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The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 12:36 am

Sunday was FUN FUN FUN! I woke up really early (think 630am) and got myself ready. Left the house at 7am and walked to the bus stop. Halfway there I decided the bus was too friggin' slow so I switched to Kembangan MRT and took all the way to Tampines. I was excited yet I felt a little fearful at the same time because it was totally new and I didn't know who would be there. But I managed to reach the ulu place! I wasn't THAT late... maybe 5 -10 minutes. :p Had to change in this make-shift toilet because they were renovating the existing one. I now have a red t-shirt from Power 98!! :D Carvivor Rally woooo.

So basically the theme was Back to the Future (MUAHAHA, Michael J Fox was in the movie and he played Marty McFly. Tom Fletcher got the name of his band from this movie!) and basically we played childhood games. Or rather the contestants!!! :P
Chapteh for our station, and I tell you Julin, Riley, Ky & I just kept playing with the chaptek ourselves whenever we could! Haha, we cracked ourselves up the whole day! :)

Oh, and the Power 98 personnel were so friendly and nice!!! :D We worked with Elliott, who's one of the DJs, and he's like, so easy-going. I didn't really think about him being a DJ or I would've asked him for tips on presenting and stuff!!!! >:(

One whole day spent in leisurely fun! :)  Had nasi lemak for lunch woot woot! & the 3 girls  hid under the 100 plus banner when it rained. It caused much laughter among everyone! :)



Monday was pretty okay. The presentation we had went okay, but like, I really need to improve on my presenting skills. I tend to drift off towards the end... :/  NO GOOD!!!
French was OMG. I couldn't read NUMBERS. I had difficulty READING NUMBERS. :( But the teacher was nice about it. :p  I shall work harder!!!

Today, lecture day! I actually was early for lecture! FeatureWriting was okay, I don't know what to say about CommIss, except that I cannot COPY NOTES FURIOUSLY & LISTEN TO WHAT SHE'S SAYING simultaneously. So I lose out in the end luh? I don't know what to do!!!! >:(

Lunch at SIM. I hate 1 o'clock lunch hours! Too crowded, it's sad. I had fun during lunch though! I think I laughed a bit too much. :/ PR was short and sweet. Then the director came to give out the certificates of whatnot. I got on the director's list for last semester!!! :D First time! First AD, then First Dean's list! Quite cool huh? I will try my best to do well this sem too, but I don't think I can do it? This sem is so not my forte. :/

Radio as always was pretty fun! :)
Home, I just finished the Web D thingy! I don't knowwwww if I'm stupid or what... but I forgot everything he taught on Monday. >:(

I shall go away now.

Saturday, October 24, 2009 9:02 pm

thursday was not too bad. Feature Writing, Public Relations, 3 hour break where we discussed radio, then Communication Issues. I felt drained at the end though. Sigh.

Friday was I&E. The teacher was so flexible, she let us have class at 9 am next week yay! :)

Today I went with my mom and sis to Harbourfront to have Pizzahut! The new Twist&Dunk pizza is so awesome, but can be too filling! I still feel bloated. Treated my sis to McFlurry.
Walked, shopped, I need to buy Entertainment Weekly!!! >:( & I saw Nylon Guys (with Zac Efron) but I don't know if I should get it.

Anyway, Taylor Swift's latest songs have leaked!
I only heard the PIANO version of Forever & Always, it sounds pretty okay! Haven't given in to listen to the other 4 songs, but I'll probably do soon, damn.
& I watched videos of flash mobs, it is pretty cool Angella! hHAHAHA. :)

Haven't done much, which sucks. Power 98 thingy tomorrow, wheeeee.

