WOAH.
GB was alright today!
I did games...
Well, it was kinda lame actually.
Canida was supposed to help me,
but somehow she disappeared for a trip briefing...
I DON'T BLAME YOU ALRIGHT?
:)
Anyway, we have so many things planned.
AHHHHH.
Shucks.

And...
OMY.
STAR GIRL, MCFLY'S LATEST SINGLE, IS NUMBER 1 ON THE UK CHARTS!
HOW AMAZING IS THAT!!!!!
6 NO. 1 SINGLES ALREADYYY, [/caps abuse over]
I am so proud of them.
I am also proud to say that...

I AM A MCFLY FAN THROUGH AND THROUGH.

They are just so talented. :)
I LOVE them.
ABSOLUTELY.
Well, I've forgotten what I came on here to say, so...
CIAO.

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what's this feeling inside of me
i can't believe i didn't see
this undeniable love

SUNDAY
Well, I did study a little for the 'O' Level, but the distraction was too great.
This house has not been lively for a long time!
Suddenly it feels just like New Year to me. :P
Weird I know...
Ah well.
Anyway, I got to taste my first cup of STARBUCKS COFFEE.
Yes, it is bitter.
I will one day try the other types... which are the more expensive... but hopefully more delicious ones.
Have to say that Johnny English was funny!

TODAY
As for today, I had butterflies in my stomach, just like before every other exam.
Sigh... hope I do well.
I HAVE TO GET THAT F***ING A1 MAN.
Or I'll die.
Really.
Anyway, I said a very stupid thing today.
I keep looking down, because I like the ground.
LMAO.
That's one of the stupidest things I've heard.
The worst thing is, IT RHYMES
Went to Plaza Sing.
Yeah, my grandfather and mom and sis were there.
:)
Checked out the price for guitar course.
Quite worth it.
DAWN AND MABEL! :)
I'm really worried for my grandfather. :(
Too bad I don't know how to speak much dialect...
It's so awkward sometimes. :(
Anyway...
TIMES BOOKSTORE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
I got MCFLY MCFLY MCFLY!!!!
:P
I'm such a teenie.
EEK.
Haha, I'll be enjoying looking at pictures of McFLY! ;)
Later.

x

WELL, I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO SAY...


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

SCHOOL'S OUT!

2 MORE DAYS TO 'O' LEVEL CHINESE EXAM!

Yeah, feels so much better to get those out! ;)
Anyway, life's alright so far.
My grandfather came to visit, with my...cousin? too.
I've been having intensive Chinese tuition in prep for the exam.
OOSH.
I don't HAVE a life.
Seriously, who goes to tuition on Thursday, Friday and Saturday... from 5-8?!
EEEK.
I should get something to do man.
Anyway.
Went to Bras Basah today to get some assessment books but didn't find them.
Saw this lyric-writing book that cost $30, felt like buying it... :)
Then we went to RAFFLES CITY for lunch, but before that I went to dig through some clearance stock at Sembawang Music Shop, and found MAROON 5 staring up at me! $9 only!
Had to get it...
I noticed the basement of Raffles City has changed.
It's bigger now.
Hm...
Have to go shopping there one day.
I SAW PORTABLE IPOD SPEAKERS....
$19.90!!!!
EEEE.
Must get it sometime soon...

Okay, let me clarify some things.
Firstly, I'm NOT on drugs...
I am FINE.
I am ALRIGHT.
I am SUPERRRRRRRR. :]
Thanks for all concern.
bye.

x

Yup, three days since I last blogged.
Man, it's been a long three days.
I do feel that time is passing very fast though.
Okay... nothing much to say on Monday,
since I don't really know what actually happened...
I kinda forgot.

