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The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Friday, September 28, 2007 4:08 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNQKQKuQoMc

link to the music video of The Heart Never Lies by McFLY.
The more i listen to it, the more i like it.
It seems to grow on you, which is REALLLLLLY cool.

:)

clicky now!


Wednesday, September 26, 2007 10:30 pm






I LOVE THEM SO. :]

10:23 pm

VERRRY quick blog.

Nothing much's been happening,
just heading to school and stoning away, worrying about my Prelim results and all.
So far, i haven't been doing quite well.
1 A1, 1 C6 (no prizes for guessing which subject it is), and... yeah, I'll keep you all posted.
Let you guys see what a messed up person i am.
:(

ehh, Os are looming near.
OHMYFISHINGGOODNESSME.
i can't wait to screw it up.
(SARCASTIC!!!!!)

ok, better go.
ANYONE STAYING FOR NIGHT REVISION NEXT WEEK?
BUDDY ME! :D

peace out.

Sunday, September 23, 2007 10:21 pm

alrighty then.
NEW DEMO! ;]
yesyes, which is a song really.

it's at this url; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArhTrBAKbH8
be sure to leave a comment yaa! ;]
and just ignore the stupid singing.
haha.

x

Friday, September 21, 2007 11:10 pm

ooohkayyyy;
i've spent quite a bit of time on this feckin' blog,
i kind of forgot what i wanted to blog about, so bear with me.

prelims are finally over, but the horror's still stickin' around.
the anticipation, or rather, trepidation, to when we get our papers back.
flipping over the page where the red ink has tainted the pure, white, innocent paper.
and looking at the pattern it forms.
a number. or two. big, or small.
who knows!

i'm trying hard not to think about it!

i will recount on A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS that took place on thursday.
that morning, i had a dream.
and a dream the afternoon before (wednesday)
yeah, i will tell you about the dream!
there was something to do with my school skirt, and it being left on the road outside my home, and i only dared to go out to get it when it was so dark at night.
and i bawled when my mom didn't want to accompany me to go get it.
so in the lift, it only had four buttons, and i was on the fifth floor.
and there were two people wearing two hideous masks.
one of them gave me a fiver for holding the lift door for them but i refused.
so i went to get my skirt, but it wasn't on the road.
it was on a bench, where two guys were sitting and eating french fries.
i checked for the $10 note i knew was inside (which is actually true, btw, in real life. it was in my pocket on wednesday)
but the guy said the money ain't there no more.
instead, i found a whole bag of Lay's chips in my pocket.
like, HOW CAN A WHOLE BAG OF LAY'S FIT INTO A POCKET!?
so yeah, then i took a couple of fries and went home...
then i woke up.

there was more to it BEFORE that, but i shan't dwell.
it was a realllllly weird dream.
go on, have a laugh, i don't mind! :]

well, so i woke up, and was so engrossed in that dream.
when i reached school, i suddenly realised i forgot to bring my tie.
rushed up to the parade square and started freaking out like a madwoman.
i was DESPERATE.
kept asking everyone if they had an extra tie.
NO!!!!
i was so scared the DM would scream at me and make me go home.
then i found one.
a junior lent it to me!
and she in the end, ended up with no tie.
and i was feeling really bad.
i couldn't concentrate on the physics paper.
damn.
so jittery.

after that, canida, dawn and i, went to the bus-stop to get to Cathay.
but instead, we took a bus that lead us to Junction 8 at Bishan.
wrong bus alright.
and we only realised it AFTER we passed Bukit Timah Plaza.
still, we took an MRT at J8 to Orchard, and got tickets to NO RESERVATIONS starring Aaron Eckhart and Catherine Zeta Jones.
That show, was heartwarming, touching, and simply oozing with flavour.
the food looked so yummmmmmmmmy.
and yes, the movie deserves a watch!
go on, you know you wanna.

after the movie, i headed to HMV (it's like a routine!) and checked out all the latest cds.
grrr... that money in my wallet is itching to flyyyyyyy, away.
but i didn't get anything.
i think HMV is too expensive.

then i went home while listening to TC5.