Alexander Skarsgard Hits Sienna Miller’s ‘After Miss Julie’
10:13 am

Alexander Skarsgard Hits Sienna Miller&#8217;s &#8216;After Miss Julie&#8217;

Omg he's so cute. Even with a hole in his t-shirt ahhaahha! ;)

Friday, October 23, 2009 8:51 pm

She set out with a purpose in life, walking in a destination, to a destination down this road that she didn' t know led to

She closed her eyes, took in the surroundings using every five sense excpet her sight, the sounds the out of body experience as she just kept typing and typing not know ing what she was really talking about feeling her mind take control and the blood flowing through her fingers and forming into words Didn't know what she wanted to say what was she was supposed to say making mistakes but constanting constantly having to remidn herself not to press that delete button because mistakes are inevitable and she stops and deletes again Stop deleting, it' supposed to be a period of forward moving not looking fback and trying to erase things that came out wrong It;s not neccessary for now for this moment, Finiding that emotion deep down intside inside feeling her braind creaking whing winding as it whilrd as the mecahnism whirlded H9gNodNobody was going to know what she was wrigting now since she was writing wei with her eyes closed but the habeit of tyingm bhopefully she would form coherent sentences, SHe opened her eyes, and looked at her keyboard, not draaring to look at whatever she had written. She felt the urget o t just keep on typing, as the f wro word ss formed in her head, as as soon as possible, stop deli deleting mistkaes in speelling.


Gotta write and write and write more with details and FIERCE words. :)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 10:00 pm

okay so before I got distracted by the hunkiness of Alexander Skarsgård, I was going to post about my day!

Tuesday was a damn long day full of lectures. I believe that it might just kill us all. The lecture theatre is so out of the way! :( Feature Writing was the first at 9 in the morning and it wasn't that bad... Subsequently I think we all kind of zoned out... I listened but didn't absorb much. CommIssues... there are 4 kinds of systems, media theories.  Authoritarian, Communist, Social Responsibility & Libertarian yes. Oh no, I have to know what all the differences are by tomorrow. Maybe the 3 hour break tomorrow will help.

PR was okay, he just introduced it to everyone. I still am quite blur on the subject though. WebD was to say the least, indescribable. I really didn't know what that was all about. Radio was the last and probably the most entertaining. But by looking at all the assignments we have to complete this semester, I think I can safely say we're screwed. We'll be DAMN busy.

Today was Radio class, and well, it went alright! Nice to you know, have the teacher remember you from the previous semester! :D But that was the only class of the day. Kind of wasted innit?

Okay, I'm going back to ASKARS. ;)

Monday, October 19, 2009 10:35 pm

Well, for one thing, the transition between the end of the holidays and the start of the school semester went about just fine, like any usual Monday would have gone. I realise that many things in school have changed!

Firstly, they have finally decided to start renovations at Blk 72! Soon we'll have new facilities! & I saw on the school website they have this Studio 27 thingy, which sounds pretty cool, like a recording studio and gaming centre are featured. Oh my gosh, recording studio leh!! :) Oh, and the new computer labs at Blk 52 for FMS students is ready! I just went in today with a sense of trepidation because it was QUIET, and nobody was about. I didn't know if I was in the right or wrong place. I couldn't even find the class I was supposed to be in. But it turned out that the class didn't have a number on it... boo.

I learnt about motion tweens, shape tweens, and how to make those rollover buttons and basically interactive map! :) Sense of accomplishment, check! Oh, and then I saw Dawn today after class so I didn't feel as lonely waiting for my French to start.

Even the French teacher wasn't as intimidating as I thought she would. But I can foresee that I cannot afford to slack much this semester eep!!! :(

Oh, and I'm in the same group as Ky for the Power 98 Carvivor thingy! WOOOO!! YAY!

Sunday, October 18, 2009 11:09 pm


Thought this RAP REMIX of Party in the USA was pretty cool!!! ;)


& this one is EFFIN FUNNY!!!!!! Right Hillary? :) xx

& Alexander Skarsgard won Best Villian at the Scream Awards and he had to bend down to speak into the microphone which was so cute a sight I melted! ;)
Go to JustJared to see it!!! :D I will post the photos if I can soon! ;)


11:03 pm

i guess i haven't had the time to reminisce about my holidays tonight. & i'm already on to my last sweet night, which i didn't think would come that fast! :( I guess it's almost always the same case when the impending dooms day looms near. It's so surreal when it actually arrives, you might even be fooled into thinking, "School? Nah! It doesn't start THAT soon!!!" All this just to avoid getting serious all over again. I really dread this feeling. It feels like a whole new year, whole new surrounding (which actually it isn't), whole new drama to deal with. I sure hope we'll all fit in snugly like old jigsaw puzzle pieces, nice and familiar. :/ Hopefully.

