really put my mood wayyyyyy off. :(
I really need to think of ways to help this band I so love.
Yes, any suggestions would be dandy.
I'm not going to neglect my GCSE's though, don't worry.
:(
Flyers?
Posters?
Magazines?
Please give me some ideas.
I don't want them to break up, although they say they will not... for some time.
At this rate, they probably will (touch wood)... :(

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Current mood- sad, disappointed, dejected.

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5:56 pm

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Anything [by The Calling] This sounds alright...

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
That's So You [by The Rocket Summer] Hm, probably my personality is predictable? ;(

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Poster Girl [by BSB] ??? Makes no sense...

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Loner In Love [by Busted] Poor me, surely ice-cream will cure it!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Everything You Want [by Vertical Horizon] My life's purpose is everything you want?? This is deeeep.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Girlfriend [by Avril Lavigne] BITCHY! ;o

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Secret [by Maroon 5] Yeah, loads of secrets that I have in my closet!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
All About You [Acoustic by McFLY] Awwww.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Without You [by Jesse McCartney] Without McFLY, I am nothing. Correct. :]


WHAT IS 2+2?
Baby, Come On [by +44] technically the band name has a 4, so I should be right! ;D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Angel To You, Devil To Me [by The Click Five] See? This is why I don't have a bestie, or many friends for that matter.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Innocence [by Avril Lavigne] Cool!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Incomplete [by BSB] Tres true.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Before He Cheats [by Carrie Underwood] Hm, a strong person who will retaliate when cheated? :/

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dirty Little Secret [by The All-American Rejects] Woahhhh. :] This is a classic answer.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
All About You [by McFLY] Awwwww, how ironic. it's the same song!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Semi-Charmed Life [by Third Eye Blind] Well, this had better be true. I want a semi-charmed life! Or maybe even better, a charmed life!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Everything Is Alright [by Motion City Soundtrack] I have many hobbies then!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
I Can Do Better [by Avril Lavigne]Hm, my biggest fear is that I can NEVER do better... which is partly true! :o

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Don't Stop Me Now/ Silence Is A Scary Sound [by McFLY] I'm afraid of silence? BAH! Now everyone will know my secret!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Air Dry [by Teddy Geiger] This song... You got your karma, and I've got mine! Well, it ain't good, for the record.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS
Frontin' [by Jamie Cullum]

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Sunday, May 20, 2007 8:55 pm

MUSICBLOG!

I don't actually know if any of you looks forward to this...
but I know I do!
:)

So let's get started eh!

I've been searching around this past week, and yeah, I did come across some great music.
First up I present to you Kate Voegele (don't know how to pronounce her surname... but that's alright.)
She's like a pop/rock/acoustic singer/songwriter, something I would LOVE to achieve! :D
So, naturally, I'd be attracted to her music right?
Yeahhhh. So she's kind of like the featured artist of the week you know? :)

I'd recommend you give Only Fooling Myself a listen, as well as Might Have Been.
Or you could listen to all the songs... which I actually haven't done... but whatever!

Her songs can be found at www.myspace.com/katevoegele

Yup, so I've probably given you enough songs to last a week now?
:)
I really can't think of anything more, so this will be the end. :)
I doubt I'll be able to do a blog next week... depending on whether I can NOT go for the camp or not. :/
Somehow I am doubtful about it, but I do have to try.
I won't know if I don't try eh?
Yup, so...yeah.

Thanks for reading!

OUT.
x

8:48 pm

Nothing much has happened this weekend...
except that I have been slacking around, and doing nothing much.
This is disastrous.
If I keep this up, I don't think I can pass my Os.
Yeah, I keep harping on it, but somehow there's no ACTION taken.
:/

I have decided I will talk to the teacher-in-charge tomorrow about my going to Malaysia instead of the camp.
I have to set my priorities right.
The camp IS important, but I do feel family should come first.
Ain't that right?
Yeah, I'm just TERRIFIED at the idea of talking to the teacher.
:/
What if she says no??!
:(
Arghhhh.

I'm doing History now, or attempting to anyways.
Will do the musicblog later.
ARGHHHHH!
Slept again in the afternoon for a couple of hours.
Damn, why do I keep falling asleep?!
And on the sofa too!