what else...
AH!
you should try the BEN & JERRY'S COFFEE FLAVOURED WITH HEATH BARS or something like that.
It's SO DELICIOUS!!!
but i wouldn't have known that if my mom didn't ask me to get it!

oh yes, our fridge, reeks of DURIAN now.
we have durian, the real stuff.
and durian mooncakes, courtesy of my uncle!
they came over last night, and zhan li was as cute as usual!
;]
so if you want to have a durian party, come to my house!
don't forget to bring durian puffs though.
LMAO!

i've been reading a book too!
started yesterday i think?
it's Marian Keyes Anybody Out There.
it's realllllly cool. ;]

i'm starting to confuse imagination and dreams and fiction with reality.
it's like, there's a blurry line between the two.
i hope i;m not going MENTALLLLLLLL.

haha, changed my blogskin!
i think it's my second time mentioning this.
anyway, i love the fading navigations!
don't you?
please say you do, i spent HOURSSSSSS on the html.

school today was informative, albeit boring.
we were sitting on our butts the whole day in the hall.
it does NOTHING for the back, let me just say that.
i think i shall go to Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp.
Just got to remember to sign up! ;]

anyway, gotta head for the sheets now!
buhbyeee!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 3:17 pm

have not been posting regularly, and I apologise.
wait...
i shouldn't apologise...
NOBODY TAGS=NOBODY READS!
and besides, this is my bloody blog! :]

okay, feeling kinda philosophical right now.
2 more science MCQ papers and we're done.
for prelims that is.
and then the last and final lap/hurdle/obstacle/bullet-in-heart to knock us ALL DOWN.
it's called the 'O's.

currently in a dilemma as to which direction i should be heading in.
but it probably will be decided for me, it will be an obvious choice.
i won't score THAT well to go into a jc, so i COULD end up in a poly.
BUT, the poly cut off's are getting LOWER, and LOWER by the second/millisecond...
which is AGGRAVATING!
what about those dumb-ER ones, like ME.
those-with-quite-a-high-IQ-but-just-don't-seem-to-make-it ONES, like ME! :]

bah.
I am determined to get out of this frigging place, no matter how good it is, asap.
I don't know why.

I liken myself to a small tiny bird, locked in a dark dark cage, occasional lights indicating friends, and a gate, just small enough for me to get through, and fly out to freedom, where i will experience a burst of colours.

BUT THAT IS SO NOT TRUE in the cold, harsh world of reality.

where there's a locked door, there will be a key to unlock it.
HAHA!
cool.

JUST GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!!
why can't life be just a tad simpler, where you don't need to bother about grades, and you can get high-flying jobs and have pretty cool stuff to use and live in.
OH WAIT, you can have all those in MONOPOLY.
You can win beauty contests, get a hundred pops from each of your friends for your birthday, and even built hotels and become a multi-billionaire!
They thought of it alright.

till that day, i await for news in a dark dank cage, which stinks.

Friday, September 14, 2007 11:56 pm

FRIDAY.
Not supposed to be slacking off, but I slept for like...the whole afternoon?
What a waste of time.
And right now, I'm here blogging, which is an even more waste of time.
But I guess no one wants to hear me rant about time wastage.

You know what I'd call romantic?
An anonymous love letter!
It's like, so flattering when you get one of those. :]
I never ever did.
I've been daydreaming too much, I guess.

SO THERE, IS A HINT!
LMAO.
what a loser i am.

let's see...
Oh yes, I'll do a review on the CLICK FIVE album soon yeahhhh.
Can't wait.
X)

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 10:03 pm

JUST GREAT.
because of the stupid earthquake in Indonesia just a while ago,
I've been having this feeling of light-headedness.
Or just maybe my head feels lighter because I cut my hair today. ;/
One word to describe it: weird.
Hate the frigging fringe!
So damn short. :(
I look like a right mushroom head right now.
And I feel like it too.
Cramming Physics just isn't what I want to do right now.