Tuesday.
I got up around 6.30?!
Yeah, went to Changi to walk that new board walk or something like that.
It was cool.
I got to see these people fishing, and AH.
Someone caught a crab :)
LOL.
Buffet breakfast! X)

Wednesday.
Okay, today has been one of the worst days of the... month
First, I got really emotional by watching all those videos during the school closure assembly.
Lucky no one saw me tearing.
That's because no one noticed anyway.
Congrats to Canida and Dawn for winning the 300 and 200 dollar vouchers for the essay writing competition.
How I wish I had something like that.
I mean, it would help me a little.
BOOST MY DAMNED LOW MORALE RIGHT NOW.
Anyway.
GB next.
It rained...
and it continued raining.
So much so we didn't have any space for drill.
And stuff.
So I have my holidays packed till the suitcase can't be closed.
I'm caving!
Literally.

Just got into an arguement with my mom.
ABOUT MY REPORT CARD.
I hate it.
I really do hate it.
No one actually will understand how I really feel.
ARGH, so damned pissed off right now.
My life's in a mess.
WHY?
Because I don't believe in God?
Is this what they call retribution?
Oh, yeah, so now I'm living in what...
HELL?

WTF.

----------------------
My life's fucked up and I don't know why
These people just wanna try
Bringing me down, then back up again
Can't they just refrain
FROM INTERFERING IN MY FUCKED UP LIFE ALREADY?

Scrap my plans for Tuesday man...
I don't know if I'll go. :[
Okay... flag day.
I've realised how difficult it is to get people to donate.
We first went to Clementi to collect our tins.
Then we went to Tiong Bahru to ask for donations.
NOBODY wanted to donate.
Okay, some people did.
SOME.
Most just snubbed us.
Some just walked past without giving me any acknowledgement.
WTF.
I'm never going to be like that when i see someone asking for donations next time.
I'll gladly help.
Yup.

Okay. I saw this magazine that I saw before... and it has MCFLY in it... wonder if it's worth buying...

xx

YES.
I WAS BORED.
I'M BACK...
with a vengeance, that's what they always say.
Oh anyway...
my week is packed.

:)

Tomorrow is Flag Day...
then off to Plaza Sing to window shop,
and check out prices for guitar courses!

Next Tuesday,
I'll be at Bugis to have lunch with a bunch of peeps.
Then it's off to Bras Basah.

X)
Cool eh!
Gotta go man.
This is getting irritating.

Firstly,
Thursday.
We bowled one game.
Then we headed to the arcade to play drumming and something else.
Haha...
We're fun like that.
Then off we went to Burger King at Wheelock for lunch. (@ 3pm)
Got stopped on the way there by this guy who was looking for new faces to host some shows, or that's what i heard.
He asked Ting Ting to leave her contact number! :)
That's so cool.
Anyway, after that...
JinKee and I went to Apple store to look at iPod speakers.
I swear they are SO expensive.
Then to Borders to find magazines.
The CD section there is CLASS.
You just scan the CD you wanna hear at this scanner thing and voila!
The music plays out! :)
WOOHOO.
HMV should have that too! Then it'll be a really cool place.
Oh, didn't get to find that magazine i wanted...
So off to Taka's Kinokuniya we went.
I always get lost in there.
It's a tad big.
The magazine's not on sale there either.
So I came home.
BORED LIKE HELL.

Today,
sigh.
Nothing much to say.
I hate it.
Oh, last night I simply had a melody stuck in my head,
and i wrote a song. :)
HERE it is.
It's titled It's Not You.
I know it's not very good considering the fact that it was 10pm at night when I came up with it
and I was watching America or Busted, starring Busted. :) YOUTUBE.
It's funny.

Anyway, the song.

these memories i keep,
i wanna erase
i gotta get out
of this place

gotta start life anew
break out of my shell
leave you behind
i wish you well

i wanna know
what i should do
where do i go
to get away from you
i need something new
and it's not you

i've waited so long
so now's the time
gonna be on my own
and i'll be fine

i don't need a man
someone like you
cos' i'm independent
i tell you it's the truth

i wanna know
what i should do
where do i go
to get away from you
i need something new
and it's not you

you shouldn't say
what you don't mean
now i realise
we were in a dream
so i gotta wake up to reality

i wanna know
what i should do
where do i go
to get away from you
i need something new
and it's not you

so now i know
what i should do
where to go
to get away from you
i have something new
and it's not you
i have something new
and it's not you
no...
it's not you
it's not you

Something along the lines of this. :)
Steal it, and DIE.
The curse of death is upon whoever steals this song.

okay, bye.