My body is still aching from Friday's NAPFA test.
I passed alright... but... yeah, it wasn't THAT good a pass.
I'll probably get a bronze, which I always did.

So... what I wanted to say is... uh...
I just wanna sleep it off. :/
ha.
I'm deranged.
Laterrrr.

x

Friday, May 18, 2007 8:45 pm

The last two days can be summed up in two words.
Disastrous and Exhausting. :/

Disastrous because we got our papers back.
To be honest... I really wasn't expecting THAT kinda marks.
By THAT kind of marks... it means C's and F's.
GODDDDDDDD.
Is HE up there punishing me because I am doubting his presence?

Exhausting because... I don't really know why.
I just feel really tired these days.
Just last night I fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 10.
Went back to sleep at 11 again.
Like, wth is wrong with me?
I guess my body is protesting... but WHY NOW?!

Gotta go get aerogrammes tomorrow, as well as post that package! :)
yup.. i wanna sleep now.
OH BY THE WAY.
I am so dreading camp.
:(
It's not looking good at all.

x

Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:31 pm

hello.

I'm really tired so I'll keep this short.
Got back a few papers today.
Horrible I tell you.
I just had this sinking feeling in my stomach when I looked at a paper.
It was THAT bad.
Well, failed History(DUH)... but I did get a B3 for Physics, so that's a relief.
PLEASE PLEASE do not put History and Physics together on one day AGAIN.
:(
Got a C overall for E Math.
Shocking.
Gotta really work hard during the June holidays.
Can't afford to slack back any longer.

Yeah, so went out to get John Tucker Must Die for a friend's present.
Hope she's gonna like it! ;D
Postage is darn expensive though.
Bah.

Slept for 3 hours when I came back, then came on.
Gotta do what I'm supposed to do, and I'm off.

seeya.

x

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 7:30 pm

Well, today's the last day of the mid-terms!
:)
I can at least take a breather for...a day or two? :)
Went out with Dawn, TingTing, Canida, JinKee and XinYu today.
ORCHARD-CATHAY.
Yes, a movvvvvvvvvieeeeeee. :)
Bridge to Terabithia to be exact!
Ha, that show was... sweet in a sense.
The girl looked like a younger weirder version of Keira Knightley.
:o
The guy was... quiteeeee cute actually!
It's all about imagination stuff.
:X
I don't wanna say more.
I wouldn't recommend it though.
:/
Seems childish for some.

Also saw the Harry Potter trailer!
Finally, something worth waiting forrrrr.
:):):)
Can't wait for it!

So after the movie we went our separate ways.
Visited Kino to buy a mag.
Then to Heerens' HMV.
I was walking around, browsing.
I saw McFLY's MITO album, for 32.95
Didn't buy it though.
Too expensive, and it wasn't worth it.
I am gonna get the one with the free DVD. ;)
Yes, two more months of waiting isn't gonna kill me.
It's released already though.

Then I saw this...Caucasian.
He had this... BASKET.
Yes, BASKET-full of CDS AND DVDS and god-knows-what!
I mean, here I am, walking around empty handed, trying to find a good deal,
and there he is, just picking what he wants and putting it into his basket.
THERE'S NO FAIRNESS IN THIS!
I want to do that SO bad.
But I ain't got the money, and I'm not gonna suddenly SPLURGE like that.
Makes me wanna crrrry.

Yeah, so now everybody's home.
We're kinda watching Deal Or No Deal.
Quite an entertaining show to be honest.
:)

okayyyyyy. gonna enjoyyyyyyy my rest now!
seeya!

x

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 12:13 pm

yoaaaaaah.

First things first.
Today, it rained.
Kinda... drizzling rain, but the WIND.
THE WIND WAS HORRIBLE.
When I stepped out of my house, it was OH-SO-WINDY.
So windy that even the cover walkway cover would get blown off.
And it was SUPPOSED to NOT fall off.
But, I saw it.
Yes. I almost got blown away as well.
Luckily I stood my ground.
I thought we were going to have a hurricane too. :/

Next,
I FOUND MY CHEM SPA FILE!
Embarrassed am I to say that I found it in my locker, where it was mixed with this OTHER yellow file.
-_-
grrrr.
the grief it made me have. :S

Oh, and I just heard someone sneezing.
Like from the twelve floor or something, in the next block.
PHOAR.
like... " AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
Sound does travel far.