But with this new semester, brings about a whole new lot of questions to reflect upon or answer. Like what do I really want to do? Because I can't just live each day as it comes. It may be a solution for a really short term period, but what about in the long run? I'm turning eighteen soon oh my goodness. Everybody says 18 is a HUGE thing, but I don't get the hooha, unless they're talking about being legal to drink and drive... I guess 18 does make it more official that I'm transitioning into the young adult, and so I should be less of a fuss-kicker and more of a mature-thinker. Ha. I'm trying I'm trying.

I really want to explore my inner mental depths this semester. I feel like I've barely scraped the surfaces of my brilliant mind. I know I can achieve more than I have in the past 18 years. I need to use my brain!!!!! & I mean REALLY use it, not just having superficial thoughts. I MUST train to kick that brain in the butt and generate some major brain juice out of it. :)

So my posts shall be deeply philosophical in time to come, beware!! HAHAHA, I kid.

Anyhow, I just pray that this semester doesn't kick ass, and hopefully so does my new french teacher! J'aime la langue francais, mais mon attitude suce quand je l'apprends! Look, I have to rely on a translator to translate the sentence above. I SUCK!!!!! :(

Saturday, October 17, 2009 10:22 pm


Okay this is funny. Especially DLovato's dancing. hahaha. & Big Rob!!!
"do the chicken wang!"
HAHHAHAHAA. <3

10:12 pm

Back on Singapore soil, in case anyone was wondering. :( I just felt that these past five days in Malaysia was a respite for me, sort of an escape from reality in a way? Well, I guess everywhere that takes me out of Singapore feels like an out-the-body experience in that sense. NOT literally though haha.

Did not have spaghetti last night. We actually went to Bulakong (sp?) to eat. Apparently it's around the Kajang area because we went to visit an aunt who lived there after dinner. It was the place where Hillary & I unfortunately got stranded at the other time we went to eat with a big crowd of relatives and family. Hahaha, what a laugh. Oh but yesterday I was feeling sick and had a blocked nose already, so it was pretty sad. Didn't really want to eat much or talk much and felt sleepy and cold.

Headed back home round 12 midnight and we saw LOADS of Deepavali fireworks along the way. SO COOL!!! You can probably see 4 or 5 different places that are setting fireworks into the sky! :D Not to the extent of National Day or anything though. :) Just that you hardly get to see this in Singapore y'know?

Slept okay. Woke up early, packed everything, headed for breakfast with aunt, uncle, Hillary and mom. To eat my favourite Seksyen 3 CHEE CHEONG FUN!!!! I know righttt, but the cheecheongfun was sooooooo good okay! But it was a bit much. :D & with my blocked nose I didn't enjoy it as much.

Left for my grandma's house after, and said goodbye to Hillary and family. Spent the next 2 hours at my grandma's and then took a cab to the airport. Do you know it costs 80 ringgit  to get to the airport...? The taximan cheated us!!! :(

The flight wasn't too bad, but it was cold. I was feeling all sick and everything.

Dad and sis came to pick us up at the airport! :) Then we went for dinner... turtle soup!! Sis was craving for it... big surprise not! :) But I can safely say I am not adverse to turtle soup anymore, I mean just the soup ONLY. Still don't think they should kill turtles. :( Really full!!! Then headed to buy some groceries at the local supermarket and then back home.

Okay now I've gotta go. Really tired!!!!

Friday, October 16, 2009 5:14 pm


I cannot believe this! October 27, platinum edition of FEARLESS!!!! EEP!
I want!!!

& if you haven't, please watch Justin Bieber's music video for One Less Lonely Girl! It's so cute!!!! :D





5:07 pm

Thursday, had to wait for Princess Hillary to wake up before we could decide where to go. Come to think of it, we wait for her to wake up everyday because she sleeps in so late when there's no school. Tsk. I also woke up with a sore throat, which was sad! Started drinking loads of water after that...

Fish & Co for lunch! My first time!!! Went to 1 Utama, because apparently there aren't that many Fish & Co outlets in Malaysia. I tried the NY Fish & Chips which had cheese stuffing. Was quite oily but nonetheless good fish & chips. Oh, the waiter who served us I think was relatively new, probably from India, because Hillary heard him say "Say thank you" whenever he brought us water or tartar sauce. So my mom and aunt all speculated that it was because his superior instructed him as such "We must be polite to all customers, and to do that we must SAY THANK YOU." So the waiter followed and said "say thank you" everytime HAHAHA!

