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The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 11:42 pm

QUIZZZZZZZZZZXZXZX


~ 1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
On The Ride- Aly & AJ
"we just have a way of knowing everything's gonna be okay."

~ 2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Careful With Words -Aly & AJ

i think this is quite true. i mean, i do try to be careful with what i say lest i offend anyone, which i hate doing.
but then again, i can be straightforward and pissed at people i don't like. ;/


~ 3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
XO- Fall Out Boy

~ 4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
That's How You Know - Amy Adams & James Marsden
oh good, i feel lovesick.

~ 5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Shame on Me- Ryan Cabrera
ugh, that's.... no good.

~ 6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Fabulous- Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Gabreel

ho. perfectionist/stubborn mule?

~ 7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nerdy- Busted

oh thanks manxzxz.
now i knowwwwww. :]

~ 8) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Through With You- Maroon 5

contrary to what you think, I love my parents very much and don't intend on being THROUGH with them. ;}
~ 9) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN ?
Sorry- Daughtry

i'm a miserable person. :(

~ 10) WHAT IS 2+2?
Goodnight & Goodbye- Jonas Brothers

oh that helps! :} <3 JonasBrothers/

~ 11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Fall at Your Feet- Busted
srsly, i do not worship my BEST FRIENDS?!


~ 12) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Not Alone- McFly
whaaaat. ;]

~ 13) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Anything- The Calling
How apt.

~ 14) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Star Girl- McFly
McFly's Star Girl? OHEMGEE, I'd give anything to do so. lol.

~ 15) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Wait Until Tomorrow- John Mayer
8-)

~ 16) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Because of You- NeYo
(aw man. i'm scared of YOU! don't come near!!!!)

~ 17) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room- John Mayer
(i heart this song very much. tbh, i actually lovelovelove John Mayer's tunes)

Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:58 pm

1> i watched the mummy number 2 yesterday, and i think brendan fraser is CUTE!!!!! :D



2> they are playing Kyle XY season 2 on channel 5 every sunday at 5pm!
oh my friggin' lord it's so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so good!
love it like i love sweet stuff!


3> i am loving john mayer!!!!!!!!!!! <3

 

4> i so want out of this life at the moment.




5> i am so lousy for not watching THE DARK KNIGHT yet.


10:44 pm

more now!



Original Video - More videos at TinyPic





Original Video - More videos at TinyPic



eep! :}
i think this is all i have!
pictures next, when i feel like it!




9:52 pm

yay! I've crossed the 500th post mark!
it would be more than 500 if i included the last blog archive i had but i kind of lost it.
oh well, this is a GREAT achievement and calls for celebration!
celebration in the form of PICTURES! :}
and VIDEOS!

of MELISSA'S BIRTHDAY!!!! (i can hear her scream right now... ;} )



this might just be the time for you to get a peek into my daily life.
not exactly exciting, but fun nevertheless.
and i don't do this EVERYDAY.
just... you know.
this was the first birthday or rather, group bonding session we had since start of school.
we've come a lot way, i think. ;]
which is definitely a good thing i guess, but it was trying and difficult at first.

hm, am having a little trouble uploading the vids...
okay, i'll do it through tinypic!
till then enjoy the above one first!
 :D

x

Thursday, July 24, 2008 11:19 pm

one hurried post before i go rush out the blasted projects i've been working on for 3 months, and all almost for naught.
seriously, i don't know if i am up to handling the workload NOW, not to even say next YEAR.
god i feel like i've been losing grip of things that i've held dear.

my social life is literally zero, and i'm sure many others are also sharing the same fate.
but then, z-e-r-o?!
usa sounds so much nicer right now.

well, they are all counting on me, so i'd better get the designs ready by tomorrow. 
shiiiiiiiit.
and there's locvid filming as well.
will WONDERS never cease?!



