we're wasting memories

Sunday, January 28, 2007 9:03 pm

I've got stuff to say.

So, listen up!

1st.
I've trouble coping with my schoolwork, and it's just JANUARY! ;o

2nd.
I'm tired.

3rd.
I got a new phone.
I was supposed to get the LG Chocolate...BLACK... but somehow the person in the shop told me it was just a designer phone...
LONG STORY SHORT, I got the Nokia 8288.
It's 3G too, but I don't exactly know how to use it.
I'm having troubling SMSING... let alone using 3G.
And what the hell is PPT...
Ha, such a phone NOOB.

4th.
I went to HMV today.
Guess what I found!
I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO shocked to find it there.
I can't believe I bought it even if it only contained like... 4 songs... like a single normally does..
and it's 16 bucks.
WOAHHHH... the things I do for music.

5th.
I kinda like TAKE THAT...
wow...
I mean, the PRESENT Take That...
:)

6th.
I had better get started on that homework.
SIGH...

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stop thinking 'bout love
it's nothing but a blindfold wrapped around your eyes.

xx

Tuesday, January 23, 2007 10:17 pm

Tomorrow's the first day of the year for a HISTORY test.
I should be studying, but I am here instead blogging about my sorry life.
HA.
Well, let's just say I'm tired.
Like, realllllly tired.

BAHHHH, I'm gibbering rubbish.
Like, blabbering.

Whatever 8(

Just wanted to say that... I've nothing left to say.

WHAT A DAMN POINTLESS POST THIS WAS.

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What's the point in faking
When you know they will figure it out
What's the point in lying
When you know that the truth will come out

x

Monday, January 22, 2007 10:08 pm

Right, it's been two days.
I've been doing my work consistently.
I wonder how long I can keep this up?
I just have to perservere for 10 more months!
JOY!
(note the sarcasm, please.)

Anyway, I made a notebook cover using magazine pictures.
I kinda like it.

Front Page.

Back Page

Back Page, the INSIDE of it. ;)

Front Page, the INSIDE of it. :0

Oh, and pictures from Saturday will go up too. ;)

YUMMYYYYYY.
Chocolate Cheesecake. :)

YUUUUUUUUUP.
Life's been alright so far.
Except it's bloody cold when the wind blows up on the sixth floor.
EEEEEE.

:)

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When THEY said some of US weren't committed,
THEY blatantly meant ME.

Non.

Saturday, January 20, 2007 10:51 pm

FRIDAY.
man, the only thing i can remember on Friday is too hard to type out.
SIGH.
I had a big quarrel with my mom about...
how i wasn't studying for my Os, because everyone was and
they thought i was addicted to the tv and my ipod and stuff.
I ended up crying when my father came to talk.
I couldn't stop myself... locked my door and CRIED AND CRIED like shit.
Uncontrollable.
I guess i was at fault.
Okay, i am tearing now.

Anyway, I will study hard now.
I know i can do it.
I can't let them down.

They love me so much.

Saturday/ Today
Went to VIVO with mom.
Ate at WHITE DOG CAFE.
Their wedges are SOOOOOOOOOOOO nice.
And their cake...YUMMMMMMY.
It was very filling though.
Anyway.
Pictures later.

Checked out the phone shops.
LG CHOCOLATE, I'm gonna get you. ;)
YIIIIIIIIIIPEEEEEEE.
Almost bought a steamboat thingy. :{

I got SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS, or something of that name.
It's based on a novel.
I LOVED THE DVD.
It's so touching.
I wish I had friends like them.

CHEMISTRY, I'm gonna touch your bottom, like they say in I NOT STUPID.

Out.

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shit happens, but when you slip and fall
you get up and walk, not get on your knees and crawl.
BE A MAN. GENERALLY.

x

Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:43 pm

MONDAY.

Had a prayer session today during lunch at school.
Right, I have to close the session in two weeks time.
I need to prepare a prayer.
God help me. ;)

TUESDAY.
School.
I can't remember already.
GAHHHHH.

WEDNESDAY.
I waited for half an hour after school just for the Chinese teacher.
GRRRRRR.
She didn't come, and I left.

THURSDAY, TODAY.
Today was relaxing.
3 periods of Math.
GRAPH DRAWING IS DIFFICULT...
but I'll learn.
I WILL.
Anyway, PE...
it's SO TIRING!!!
Eek, I've gotta build up my stamina now.
Anyway, I've decided Physics isn't ALL THAT BAD..
just gotta buck up.
BUCKKKKKK UP!
Okay, I'm totally spazzing.
8)
Assembly was boring, as usual.
3 periods of English.
I WAS TICKLED PINK by the teacher's jokes.
Oh well. ;)

I wonder if I should join the essay comp.
NAH, I am too SHY to tell him eh? :(
Oh yeah, had to do a journal on SADDAM HUSSEIN.
CUTE. NOT!!