Was very filling, but I suddenly spotted a Rotiboy shop nearby! OHMYGOD. Anyone who knows me should know I love to eat Rotiboy okay? :D Especially from Rotiboy!!!! Bought 1 to share with everyone, woooo so good! The smell permeates okay and I love it!

Entered this shop and ended up buying some tights! & in a departmental store, bought a pair of half-price Diesel jeans. I didn't like the tightness so I switched up a size... but then it was too loose on the waist, so I'll wear a belt. I think I know what Ky is thinking right now. -____-

Sent Hillary for her English tuition and we went to Pepe's house. I managed to sleep for a while! :D Booked tickets to come back Saturday. Oh well... Dinner was asam laksa!!

Today was almost the same, we went out for lunch at 12 plus and went to Klang to eat this mee hoon kuay . Really packed with people, and had to wait quite a bit. During that time, this guy came around the tables and started hawking his pastries. tau sar pia, heong bang & kaya kok! My mom just bought one packet of each to try! Hahaha! :D
The kaya kok is SO good! :) but the other two I wasn't too enamored of.

Went to Tesco, having spaghetti tonight woo!!
Home tomorrow can't wait.
x

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 12:20 am

Sunday was spent in glee! :) Went to have breakfast at Whampoa food centre, pretty far eh? Haha, my dad wanted to! Anyway, I ate carrot cake which was alright, and bought 2 youtiao to share with the family. My mom sis and dad all ate laksa. Apparently when my dad was staying in the area, he always had laksa from that particular stall. But that was years ago :p Unsatisfied with the taste of the laksa, he asked my sis if she wanted to share another bowl of laksa. Obviously it ended up with a positive response so he went to find another stall and bought another bowl of laksa... *shakes head* I don't like laksa so I didn't eat any, except for the egg.... After all that, we were sooooo full, but my dad still didn't look too satisfied. We all figured it was because he was cooped up in Paris for the whole week and he missed the local food haha! Anyway, in the end he took away a packet of Penang fried kuay tiao for lunch at a later date.

So everyone felt so full that lunch was practically shared amongst us all... and we were thinking of skipping dinner. But I itchy hand, decided I wanted to make my pizza now. So i ended up making the pizza for them all muahahahha. It didn't go too bad! Edible!!! But I was the only one who had the runs after... weird huh! I'm lactose intolerant, I'm sure of it! Too much cheese!!!! but so yummy!!!

Oh my god, I'm sounding more and more incoherent and unprofessional and everything I shouldn't be doing.

As I am typing, I'm in Malaysia....

Oh right, Monday.
What did I do on Monday?

Oh yes, the whole day I was so freaking bored of life and living in general so I was completely and utterly stoned. I packed my bag for the Malaysia trip, and just sat and stared into space. :( Round 5 I went to Pasir Ris for Rayna's BBQ party with Mel and Ky. Overall I guess she liked our present! And we had loads to eat! And took some pictures which I hope does not find its way onto Facebook. But I had fun lah! :)

Today is tuesday. I tossed and turned the whole night... woke up exactly at 5am! Dad drove us to the airport! Had breakfast at Toast Box. It was either that or Delifrance!!! I think I should have chosen Delifrance, but it felt very... lavishing for breakfast at 6am in the morning!

Funny thing happened though! We got through the checks and everything and was waiting for boarding, and my mom saw this guy (who vaguely reminded me of our advert lecturer for some reason) who was sneezing away.
So she said "H1N1! Haha, after end up sitting next to you ah!"
And I said "Choy, not so unlucky k, maybe next to you!"

yes we have lame convos like that. :) Anyway, we laughed it off.

Then when we boarded the flight and the guy came up, (my mom didn't see) but HE SAT BESIDE ME!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! It was so funny. I was suppressing my laughter, and hoping my mom wouldn't notice...

But she did anyway, and she didn't say anything and just laughed out loud... and I looked at her and we burst into laughter. OHMYGOD I swear he was thinking "Why are these two lunatics laughing?" And to make matters worse, the guy who sat next to my mom was a Caucasian! Eric-like hair, businessman, reading a Charles Dickens book! Quite cute lor!