Monday, July 21, 2008 10:42 pm

i'm back to blog!
so this might not be a very long post, as usual of late, but then i'm just wanting to update so that when i grow old and am living alone in a corner of England's outskirts inside a very warm cottage, sipping a spot of tea and eating a slice of apple crumble that just got out of the oven, i'll be able to reminisce. 
bet i lost you at 'OLD'. :]

so anyways, projects are very demanding at the moment, what with the final presentation slated for NEXT WEEK!
i'm honestly scared and feeling very very nervous about it.
it doesn't really show though innit?
maybe later, on THAT day itself.
ugh.
just thinking of it gives me the goosies.

i guess i'm coping well in this course, no doubt with a lot of help from friends and the like.
thing is, i SHOULD start to be more independent and you know, not slack so much.
but i wouldn't actually call myself a slacker, not after seeing SOME people who clearly are worse than i am.
so i'm content in that aspect.

can you believe that all i can seem to talk about these days is either homework, schoolwork and MORE school/homework?!
it's taking over my life, literally.

yeah so let me recall what i did on saturday.
oh, went to borders and got this really neat book----- HARRYPOTTER7!
k, not exactly neat, but the price was da bomb!
8.60 after discount thanks to ky.
WOOP that was a steal wasn't it?
now all those suckers who actually bought the book when it first came out must be regretting.
ha. ;]
not that i am one to gloat about their misfortune.
i mean, you pay extra for the time you wait i guess, if you understand me?

sis has gone off to pulau ubin till friday for some adventure camp of some sort!
hm, lucky her?
staying in tents and risking getting dengue?
ugh, no sirree!
but anyway, hope she's not going to fall sick or anything... :/

today's CATS lesson was OMFG.
i practically was going to stab my eyeballs out. 
change the my to his.
it was just, ARGH!!!!! *frustration and anger and MORE anger* 
and i have to go again NEXT week to present it AGAIN.
mylord.
i swear i will pass this module and NEVER, NEVER, EVER, take this module AGAIN.
not in this life.

oh yes!
KYLE XY season 2 is on CHANNEL 5!!!!!!!!!
just realised it last Sunday, and i caught it!
awesome show that everyone should catch... if they're into that genre of shows.
i'm a weird person because my taste in tv shows varies greatly.
:o

french test is tomorrow, am sure i can pass, just need practice, which i haven't got.

mcfly's single OFTR got second in the charts this week.
sad because HMV lost 3000 sales due to some crash in their system.
i wonder why they don't just add the sales back!
:(
but I GOT THE ALBUM!!!!!!
the FREEE ALBUM!!!!!!!
thanks to my PENPAL!!!!!! 
ahoy!!!!!!!
it totally brought a silly smile to my face!
aw!!!!


okay,should go now!!!!
woooot.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 9:12 pm

just found out that Boys Like Girls will be in Singapore to perform at the Nike Run thingy on 31st August! :o
the thing is you have to sign up ($25/$45) and run 10 km before you can get to see them play live!
sigh.
i mean, there's going to be thousands of people right?
but then again, it's like... the holidays, and it's cheap to watch them live like this!
would they play a full concert, i don't know, but crossing my fingers for that slim chance.
so does anyone wanna go?
we get to exercise and listen to a concert and get squashed by a mere 10000 people struggling to get to the front of the row.

what if we can't finish the 10k in time for BLG? what if we finish late, and we get stuck at the back?!
hurrr...

i'll think about it, it's quite enticing!

x

Friday, July 18, 2008 11:24 pm

today was one of the best times i've had in school! :}
the birthday surprise for mel went awesomely well, and it's all captured in ky's DSLR!
which i totally love <3
i'm so getting one manxzxz. 
just that, who'll sponsor me?!

anyway, i'll blog more about that when i get the pics.
and and,  there's a netball match tomorrow!
ohno!

x

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 10:48 pm

i'm totally feeling the stress.
it's causing me to feel cold, but physically i'm burning up.
maybe it's the rain.
but then again, the rain cannot possibly make me turn into a grouch.
it's the freaking stress.
caused by everything i'm doing right now.
in a month, this will ALL be over.
i can't wait to bring my arse and sit it down on the whateverofAUGUST, when everything goes away.

okay, back to stress.
i'm turning into a GLUTTON because of it!
and i hate every bit of it.
i'm constantly stuffing food into my mouth.
I CANNOT STOP THIS!??!
and don't tell me that i'm not fat, because I FRIGGIN' WELL KNOW I AM.
and no one knows best about my body than myself.
so if i say i'm effin' fat, i am EFFIN' fat.

okay, this is taking a toll on me.
bye.

