Sometimes I need reminding why I absolutely adore mcfly. :]I know I know, you probably think that why would a crazy mcfly fan need reminding why they love them right?BUT, just listening to their old songs and stuff brings about emotions long forgotten. The sense of euphoria at finding a band that I loved, and still do.
The young voices and catchy melodies as well as the unforgettable lyrics. :]

siggggggh.I'm back in McFLY-LAND (if there ever is one), for good. :D

laaaaaababa.

Oh yeah, did you know they recently hosted the Nickelodeon Kids Choice Awards in the UK? First time!!! :} Well proud of them, and they won 'BEST BAND'. Like, DUH!!!!:}

Ooh, forgot to update everyone what has been going down this week!
Firstly, quite long ago... about two weeks? :/
I broke my old glasses, and had to get another pair.
Hooboy.
But I really like the one I have now, so yayyy!
NOW DON'T GO STARING AT ME WHEN YOU SEE ME NEXT TIME HAHA!!! :p

Hm, O levels!
A week into the whole fizzgizzmo (wondered where i thought up that word),
I'm coping, still alive... probably written the most that i've ever written for any of the papers. :/
It's actually EASIER than I thought after doing all those ten-year-series!!! ;o
Not that i'm braaaaaagging or anything, but I feel it's so.
Ha, imagine the look on my face if i get all B's and C's! :o
So not worth it. ;/

Still not over yet though (though I'm acting like it already is!),
so I gotta *worrrrrrrrk worrrrrrrrk, worrrrrrrk it out*!
Sorry, went into a little HSM there! :D

Anywayyyyyy, thought you might like to know that McFLY (haha, back to them) are doing a studio version of Rihanna's UMBRELLA! It's more rock-esque, and unique!!! ;}
Mandy Moore's version is not too bad, like a slow ballad-type.
THE HEART NEVER LIES singles are out in the UK.
Hope it gets to number one!!!! ;D
wooooopie.

The Click Five; sad that I didn't go, but it's no biggie! They'll always come again!
I watched Live The Dream... you should have seen Kyle.
He frightened me!!! :o
It was a you-should-have-seen-it moment.
And those LTD contestants...TERRIBLE.
Makes me wonder if Singapore can produce a talented English singer at all...

Still about 2-3 weeks before exams end, so in the meanwhile, i'll be HANGING on. ;~}
All this stuff that I haven't gotten for grad night...
I might as well not go.
BUT THEN I FORFEIT THE 73 bucks...
DAMN.
I shouldn't have agreed to go anyway.
I'm not someone who will wear a dress...
I'm not someone who's going to wear a dress just because the event calls for it.
AND, I'm definitely not going in a suit.
If I'm the only suit-wearing girl among the cohort, i'll be a laughing stock.
Then I predict myself bursting into tears and running out of the hotel.
And no one will bother.

And I know I have absolutely zero fashion sense, so you can forget about me upstaging you.
WHHHHHHATTTTEVER.

Why do I care?
I should be studying.
Like right now.
Yes.
okay.
toodles.

OH YESSSSSSSSS.
Everyone should watch KYLE XY!
Not because it's called KYLE (not that Click Five singer) XY, but because it's freaking interesting!!!!!
That Kyle guy in the show? He has no belly button!!!! :o
HhaahHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAhAHA.
No, seriously, he has no belly button.
And he can shoot hoops. like from a very very far distance! :o
He's just a complicated boy/alien.
Why do i even bother explaining?
JUST WATCH THE DAMN SHOW!!!!

SUNDAYS; 4PM. CHANNEL FIVE.

I come to you with not videos of me enjoying my night listening to The Click Five, but a sad sad regret that I won't be able to go.

DANG HISTORY.
DANG O LEVELS.
DANG MY LOW CONFIDENCE LEVEL.
DANG THE WHOLE FREEEEEEEEEEAKING WORLD.

Yes, I am calm alright.
I don't want to talk about it right now.

OHMEGAHHHHHHH



I'm sick of posting blogs that say how I should be studying, and I'm not because I'm blogging.
This period of time in my life totally sucks, and it's friggin' scary too

Everyone should go look at Ryan Sheckler.
He's like this professional skateboard champ
AND, is it me, or does he look freakishly like Jesse McCartney????
I thought so when I was watching Miss Teen USA.