-------------------------
For a moment, i realise
I have to fill that space inside
I need to believe, in you.

The NEWater plant trip was alright.
It was a new experience definitely.
Yeah.
I was almost falling asleep on the bus there.
MY GOD,
I realise now that I have absolutely NO ONE who I can sit with in a bus.
It was so awkward sitting alone,
And have someone sit next to me,
AND not talk to me.
It's like...
I don't exist.
I don't have friends at all.
Nope.
Now you know why I'm kinda depressed?
Yeah...
ANTI-SOCIAL ME.
Sigh...
Actually I knew long ago I am a loner.
Hah.
It's so silly... but,
I feel so alone.
Nah, nobody wants to hear about this right?
So... I'll just go off and wallow in self pity then. :

------------------------
i put on a fake smile in front of everyone
but that's just a facade
and now that false exterior is slowing coming undone
i don't know what to do, anymore
i'm terribly alone
terribly alone
i should have known

OMY.
I haven't posted in 2 days! ;)
Record eh?
Alright, maybe things have been a lil' boring here.
WAY TOO BORING.
I have to say something though.
I watched the new APPRENTICE last Sunday...
AND...
I saw someone who looked eerily like ORLANDO BLOOM.
HONEST!
You should really see it... the guy's name is Tared... or Tarek... whatever.
Okay...
Monday...
SCHOOL WAS AWESOMELY BORING.
I woke up in class with a headache...
I never will sleep again in class.
It's NO good.
Tuesday...
Well.
GB; First Aid.
What can I say?
I've learnt CPR. ;)
& bandaging cuts and bleeding wounds.
Sigh.
I'm going to bring UNO cards to school tomorrow,
JUST IN CASE.
I don't want to be bored as fu*k again.
Ah,
I've also written a really cool rock song with PeiWen's help.
WOOPIE.
It could be a NO. 1 HIT people! (refer to wishlist)
:)

now, better get going!
xxx

Well.
I can say that X FACTOR is so funny.
It's like an American version of AMERICAN IDOL.
I think it probably is... because Simon Cowell's in it.
Heh.
Enough about that...
I've been rotting at home as usual.
Tonight, there's CROSSROADS...& I NOT STUPID.
And... there's THE APPRENTICE tomorrow.
AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL next Monday...
YIPPEEE.
YO HO YO HO a pirates life for me.
HAHA... that's so random!
Oeh, love the word RANDOM!
You know, I actually imagine what I would say if Danny Jones gave me a call.
I mean, if my phone is ACTUALLY on...
After imagining that, I have to say my phone will be on regularly.
Haha.
*dreamy*

YEEAAAAAAAAH. I can confirm that 6 people love McFLY now, just in my school alone. :)
Or so it seems. :-/
Hopefully so.
I'm going to promote MCFLY in Singapore.
Just have to think how.
They'll have to do a concert HERE!!!!
They just have to.

Laterrr.

----------------------
Hey you got me on my knees,
Begging please, baby please.
You're all that I need
Where you got me, where you want me
HEY HEY HEY!

How cheesy. :)

I'm kinda into Jet nowadays...
I <3 Are You Gonna Be My Girl?.
Woo...
Anyway...
Life's been boring to the core.
I've gotten my papers back.
I'm glad and sad to say that it's a mix of A, B's and C's.
Overall...
A1 for EMath.
B3 for AMath.
C5/C6 for Chem.
C5/C6 for Physics.
Chinese... sigh.
English... I PASSED EOY. :) B3.
History Elec too! B3.
What else...