Monday, July 14, 2008 1:45 pm

am feeling the need to rant a little.

i already said i didn't want to do it, period.
but why do people keep pushing me and forcing me!
i feel so pressurized due to their hard-sell tactics that they try to impose on me.
i can't blame them for that though, i am after all a part of the whole situation.
but then again, can't anyone take the hint and walk away!
like shoo!
i said no and no matter how many times you're going to ask, i'm still going to say no.
DUH!
and i secretly, deep down in the dark recesses of my heart, fucking well do not want to do it.
you do NOT go and put words and stick them down my throat.
what, you think i'm THAT desperate, trying to seek attention?
i'm FINE being who i am, so you can jolly well go away.
so you might be making a joke, but do you know that it is INSULTING to people!?
i would say something cruder but my mom's next to me.
so there.

anyway, really looking forward to netball friendly against the other classes (tuesday, wednesday, thursday)
WE'RE gonna own their asses manxzxz.

eep, do i find myself a little crude?
yes, i believe i do.

xx

Friday, July 11, 2008 10:18 pm

this week's been oh so happening! :]
but life's mostly been spent in school, and i've done nothing much but projects projects and projects, so how could it possibly be any good?
but it was so funny on thursday after marketing (KY and her shitting shit.) 
best laugh i've had in a long time!

and locvid's coming along nicely! 
the test today was ohsodamned!
i could have gotten a 5 out of 5!
but i stupidly didn't know how to do the audio.
&#^%*@^@%^$.

and and marketing quiz is next week!!
i'm going to be mugging like crazy!!




NOT.



anyway, i saw dawn and jh at the bus stop today after school!
i was like, at first, seeing someone pointing at me..
then i realized it was dawn and i practically rushed down the last few steps of the overhead bridge 
and went like, " HI HI HI! " 
and they took the same bus as i did to vivo!
it was nice seeing them again!!!
but then i realized how little i actually had to say to them.
the silence was...painful in fact.
i didn't like it at all.
and to think that all i could talk about was school and projects!
am i becoming as boring as CATS class?!
or maybe i wasn't in actual fact as close to any of my friends as i always thought i was.

time sure makes a difference.

anyway, i am going to go now. :(



Tuesday, July 08, 2008 11:28 pm

i am currently swamped with projects and deadlines.
can't keep my head above the water much longer.
eep.
i'll make this short.

love the jonas brothers man!
can't actually say when i really started getting into them.... but i think it was after camp rock...
or maybe a little before camp rock.
after hearing Burnin' Up. 

yeah.
anyway, i guess i should go.
i thought i'd just blog a little... so i wouldn't seem missing.

:/
okay, i'm starting to not make sense.

bye.

Saturday, July 05, 2008 10:32 pm

music recommendations of the week;

today it's going to be more pop music. :]
because i've had a good week in musical terms.

hello hello by paramore
one of their demos in 2004 if i am not wrong.
it's on youtube, and seriously one of their best songs i've heard.
reminds me of the cover 'hello' by david cook on american idol which was originally by by lionel richie.
and would you have that?! the song just played on my itunes while i was writing this.
freaky stuff huh.
anyway go have a listen. :] i'm pretty sure that if you like paramore, you'll like this.

this is me by demi lovato
i have yet to hear more of her, but this song on the camp rock soundtrack really means a lot to me.
it kind of is what i feel right now.
but she gets to chummy with joe jonas. harumph. :(
that aside, this song is great if you listen to the ACOUSTIC version. 

gotta find you by joe jonas
another camp rock song which is sung by my current crush joe jonas!
i think it was because of this song that i started to like him and jonas bros more!
it's like, so hard to resist a guy playing guitar and singing to (me) demi lovato on camp rock.
suave.
the song is really good too! 
not too cheesy, not too high school musical. 

play my music by jonas brothers
yes you guessed right, another song from camp rock! i seriously like the show.
but this song is very good! the last few word of the chorus really got me hooked.
because the melody just took a twist. very sexy.

okay, i guess that'll be all for now.
i'm getting a little tired.