If only striking the lottery was that easy right? What are the odds man right?????? HAHAHAHA.


So we reached and headed for Hillary's by taxi. Then because she had finished her paper when we reached, we all went to fetch her! haha. Then after a change of clothes, we went to the nearby mall and had Starbucks for breakfast while my mom and aunt got their stuff done! ;p Oh, and the Starbucks guy was so friendly and nice, patiently waiting for us to decided on what we wanted! So cute some more! :) Then when we got up to leave he was all "Thank you!" I replied with "Bye!!" and he returned with a "bye!!" too!!! Needless to say I'm returning tomorrow! hahaha, just kidding!!!

Spent the afternoon waiting for HIMYM & BBT to load so we could watch! :D Then we went for dinner!!! Fried Hokkien Mee!!! :D Visited my biggest uncle! Then ended up back home la to sum it up without mentioning some trivial details haha!

Okay, now it's really late! :)

goodnight!

Saturday, October 10, 2009 10:02 pm

So today woke up round 9, which is an improvement i guess, so yay me! & I made myself a bacon egg sandwich!!! So amazing. :) Spontaneity! Actually I was already craving for it since last night, since I saw this picture of an egg... :/ Hahaha!

After that I lounged around the house... wow, sounds so... high-class eh?! Oh my god, I'm pretty bimbotic in the way I write today, sorry!

Anyway, went to Vivo with my mom and sis, and we went up this huge-ass ship called... I forgot what it's called, but the ship was docked at Vivo, and it's a Christian ship... and there are books for sale up there. Not a lot... but it was nice to see something new! :) Oh and the guy there was pretty cute, the one who does the security check! :)

Japanese lunch after and we walked around.... then I went to supposedly buy my pizza preps because we all thought we were gonna have pizza for dinner! Bought some sushi back to eat. 50 cents apiece is awesome!

Headed home, found Dad sleeping! :D Haha, and ended up having noodles for dinner, since pizza was probably the last thing he would eat after spending a week in Paris. Nevermind, tomorrow? :p

Oh yes, will try to use up the roll of film I bought for the OM2n camera... I've been dying to use it but... I don't exactly know how, even after reading the manual. Maybe I should read it again. Wanna see how it looks when it gets developed. I haven't been in a developing shop since forever!! I've forgotten how it all works again!

Okay, leaving!

4:53 pm

oh my, this song made me tear up. :'( written by ex-busted member James Bourne! If you were wondering why the singer sounds so girly and disgusting, it's Nick Jonas before his voice broke. HAHAHA.



Alice in Wonderland trailer!!! ;D


Friday, October 09, 2009 3:30 pm

hey ya'll! I don't know what the hell is wrong with me but I've been sleeping like a pig throughout the day these past few days. I'm like... I'll wake up at 10 plus, 11 the other day, and I'll just have brunch and then read a bit before I fall asleep on the couch again until like 2 plus, and it's just so irritating for me because I feel like I don't have a purpose! & my weariness isn't helping me get things started. I'm like super lazy and nothing lifts my spirits anymore. >:(

So now I'm on here and see, I'm yawning again. It's like my brain's dulled and heavy. :(


& then I chance upon this Hurley jacket. Like uber cool yeah? :)













& look at what magazine cover Zac Efron covers next: NYLON
He's soooooo hot! :)

Cutie be David Archuleta!!!

Just look at him how can you resist smiling? :D

And Taylor Swift has a new list of tour dates for next year out... She's touring Australia for a couple of dates and it's right smack during our exams so I doubt we can go... Apparently she's going to play songs from her deluxe edition of Fearless or her re-release anyway... damn!
& a new music video for Fifteen!!!! :D



I'm not exactly thrilled about it, but the guy Abigail gets with in the video is kinda cute!
Looks like the Zefron in a way but more unique! :) The CG is pretty awesome though like wow!

Okay, I'll update more when I move along. :X

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 10:56 pm

Well so on Tuesday I woke up at like 10 plus, which is horrible in my books, & started to clean out my room. It's been quite messy for the whole semester and I finally got around to cleaning out the bad stuff and purging in a sense haha. I found some CDs that I forgot I had bought... & I realise that I have MORE things on my desk than my last cleanup. Which sucks... because despite every cleanup I do, I always end up having the same amount of stuff... it seems. I can never seem to get rid of everything at one go. Every cleanup there's bound to be something that I'll have to throw away. But mostly it was school assignments that I thought I should keep... & so it's still as messy as before, but I did manage to keep it under control. Took me one whole day okay! :/ I really should change my whole room. I'm disgusted by it. I wish I had money and enough time and effort to decorate it into a room out of an Ikea magazine page. :) Those are so pretty!!!