Hm, what else?
Ah!
I realised that Physics IS difficult.
Especially if you are given four choices and you don't actually know which one to choose.
:/
PLEASEEEEEEE LET ME PASSSSSSS.

Okay, I really have to get going now.
Gotta finish the planning for the GB Camp Game.
:/
It's going to be fun, I know.
BUT SHOULD I GO?!

I'll post again later if I feel like ranting. ;/

ta.

x

Monday, May 14, 2007 1:07 pm

heyho! ;)

yup, just had McDonalds for lunch.
PIG.
:X

But just thinking of how Elena and Christine are eating... BIGGER portions in the USA...
comforts me a little. :D
lol.

Still, I can't do this everyday.
It won't be very nice for the body image.
:/

SO, I HAVE GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS.
The good news is REALLY REALLY REALLY AWESOME news, to me at least.
The bad news is REALLY REALLY REALLY HORRIBLE news, to me that is.

Well, the bad news is...
I LOST MY CHEM SPA FILE.
YES. MY O LEVEL CHEM SPA FILE.
I AM SO GOD-DAMNED SCREWED.
:'(

The good news howeverrrr,
MCFLY HAVE CLINCHED ANOTHER
NO. 1 SINGLE IN THE UK CHARTS!!!
:D:D:D:D
Yes, it's the Baby's Coming Back/Transylvania
one. :]
I am sooo happy for them!
It's their 7th No. 1 now!!!
:):):)

okay...
I've gotta retrace my steps and try to remember where I left my chem file, or i am so dead.

x

Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:44 pm

MUSIC BLOG!

yeah, so there.
:)
the five picks of the weeek by none other than, ME. :P
I'm going to be a nice person and include the links to the music.
It could be from youtube...or myspace. :)
Good enough? :)
Alrittttttte.
Let's do this.


firstly, i give you one song i found out this week and fell totally in love with it.
it is so light, and acoustic-y. :P Oh! It Is Love by hellogoodbye
i might get their album...but i never do. :/

the second song is ALSO by hellogoodbye,
and the song is; Baby It's Fact
it's just so pop-ish. ;)
and lovey-dovey kind of feeling.

Both songs can be found at www.myspace.com/hellogoodbye

third, i present to you
the song; Five Minutes To Midnight by Boys Like Girls
heh, they were featured last week remember? :)
i like the lyrics in this song as well.
just really... new. :/
haa.

www.myspace.com/boyslikegirls

fourrrrrth, i have to say
the song is; Transylvania by McFLY
i know it's an old song... but I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT AGAIN!
yes, the ACOUSTIC version please!!!!
i posted a youtube link a couple of posts back, so scroll down and watch it! ;)
the best part is when danny sings, "remembers a voice and hears him sing!"
i loveeeeee it. ;)

last but not least, we have
the song; Black Horse And Cherry Trees by KT Tunstall
i never knew her music was pop/acoustic/folk.
i thought by the name, she would sound like... RNB or Soul.
Ha, guess you can't judge a book by its name as well. ;)
so the melody is a thumbs-up.
and the lyrics. F-U-N-N-Y.
:)
not in a way where you will laugh, but it's funny. ;D

www.myspace.com/kttunstall



Okay, done.
till next week!

x

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8:29 pm

Great.
So the day was well wasted.
Mother's Day.
I never really did anything apart from treating my mom to PastaMania,
and wishing her a happy mother's day.
I do think I should do something more.
Yes I will.
But how? :./

Anyway, Hilary came down today.
Didn't get to see her at all though. :(
Poor thing.
So near, yet so far. :D
haha.
Oh well, we'll meet again.

Yes, I am in a dilemma.
Well, I will be having my last GB camp at the end of this month.
I was maybe...looking forward to it? Maybe not.
Thing is... my mother's mother, which is my grandmother, is having her birthday!
:s
They are having a celebration dinner or something.
My family's definitely going in.
It's just up to me now.
Should I go to the dinner, which is really important,
or for the camp, which will be the last one ever?
ARRHGGGG.
Maybe they won't let me NOT go for the camp.
:o
That'd be depressing.