Oh i suddenly came up with an idea to go for a stupid picnic!
Ha.
WTH.
So stupid.
What's WRONG with me?

laterrrr.
-----------------------------

out of bed at the crack of noon
blare the music and have a swoon
YEAHYEAH
I'm independence
YEAHYEAH
I'm California
My mind's all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on OVERDRIVE
I need to take a shower when I look at you
I wish you'd change my point of view
YEAHYEAH
I'm candy-eyed
YEAHYEAH
I'm California
My mind's all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on OVERDRIVE

http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j240/flyerknight/orlando_bloom_2.gif



ehhhhh.
I'm so pissed.
whatever.

laterrrr.

I'm so tired right now.
LaserQuest was kinda fun, but extremely taxing.
I think I did well... but I must look out for my back in future.

Anyway... I was actually on the bus thinking about stuff, and then it actually hit me.
I'm not a person who expresses herself physically, like... dancing or acting.
I express myself interllectually, as in, by writing, music, thoughts and stuff like that.
It's really cool right?
I think I must be the only one who thinks it is.
Whatever.

I'm gonna go practise my guitar now... getting better everyday. ;D

x

YAY.
Today was awesome. :)
My mum and I went to Cathay Cineleisure to watch John Tucker Must Die!
Apparently the critics didn't like the show too much...
but I sure did!
My mum was laughing along too!
It's damn funny seeing how John Tucker tries to twist all the bad stuff that befalls him around. :)
Clever guy.
Did i mention that Jesse Metcalfe is kinda hot? Okay, not really THAT hot.
It was a damn funny comedy if you're looking for one to watch.
Click however, is deffo a better choice though. I don't know. :)
At least i didn't CRY at JTMD.
Hm... cool.
Anyway... after the show, we went to Taka's Kinokuniya, the bookshop!
Yeah, i headed straight for the magazine section.
I FOUND MCFLY POSTERRRS.
Finally, my first McFLY posters.
It'll be on my wall soon.
I don't care how much it is...($15.80)
I just HAD to have it.
I know I'm not obsessed.
I just really really really am crazy about them.
I have to start saving up now... so that every month, i can head to Kino to find more.
:)
Then HMV...
WOOHOO.
Jesse McCartney's new album's out!
Pestered my mom to buy it for me...
She forked out 10 bucks, and i paid the rest ($12.95)
YES!!!
Now I'm listening to it.
WOAHHH.. :)
I panicked when I couldn't actually get it onto iTunes...
But I now know I have to convert the audio format! :D
YAY!
Haha...
Now I'm going to enjoy the music of Jesse McCartney...
and my magazines. ;)
WOOSHHH.


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lying here all alone
just thinking about you
the feeling inside me
it's something indescribable

Becca on the McFLY boards made me this.
Ain't it cool?
WOOHOO.
She probably won't know about this...
Anyway, I thank her.

BCT was idiotic today.
I had to speak into a cassette recorder... which is SO FREAKING stupid...
Then the questions they asked were like... WTH?
Oh let's not talk about it.
:] It's a happy day today...

The haze will not dampen my spirits.
NO SIREE.
I'll stay at home and play my guitar.
YAY.
Tomorrow people.
Tommorow's a brand new day.

RANDOM MUCH!!!
x

I'm SO beat.
After hours of twiddling here and there,
I've finally completed construction of my blog.
NEVER AGAIN.
Gosh...
At least I'm proud of it...
YOU PEOPLE BETTER APPRECIATE IT AS WELL.
lol.
Alright..
I'll update tomorrow.
:)
bye
x

I'll updateeee on Friday ;)
Don't worry, I'm not dead yettttt ;)
Yup
BYEEEE

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people keep singing about love
and how much it has hurt them
so i guess i must be lucky
cos i don't know what love is.

I am first and foremost a galaxy defender.
If there's 3 words to describe me, it would be:
mcfly, cameras and travelling.
I have an unhealthy obsession with waffles and teh tarik.
I love acoustic sounds - and I sing.
Also a proud #brookster - Joe Brooks certified!
2012 is going to be the best yet, just wait and see.


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