OUT.

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so much has changed,
down memory lane. :)

xx

Monday, January 15, 2007 9:36 pm

Great.
Loads to tell.

I'll put it in point form.

Friday.
E LEARNING DAY!
Went out with JinKee to Vivo and walked around.
Made a necklace out of beads!

There!

:)
It's my first time. ;)
I had to rethread it like, three times...
Haha...

Saturday.
Can't remember much...
Except that I slacked off almost the whole day...
OH, mananged to do the notes for History. ;)
It's becoming one of my fave subjects now! :D

Stayed up to watch A KNIGHT'S TALE.
Ha, it's HEATH LEDGER OKAY?!

Sunday.
Post-E was GOOOOOOOOOOD.
It was on one of my most anticipated topics.
MUSIC!!!

Now I know the Devil can harm us through music.
I will not succumb to them now.
I'll be careful.

Went home after lunch with a few friends I met during Encounter Camp last year.
WOOOOOOOOOOOSH.
Homework, completed!

Started a new blog...
I will post weekly topics of stuff I'd like to talk about. :)
YEAHHHHHH.
I will not abandon this though. ;)

www.blackfacade.blogspot.com

CHECK IT OUT!

It's kinda plain though.
Oh well. :)

THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW IS FREAKING AWESOME.
JAKE GYLLENHAAL IS CUTTTTTTTTE.

Okay, I'm out.

x

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you let the lies mask all imperfections
so that they will know your real intentions.
CONTRADICTING MUCH?

Thursday, January 11, 2007 10:24 pm

TUESDAY;

EL teacher was late.
We did some practise on writing dialogue.
I now realise it's not easy to be a cartoonist.

SS, the teacher is so damn funny.
I don't think I can concentrate much because most of the time,
I'm either laughing at her jokes, or just laughing at her.
Not in a bad way though...
she just has that kind of presence that makes people wanna laugh around her... get it?

GEOG!!! First lesson of the year.
I was utterly confused because we were speeding through the chapter.
Not that I will ever raise my hand and ask her to slow down...
I'm THAT scared.
I'm the one on the losing end anyway.
:(

Physics. Practical.
GOSH I HATED IT.
I was literally the last person to finish.
Luckily XinYu, Canida, Pei Wen, Jin Kee and Sherene waited up for me...
and they helped me.
I was almost in tears to be honest.
It was THAT frustrating.

E Hist.
First lesson of the year as well.
I love this subject already.
:)

After school... I went home...
Yeah.
I can't remember what happened already.

WEDNESDAY;

We started the day with Chinese.
Not a very good way to start, but oh well.
I was trying hard to stay awake... I think.

EL, teacher did not come...
I wonder what's wrong.....

PE was next.
GOD I HAVE NEVER RAN SO MUCH IN 2007, ever!
Okay... new PE teacher, strict like hell.
EEEEEE.
But he's good.
Took height and weight,
not glad I didn't grow, but glad I didn't gain.

:)

YAY, we went off at one!
I met my parents for lunch.
BONDING TIME! ;)
Yeah, I know they love me. :)

THURSDAY, a.k.a TODAY;

History... we finished Chapter 7... in like... an hour?!
WOW.
Math...TRIGONOMETRY!
I'm actually getting the hang of maths now.
Praise the Lord!

Malay... Ha.
Plain boring, 'nuff said.

Assembly,
Mr Foo told us a story about..
THE CARROT, THE EGG, AND THE COFFEE BEAN.
I'm not gonna retell it.
Keep you guessing!

Yup, wrote a Chinese compo in like... under an hour!
Feeling well accomplished.
:)

SS was the last period of the day!
Ha. Easy.

Loving school... so far. ;)

Okay, so I went home and then...
I had to CLEAN UP MY WHOLE ENTIRE ROOM.
WHY, YOU ASK?
Well, that's because the day before I found a shitload of ants climbing everywhere in my room.
Not that I'm unhygenic or anything... it was coming out from this hole in the corner.
DAMN.
I was SO SO SO SO pissed.
At least I've finally gunned them all down.
I pray they will not come back ever again.

Okay. OUTTTTTTING tomorrow!

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I've tried, all ways and means, to learn to love you.
But I can't, it's killing me.
I've lied, to myself and you, so I won't need you.
But I can't, it's taking my life from me, OH.

Monday, January 08, 2007 9:57 pm

Sunday;

YUP, my first Post En. Lesson of the year, and my life. :)
It was alright.
I now know why we have the Lord's Supper,
and why we have to tithe.
I will start soon...

Anyway, sermon was on about this year being the YEAR OF VICTORY!
We all did a planner of some sort, and to plan on what we wanna achieve for the year.
Oh yeah.