Studying Chem, but obviously nothing's going in, that's why I'm here.
I'm reallllly tired.
Tried to sleep twice.
In the end, I always got woken up to either have dinner or fruits.
BAH!

MUSIC BLOG in the next post.
Honestly, why do I even do these things when NO ONE ever does read it?
Because I'm dumb like that. :)
See, I even answer my own questions.

x

10:07 am

I'm honestly tired.
like, REALLLLLLLY tired.
backbone-aching, eye-drooping, neck-pain tired.

x(

I hate MSN.
Why can't I have a proper conversation without it messing up?
The messages I send aren't getting through to the other sideeeeeee.

:(

ARRRRRHHH.

Hilary is coming out to Singapore today.
And leaving today as well.
lol.

Chemistry Paper 1 tomorrow.
garrrrrrh.
;./

MusicBlog maybe at night?
yeahhhhhh.
alright.

i need to study and sleep.
Mother's Day.
I think i'll buy a cake later.

x

12:13 am

Well, finally got to SEE that damned Elena Kon.
:)
Quite funny.
The wall behind her was blue and white.
And she looked like she was wearing a school uniform. :/

wwwwhattttttever.
MSN's acting up.
It never did.
The Internet's kinda funny too. ;/
DARRRRRRRN...


Here's something to play with.

MY NAME:

K: Really silly.
O: Loved by everyone
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyonecould ask for

X: Never let people tell you what to do.
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyonecould ask for

H: Easy to fall in love with
U: Gets hugs
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking

LMAO.
Like totally.
:D:D
Try it! XD

xx



A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking
B: Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyonecould ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun

Friday, May 11, 2007 8:58 pm

Haaaa.
My mom asked to look at my blog just now.
I didn't want to show it to her. :P

Should I? :)

mehhh, nothing to post really. :)
Just this awesome video that everyone should watch.
Danny is just ahhhh!!!!!!!!

Kinda explains my good mood.
Look carefully at 1:26-1:30 min and 2:00-2:03 min and you'll see what I mean.
GORRRRRRRGEOUS.
x


2:59 pm

AHHHHHHH, look in my tagboard!!!


ELENA KON, YOU BETTER TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE ONLINE!!!
I wanna talk to you!
:P
Not desperate, no.

:)

--------------------------------

Haha, psyched to see my cousin has blogged. :)

I'm slacking off.
Which is half-good half-bad.
Shouldn't do it but it feels comforting, in a way. :)

Anyway, credits to Pippi (don't know her real name) for making me that graphic above!
Actually, she just sticked them together.
I found those icons from other places.
Thanks to those designers as well. :)

Ruffles BBQ flavour anyone? :)
I feel like a pig for pigging out. :/
Haa, but I don't CARE.
Call me fat.
Right now, I don't care.


x

2:55 pm

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder


Aw, I totally love this song.

Thursday, May 10, 2007 10:16 pm

YEAHHHHHH.
so unprepared for A Math Paper 2 and Geog Paper 1 tomorrow.
BUT HECKKKKKK it.
I'm in a partying mood already. :)

Screwed the A Math Paper 1 today.
It was damn hard, to be realllllly honest.
GODDDDDD.

out!

x

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 9:59 pm

WHAMMMMMM.

Hello again! ;)

I've never done so badly for a History exam before.
I was practically crapping.
YES.
Nothing got into my headdd while I was using that ONE hour to study.
Haa, Mdm S is goin to KILLLLL me when she marks my paper... :(
I'm really sorrrry.
I just forgot the time.
I was revising for Physics!!!!
19 Chapters! GOD.

wowww..
So I've found mannnnnnny new bands with good music lately...
:D:D:D
YAYYY.

Ohh... looking forward to watch the sixteenth episode of one tree hill! ;D:D:D
WOOOOOOOWEEEEEEE. :)

woooooot.
life's looking goood.
well, apart from the tests.

x

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 2:45 pm

BAH.

History and Physics tomorrow.
PREPARE FOR DOOM-SASTER.
That's doom and disaster put together.
I think it's more severe than just doom or disaster. :)

Ha, see?
I'm getting all weirdddddd already.
I say it's the side effects of the EXAM PERIOD.

x

Monday, May 07, 2007 10:26 pm

Man.
Right now I'm trying to cram possibly 19 chapters of Chem into my brain.
Not that it is actually working.
Hm, I think I'm screwed.
Wait.
I AM SCREWED.