Yeah, okay... more soon.
:/

Monday, September 10, 2007 3:14 pm


another view. SEE, it's on stilts!

another picture of the view

view from 2nd room during second night.

bedroom on the second night! ;]


woooopie. 3 points for guessing who that is.

poser of a sister. ;/ NAH! i just took it.
are my photography skills up to standard? :]

can you spot the teeny crab?



i like this bathroom.

open space bathroom. no roof, and when you open this window, you can see into the whole bathroom. COOL, but the insecurities creep into my skin.

view of low tide!



view from balcony

view from balcony 1

beds



Bed 1 with fantastic view... almost.


Greetings!
Quick update on my life yo! ;]
Last week was the September holidays, which I was supposed to use for intense revision.
Somehow my will was not strong enough, and I ended up slacking like crazy.
I even ended up in Port Dickson, Malaysia, which was cool! :}

Pictures ought to sum up the hundred words I would like to say but have no time to. ;]
Anyway, I was a really good girl, doing all the housework... (almost) while mommy was gone. :]

And yes, while we were driving back to Singapore on Sunday (note: no speeding), we got stopped. Hello?! Can they not see the other cars that are going ZOOMZOOMVRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!
while we are going at like... ZOOM.
8)
What else...
Oh yes, the hotel restaurant's food was B-E-A-UTIFUL! (quoted from Bruce Almighty, which I watched yesterday!)
The fish and chips was one of the best i've tasted... and ehhhh, the cheesecake was delicious!
Okay, I think I should go now.... not much to say except that I really have to cut down on eating if i'm ever going to find a prom dress that will fit me. :] HEY ELENA! MAYBE YOU CAN GET ME ONE FROM OVER THERE WHERE YOU'RE AT so I won't look like a twat if I wear something similar with someone else... ;/ BUT I don't really trust your taste so... oh well, decisions, decisions.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007 1:53 pm

OH CRAP.
The keyboard may be working...
but the speakers are now soundless.
GREAT. JUST GREAT.

1:19 pm

Hey y'all!
guess what?!
I actually have my keyboard working again!
All thanks to my dad, no less! ;]
Oh, and with help from the HP guy on the phone. ;/
This is absolutely great news, because no more will I have to click click click away at that stupid on-screen keyboard, which is so lousy.
Hoorayyyy. :}
Okity-do.
Blog.
I've been wanting to blog (even with Elena telling me so, that twat 8) ) , but since my keyboard conked out, I don't want to be clicking away for hours like an idiot, which I have actually already done... but whatever.
So yes, holidays have been mundane, to say the least.
I have not been up to much...
OH YES!
How can I forget...!
I'VE WATCHED HAIRSPRAY!
Like, OMGXZXZXZXXZXZZXZX.
Let's just say that it was phenomenal.
and it really brings out the goosebumps in you.
As in, not scary, but gross.
Like... John Travolta and Christopher Walken cheek kissing gross.
It's like... GAY!!!!!
Unless you don't imagine John Travolta's character as a man, but as a woman...
It's still gross. ;/
Haha.
But OMGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Link Larkin!!!!!
He makes the girls in the cinema go ooh! ;]
Well, that's what Canida said...
Personally, I feel that he's GORGEOUS.
Wait, more than GORGEOUS.
He can be a god of all the teenage hotties.
Tied with Jesse McCartney though. ;/
HAHHA!!!!
Gah, I'mma gonna listen to the soundtrack for real later.
Yes, I've bought the CLICK FIVE album, MODERN MINDS AND PASTIMES.
I keep thinking the word Pastimes is wrongly spelt... is it?
I think Joey Zehr and Kyle Patrick are good lookinggg.
:]
I know what I shall do.
I will not buy Starbucks every month. (not that I actually do so in the first place...)
I shall get a CD every month.
Or two a month.
Whenever my pocket feels a little heavier I guess.
Although the heavier it is, the better, right? ;]
NEXT TARGET ALBUM: ROONEY'S CALLING THE WORLD!
Awesomeee. ;]
*when did your heart go missing...* X)
Well, yup. Gotta brush up on my A Math, or I seriously, honestly think I'm gonna flunk.
C'mon, I can't even do a simple indices question?
And with all the carelessness going on... those marks are practically flying away.
Hm, do I write better now? ;]
I do have more imaginative phrases and all... right? :}
I love to think I do.
Anyway, adios, for now. ;)
xoxo

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