I shall continue to dream...


Today I woke up AGAIN around 10 plus, and then got ready to go to Ion. Met with Ky to try & buy a decent pair of shorts or two... BUT I ENDED UP NOT BUYING ANYTHING AGAIN. I don't know if I'm too fussy, or if I'm too conscious about myself. I am really pissing myself off. :/ & don't try and tell me that I'm thin and can wear short shorts. It's just that I don't feel comfortable in them okay? I know myself better than anyone else, and I know for a fact that even though I may look thin, I am NOT. I bulge in the horrible places. & to affirm that, the auntie at Bossini the other time I went there was convinced I was thinner than I said I was and insisted that I try on a pair of shorts 3 sizes smaller than what I was. So I had to try it and tell her it was not my size and for the life of me, she incredulously said, " NI YOU NA ME FEI MEH?! NI ZHEN DE YOU NA ME FEI AH XIAO MEI? "  I have never felt so small in my life, and just that shows that NOBODY KNOWS ME!!!!!! >:( Oh bloody hell, I'm not even trying to look for something fashionable anymore, I just want something that FITS ME WELL ENOUGH FOR ME TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF DAMN IT!


Anyway, ate at Iluma's Empire State (WOOT WOOT) Though we didn't eat the waffle, I had the Chili Dog, Ky had the Carbonara pasta, & her friend Ying Ying had the Fish & chips! Worth it? I think if it wasn't for the GST & Service charge I would be happier. ;D


Okay, gotta dash.

Monday, October 05, 2009 8:06 pm


Oh my my my, Alexander Skarsgård, you're so witty!
& omg, bite me bite me! 
I'm just kidding you know that right?
LOVE THIS MAN. HAHA.

& Cory Monteith from Glee! I remembered him from Kyle XY. :)


Sunday, October 04, 2009 9:49 pm

I came across a primary school mate's Facebook profile a little while ago, and I was suddenly overwhelmed with this fear. I did not send a request asking them to add me. I'm not exactly sure why. Fear is a weird thing. It comes and goes, ebbs and flows. The fear I felt when I was deliberating the thought of clicking the "Add as friend" button is an underlying one. Bubbling under the surface, but now that it has gained momentum, it springs out like lava flowing out of a volcano. Wait... my metaphors aren't making any sense.


But anyway... what I'm trying to say is that when I had second thoughts about sending that request because, honestly... I wasn't exactly the most outspoken and most outgoing during primary school, (& also in secondary school but that's a different matter) and my memories of those 6 years are really much fuzzy now. So the first thing that came into my head was, "Do they even remember me?" Yeah, I know that's really sad, considering the fact that I was in their class, but I did not interact with much of my classmates except a handful. My childhood is breaking apart. The strings that I used to tie said childhood together back then were too thin, the knots that I tied were too loose... and now it can't hold it together much longer. It's some really sad shit because I never wanted my primary school years to be like this. If I could return back and change it, I think maybe I would change them. Or maybe I wouldn't, because then I wouldn't be who I am today... but am I presently happy with who I am? I don't think I'll be able to answer that question. 


Yeah, so I chickened out on that request, because I was afraid that they have already moved on with their lives and have never left any fragment for me. That and also because I don't think I want to know if I was ever that memorable enough to leave an imprint in their childhood memories. I'm just a coward like that, scared to face the truth. Why am I such a cowardly person? Why do I always try to avoid reality and run away from what is blatantly screaming in my face? Shit, I've never lived a GOOD life. Because isn't what living is about? Fearlessness, or learning to overcome that fear. It's been 18 years, 18 years and I'm still standing on this square one. I've never even moved from this spot have I? Another reason for not clicking that stupid request button was because I thought... "Do I really want them to see how I am doing now?" Seriously, trust me to be so insecure and embarrassed about who I am!!! I actually thought that. I felt embarrassed about what they would think of me if they accepted my friend request. What would they think of me? I hate judgement, but everybody judges everybody I'm sorry to say.  I always think from their point of view, what THEY would think of ME. And it's always negative and stupid. It frustrates me sometimes. 