Ha.
Whateverrrrr.
I never did understand Science anyway.

BUMMMMMMER.

Sunday, May 06, 2007 11:02 pm

*drumroll*

MUSICBLOG!

Yay, another week of choices to makee!
:):)
Lots of new songs that everyone who reads this should have a listen!
So here we go!

1st up; THUNDER by BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
( I just listened to this song just now. It's really good and the lyrics are well-written. The best line is: 'YOUR VOICE IS THE SOUNDTRACK TO MY SUMMER' or somewhat like that. :) )

2nd, we have; UNDERNEATH THIS SMILE by HILARY DUFF
( It's in the soundtrack of A Cinderella Story. I THINK. Well, it is a meaningful song. )

3rdlyyy; HEELS OVER HEAD by BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
(HEY! I think I'm starting to like this band already! :) Gotta check out their stuff.)

4thh; HERE IN YOUR ARMS by HELLOGOODBYE
(I'm expanding my genres. Wow. ;) It's quite catchy... like Maroon 5 kinda stuff... with a bit of pop and rock infused I think. )

last but not least, no. 5; LEARNING TO FALL by BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
(Oops. :) it's just good. :D:D:D )

Yay, so here we areeeeee, have a listen and tell me what you think! ;)
xxx

10:51 pm

yeah, well.

As always, I'm not prepared for the exam tomorrow.
Nor the day after.
Nor the day after the day after.
Yeah, and maybe the next few months too.
GOD I'm pathetic.

Mehhhhh.
Did I mention I had my first taste of Starbucks on Friday at Changi Airport?
Yeah, I had a Java Chip with Elena.
:)
I sure hope she's doing alright.

Oh, and then the next day, Saturday, we had Starbucks for breakfast!
Woah, two days in a row eh!
Haha, makes up for being deprived I guess.
MOCHAAAAAA. Banana mocha or something.
And also breaddd. :)
Their bread is delicioussssss.

Okay. What am I doing...
I've gotta do the MUSICBLOG eh?
Wouldn't miss it for the worrrrld.
MEHHH.
Screw Geog.
Screw Chem.
Screw Physics.
Screw History.
Screw A Math.
I kinda ruined it.

BEHHHHHH.
xx

Saturday, May 05, 2007 11:17 pm

MEHHHHHH.
I thought I'd be studying.
DAMN for McFLY to be so...gorgeous.
I get distractedddddd.

:(

Went for family outing today!
SpiderMan 3!
Seriously, the CGI is like... WHAM! BAM! POW!
The plot was kinda boring at times... but it was awesome.
James Franco... he's kinda cute eh?
I like Topher Grace.
He looks like the bad-good sort.
:)

Oh well, i'd recommend it if you've watched the other two. :)

x

6:30 pm



Oh. My. Gosh.

:o

Friday, May 04, 2007 6:19 pm

First things first.

I went to school today and my mom drove me.
So while I was sitting in the car and listening to 987fm, this girl came on the line.
The DJ's were asking her to play a song starting with the letter A.
The first song that came into my mind was All About You by McFLY.
Yeah, and so... guess what happened.

SHE CHOSE THAT FREAKING BEAUTIFUL SONG!
EEEEEEEEEE.
And I was singing along in the car.
Sure made my day!

Then after the Chinese paper, I went to Orchard.
I wanted to get a present for Elena, but... I ended up buying a magazine.
BAHHH.
Then I went to the airport.
Damn cold to be honest.
We had BK for lunch.
Then walked around...
She bought some magazines...
Talked and talked about random stuff.
I think we were both trying to avoid the going off part.
I told myself I wouldn't cry...

Had my first taste of STARBUCKS!
Java Chip. <33
It was well... chippy.
Man... I sure miss them already.
I CRIED.
Damnit.

Along the way home, I teared and teared.
I think anyone who saw me would've thought I was suicidal or something, Ha!