;]



9:59 pm

about 10 more posts to the half'o'grand mark. 
for those who are less of a word nerd, that means my 500th post is around the corner!
maybe i should celebrate.
ha.
that i have lasted this long, it is a miracle!
but really, it's been a while since i blogged, and not for the reasons you think.

school, of course, has been busy as shit.
i scraped through debate, which i thought was much of an adrenalin rush.
almost hyperventilated but my turn came.
marketing still sucks, but i swear i'm going to do well.
french is...getting a little boring, but i do have the interest still.
i mean, why does it always get boring!
location video is getting heavier, in terms of filming.
more stuff to carry when we next film our final project.
gosh, i really hope this goes well.
it can even go into our portfolio this one.

time seems to be passing super fast.
it was 930 the last time i looked at the clock and now it's 10.
god, slow things down a little will ya?
it's getting difficult for me to catch up yo!
other than that, i gotta say, i've been alright.
well, better than most days i presume.
but thing is i'm having problems with studying.

so much so that i'm actually falling asleep a few minutes after reading a couple of pages of my textbook.
I NEVER USED TO DO THAT!
:'(
it isn't that the subject is particularly boring or anything (marketing, some may beg to differ), but i just hateeeee it when i stray
from studying.
maybe it's the lighting...







yes, that should be it. IT'S THE LIGHTING THAT MAKES ME FALL ASLEEP.
i should shine torchlights into my eyes so that i can open them to study.
huh!


anyway, more new music recommendations your way soon. :]


PS: created a livejournal for my icons.
yip!

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle
Friday, July 04, 2008 9:08 am




































 
Behold... My Future
  I will marry joe jonas.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Australia in our fabulous Shack.  
  We will have 8 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a light blue Mazda.
  I will spend my days as a songwriter/singer, and live happily ever after.  
 
whats your future
 


Tuesday, July 01, 2008 10:50 pm

oh yes, watched get smart with my mom today.
had loads of fun. ;}
the movie was really funny and i liked it a lot.
got to spend some great time with my mom. ;}
xoxo

10:12 pm

just realised that next monday is youth day, and there's no netball.
but then again, i have a sexy long weekend that i can spend with *the BOOKS*.
yes, crazy huh?
but i really have got to study if i want to do well.
:}
so from now, i SWEAR, honest to the bone, that I am going to do the best in everything!
but cut me some slack okay? i'm just starting out, so there's a high chance i'm going to get engrossed in something and before you know it, poof! 
time flys by like a chicken being chased by a cheetah.
don't ask me why i came up with that.

but anyway, french today was the boring shizz.
i learnt stuff, but oh my gosh, torture!
at least we get to watch a movie next week? 
or some week...soon.
still, we have lessons after, so it doesn't really mean anything special.

oh yes, and this guy came onto the bus i was on just now when i was bussing home.
oh my gosh, he is fiiiiine. 
well, he has that asian-american mixed blood going on...
and seriously tall.
like, effin' tall!
and his side view looks like joe jonas, who i am currently crushing on. *majorly*
BUT, (there is ALWAYS a but) he was listening to his ipod...
and ew, i don't KNOW what he was listening to, but he was moving his fingers like crazily...
perhaps to the beat or a disorder?
i'm not sure.
but it was weird.
he then proceeded on to move his body, like robotically...
not that exaggerated, but oh well, it was just WEIRD.
such a waste.
and he was CUTE too. ;(


xo

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