Went to Bugis to get something and went home after that.
MAN, there's no calendar. :(

Monday;

Yeah, it came THAT fast.
Boo for that.
Haha.
Today was okay...
I was SO tired during Chinese, my eyelids were practically weighing a TON.
EEK.
Oh and Physics, I'm actually so scared that Mr P will just suddenly call me and ask me a question.
And when I get it wrong, I imagine that everyone will start laughing. :(
Sad visionnnnnn, i know.
We are so far behind from the other classes in Physics and Math, I believe.
I pray we can finish the syllabus in time. :)

During... Chem.
It was actually FUN?!
Gosh, I understood almost the whole lesson..
but it doesn't count.
It's only going through of the answers to that worksheet.
:)

Math was gooooooood.
Surprisingly, I managed to grasp the concept of binomial theorem.
AND, I'm itching to finish up that homework!! :O
Shocker eh?
Well, praise the Lord for instilling such... positive attitude in me! ;)

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LET THE PEOPLE SHOUT IT OUT LOUD,
WE ARE SO GONNA WORK THIS CROWD.
:)

Saturday, January 06, 2007 10:19 pm

Crap.
Saturday's almost over.
You see how time actually FLIES when you have nothing to do.
Okay, I did something.
I went for CCA Extravaganza.
It was alright.
Last time I'll be attending that...
YUP.

Later on, I went to Bukit Merah Library to meet my mom & sis.
Borrowed a couple of teen fiction books.
Heh.
I really need some time off.
Gonna start on my book reviews soon!
I'm set on getting that A1 for English.
YUP.

Struggling with Chemistry right now.
Hoo boy.
Wait... I think I wanna change my blogskin.
Terribly lazy though.
MEHHHH.
Pictures for your viewing pleasure up soon.
I got bored and started taking pictures.
Maybe I should venture into photography...

WOW, what an idea. ;)

I could be a fashion photographer.
Like, behind the scenes.
Sounds exciting, is it not? :)

Anyway, here's one of my iPod.
I love my iPod VERY much.

And this is one of my Christmas present from a VERY VERY VERY long-distance friend of mine. ;)
I love her to bits really. ;D
It's an original copy of McFLY's Star Girl single...which was No. 1 the week it came out!!!
This is CD 1. I LOVE LOVE LOVE this.
It's the first time I've got anything like this.

The rest of the McFLY CDs I have. ;)

MY BEARRRRRRR. ;) It's actually cute.
Too bad it's in pink. :(

Yeah, this is a good one. The guitar shape is actually a necklace I made out of a phone chain thingy.
It's cool. :) That's the light reflecting I guess.
To the left is a poster of Elizabethtown.
The black thing from below is my guitar in my guitar case. :)
Poster of McFly, obviously. ;D
And a Danny thing I did cos I was well bored. ;)
Oh, and a card too, from the friend before. ;)

That's it folks.

Gotta dash.

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WHERE'S THE WORLD THAT DOESN'T CARE?
MAYBE I COULD MEET YOU THERE.

Friday, January 05, 2007 10:42 pm

Right, just a quick update on life so far.

School.
What can I say about it?
I was happy actually, to be back...
Not because I have to climb approximately 12 flights of stairs to get to the 6th floor,
but because i thought it'd be fun.
BUT, I was dead wrong.
I'm so damn pissed off right now.

I have always been sitting on the left side of the classroom since... I could remember.
THEN, just today, I had to be switched over to the OTHERRRRRRR side of the classroom, which is totally alien to me.
I mean... I'm already so used to sitting at the left side of the classroom, sitting on the right side seems... odd.
It's a feeling that's difficult to describe.

Yeah.
The teachers are quite interesting too! ;)
Gotta buck up now...
Or it'll be too late.
I know many of them will start working hard now...
I can't lose to them...
I'll be letting myself down.
YUP.

I HATE MY SEAT.
I ain't trying to be difficult.
I just don't like sitting there.
I feel so insecure. :P

Anyway... CCA EXTRAVAGANZA tomorrow.
Hooboy.

BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH.
Heh, bye.

x

Tuesday, January 02, 2007 9:34 am

Great.

HAPPY NEW YEAR people.

Not that there's anything to be happy about in the first place.
Oh well.
School starts tomorrow.
*cringe*
Yeah. What can I say?
From tomorrow onwards, life will be a total living hell.
I so cannot wait till I can leave this place.
Like, forever.
I wished that you can be anyone you wanna be, without going through all this shit.
Y'know what I mean?
Maybe I'm sick of this.
Sick of everything.
BUT, it still is going to happen, so I might as well face it.
I've gotta work.
HARD.

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life changes in a way you can't comprehend.
but maybe someday, you will understand.

x