Anyway.... I think video calls will be good enough.
I'm starting to save up for a trip there, probably this year! I sure hope hope hope so.
I estimate the price of the ticket to cost about 3500.
yup, I have about 250 now.
GREATTTT.

Yes, gotta start Geography and the rest.
later.

Thursday, May 03, 2007 10:24 pm

BOO!

Well, seems like sleeping in the afternoon sure helps a lot.
Even though I feel really guilty for dozing off and not doing something productive like studying.
:o
I'm amazed at myself sometimes.
Guess my body was screaming for rest and I didn't hear it.
Woo.

OOSH.
Tomorrow, I'll be having my Chinese paper, which of course, I haven't studied for.
You'd think I'd breeeeeeeeze through the tests.
Well, I doubt it.
It's 2 hours of staring at a chinese paper full of chinese words that most of it I won't be able to comprehend.
Wayyyyyy to go maayyyte.
After school, it'll be the airport for me!
Gonna spend some last hours with the cousins before they head off to the humongous land called USA.

I'm thinking of entering that songwriting competition again this year.
I didn't cut it last year, but that was because my lyrics were childish and cheesy.
This time, I'm gonna write something better, and I just have to hope that the judges will buy it.
Go to www.songwritingcompetition.com for more deets, and pour some encouragement on me.
I think it works! :/

Grrrrr. So many things going on this year, and I'm so messed up.
-----------

cos i'm everything you're not. :)

2:45 pm

Well, to sum up YESTERDAY:

-almost dead.
-negative thoughts in head.
-tried to decipher what the questions said.
-simply ran out of will for living.
-depressed like hell.
-leaking from eyes like a pipe.

Yeah, it was kinda bad.
I guess it was the stress.
BUT, after today's papers...
I feel... refreshed.
Like, a load has been taken off my shoulders or something.
AND it's like... the first paper of the exam.
Ha.
How weird am I?
Today's papers were... so-so.
I could answer them, but I don't think I'll do exceptionally well.
I envy those who can easily breeze through tests and exams...and the Os.
GRRRR.

Well, like whatever...
I still have to start studying for Physics, Chem, Geog, A Math and E History.
GAWWWWWWWD, why is my life like this?

I think I am going to cry tomorrow.
Like, really.
They are flying to USA tomorrow.
:(:(

---------
people always leave

*one tree hill quote*

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 10:38 pm

Well, let's just say I'm not prepared at all for tomorrow's test.

WHOOOOOPEE.
Yeah, it's going to be fuuun.
I don't think I can take anymore of this.
It's just getting too much to bear.

x

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 6:32 pm

What's up with the world today! :)
Yes, today has been a GREAT day, if I look towards the brighter aspects of events that happened.
Well, firstly... let's say I stayed up till ONE this morning, all because I was doing the homework assigned.
AFTER NO PROGRESS WHATSOEVER, I went to bed.
Waking up at nine, it was quite weird, because it was a Tuesday... and Tuesdays are meant for school, but we didn't HAVE school due to Labour Day.
Yeah... Labour Day.
A day for rest, but supposedly the twisted and warped minds of teachers think otherwise.
They have the misconception that Labour Day is a day for students to LABOUR through piles of homework, while they sit back and relax with a cup of coffee. I'm exaggerating here... only with the relaxing back part.

Somehow or another, I started the day with a tomato.
My cousins came out! Actually, their whole family came out.
I thought that only the two who were going to the US would be coming out.
Shocked to see them all! :)
BUT IT WAS LOVELY TO SEE THEM AGAIN!
Yeah, went to have lunch at a... seemingly secluded China Central Food Court, or China Square Food Court... It was practically empty, and there weren't many stalls open.
I didn't eat.
It was kinda awkward at first seeing them again... but it ALWAYS is at the beginning.

Then we headed to FUNAN.
They were going to get a laptop and essentials for them both.
:)
My parents got me the iPOD speakers I've been dying to get!
Oh, and a webcam!
YAY, now I can actually get to communicate with my cousins without having to pay for it!
:):)
Oh, and it has a built-in microphone too!


haha, well, thee annoying cousin was, and is reading my post behind my back, literally, so yeah, I'll go now!
It's DINNNERRRRRRTIME.

I'll come back if there's anything worthy of being posted later.
:)
WOOOOOT.

x

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