I mean, obviously we haven't been in touch for like what... 7, 8 years? Then now all of a sudden, with the proliferation of social networking sites like Facebook, finding your previous school mates are just a click away! But what do you do after adding them? Do you comment on their Wall saying, "Hi, I hope you remember me from Primary school!" Doesn't that sound a tad desperate? So now what, you start building that foundations of a friendship again? Of course, now that we are more mature, and we are clearer on how a friendship works and stuff. Hell I don't even speak to more than half of my Facebook friends, what makes you think I'd start now right?  


Yeah, so I said everything I needed to say. Sometimes I can't really put what I feel into words, because I don't know how to phrase it right, but I do hope you understand what you read here. Maybe it's only me, maybe it has occurred to you too, I just wanted to get it all out ye?


xoxo

12:21 pm

I've been putting off doing so many things to straighten out my life before school starts. I'm actually starting to feel a little worried about the new term. You know, a rough two months of holidays really changes lots of things... or do they really? I mean, it's like every "summer break", people change, or at least that's what they say anyway. & some will ask, "who are THEY?" & nobody can ever answer that question. It's just one of those questions that don't have a right or wrong or rather a worthy answer...

Saturday, October 03, 2009 9:32 pm

I find the concept of the Black Cab Sessions very much fascinating and fresh. I mean, playing a song in a BLACK CAB? Haha, really is some challenge especially when you're cruising down some very bumpy roads! But anyway, I'll leave you to the video. Love this song. :) It's on one of the music mixes I'm currently trying to put together! :)
xx


Noah and the Whale from Black Cab Sessions on Vimeo.



Friday, October 02, 2009 8:57 pm

Well sorry I've been missing for these couple of days. I think the inactiveness that is typical when one is on holiday has set in on me! 
Anyway, I'm done with my job! Sunday was my last day. I feel liberated and lazy at the same time! :) 


Wednesday I met up with Ky to first go to Hougang to get my pay card at the bubble tea shop. Ky was so fascinated by how bubble tea was made, and like the person she was, she tried to make herself her own bubble tea... I will just say she's not cut out for the job, sorry. Funny to look at though. Omg, I sound mean... joking only!


Then we took a bus to Pasir Ris & found that the boss weren't there. Debated on whether we should wait, which we did in the end, & got our pay! So in total, I've earned about 600 dollars this holiday... & counting the amounts I've spent these two months... I don't exactly know how much I have left. Meh. But whatever, it was a good experience, and it definitely made me realize quite a few things about myself. I know I've given my best every single time, and I am proud of myself for achieving that! Had a filling dinner @ WhiteSands after, and visited the library as well. 


I borrowed the second book of Charlaine Harris' Sookie Stackhouse novels, aka TrueBlood on TV. Oh my god, I don't know if the book is better or the show because even though the TV show has kept most of the characters and much of the plot line, the book has some amazing points too! :) Like take the second book for example... Apparently Lafayette was killed, but in the show, Lafayette was only tortured, so +1 to the SHOW, because I really think Lafayette is a great character to explore and write for. As for Eric... I'm thinking the Eric in the book is much more... humourous, and less scary. :o Not that Alexander Skarsgard isn't EFFIN' HOT by the way... I actually did not like him during Season 1, but I guess I can see his charm now that I'm watching Season 2. WOOOOO!!!! Haha. 
I'm actually obsessssed a little... nawww I'm not. Haha, just intrigued.


But anyway, I enrolled myself into Events Management module for I&E so I'm hoping that it's fun...


Oh, and did I mention that I slept most of the afternoon away today?! Like I don't know what is wrong with me. Dad says it's the lack of exercise... but every time I wake up from one of these... unexpectedly long naps... I feel terrible, like I've wasted the day away doing nothing but SLEEP. You know that feeling? But I had a dream. It involved jelly, running around in circles, eating with my sister and a boy who had ice on his teeth. It was weirdly fascinating. :p Can't remember much now anyways. 


Okay, so I'm thinking of stuff to do... should get off my damn Mac & do something productive. :/


xoxo




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