And Taxi, the movie?
It's SO FUNNY, and COOL!
That being said, i'll post a picture





Looks terribly yummy doesn't it? ;}

Well, it's official.
Last day of my secondary school days, and boy, do i NOT feel anything at all.
It's really weird to not feel sad and nostalgic, but I guess it's because of the upcoming exams that has got us all stressed up.
Not that I'm exactly FEELING the stress!
Which is good, and bad in a way. ;/
I mean, the teachers were all saying, this is the last time we'll greet each other, so let's do it properly etc.
I don't know... I mean, I'll miss it I guess, secondary school life.
You know how I've been wanting to get into poly for the Mass Communications / Hotel Management course and whatever?
I'm not so sure anymore.
A seed of doubt has been planted in my head.
ARGH.
And I really don't want to go to a JC.
I mean, haven't I been doing badly enough?
I'm sick of all this studying....!!!

On the bright side though...
THE CLICK FIVE ARE PLAYING ON LIVE THE DREAM (THAT CHANNEL FIVE TALENT SHOW) ON THE 26TH OCTOBER!!! SO ANYONE AND EVERYONE MUST WATCH IT!!!! '

I'm still contemplating whether or not I should go for their signing on the 24th... or was it the 25th? All I know is that it's right smack in the middle of Os.
:(
Major BOOHOO.

Anyway, I thought this being the last day of the four years in 'HIGH' school, deserves a post.
We'll still be meeting up...right? I HOPE SO!!!!
It's really weird, for one thing, it's only four years, but I want to keep in contact.
BUT, for primary school, which lasted SIX years, and we've lost contact altogether.
Well, not really ALL, but ALMOST all... :/

maaaaaan... shall not touch on emotional topics anymore,
i might just burst out in tearrrrrrs. ;p

so, pleasepleaseplease, keep in contact y'guys out there!!! :}

okay!

here's goodbye!

xo

-------------------------------------
if you don't let me know by then,
you'll come to regret it
take the hint, man.
;]
Deadline; G.N.
Figure it out, genius.

i REALLLLLLY don't want to go to school anymore.
it's so depressing when you see people mugging like mad people and you're not doing anything.
I mean, I'm doing something, but not as enthusiastic or as quickly as the others are.
I should be motivated to work harder, but somehow, that's not the case.

it's times like these that I feel like the world's a horrid place to be in.

well, it's 15 days.
TIME'S SLIPPING AWAY.
FASTER THAN I WOULD LIKE.

Oh, I watched this show; Kyle XY.
It's really interesting.
And the guy's cute.
GAH.

stress relief.

PE TOMORROW!
can't wait.

16 days.

I hate to remind myself of it, but then again... i really need to possess that sense of urgency... which I currently am lacking.

Anyway, today was a bad day for me.
I think I didn't rein in my emotions enough.
I flared up at something so trivial.
No biggie, I might say, but... I really regret it now.
BUT, I shan't dwell on the bad stuff! ;]

Dinner was with Keat shuk and family.
yes, that includes YingYing and ZhanLi!
Ooh, that boy is adoraaaabllllllleeeeeeeeee.
He's too cute for words really.
You should have seen him today!
So noisy. ;]
The food was good!
especially the sweet sauce, which i kept eating with fried rice, when actually was supposed to be eaten with the ngor hiang. ;]
HAHA, i like that sweet sauce! ;]

bahhhhhh.
loads of homework to complete, more studying and catching up to do, so yeah! ;[

the end!

xo

Seriously, how can one get so DISORIENTATED after just two hours of sleep?
Apparently, I can.

You see, after sleeping from about 5 to 7 pm, I got woken up by my dad, who asked me to warm the leftover pizza from yesterday to eat.
I was still a tad groggy, and the sky was dark and all, the conversation kind of went like this. (paraphrasing)

Me; what time is it?
Dad; 7.15.
Me; (thinking it's morning...and that it was a saturday, and there was NO school, so why wake me up so early. I'm really honest.) but it's still early! Today's saturday!
Dad; It's dinnertime, and it's Friday... go warm the pizza up and eat.

like.. it was a funny moment.
DISORIENTED me, betcha haven't seen that side of me yet! ;}

if I can be like this without drinking booze, just think of what I'll be doing if I drink... (hmm?)
but then again, beer is like, so bitter, and disgusting, why do people even drink pints and pints of it?! Give me water ANYDAY man...

yup, so... that's kind of the highlight of the day... (so i have a boring life, SUE ME!)
gonna brush up on my math.
I HAVE TO START BUILDING MY STAMINA UP FOR THE FINAL RUN!!!!

xo

what a rollercoaster ride of emotions i've been on today.
first in school, i was REALLLLLLY in pain, my damn stomach was giving me problems.
and it continued all after school, when i got back home and all.
then before i could get started on anything, i saw my phone was out of battery.
I haven't charged it in like... a week or more?
see how useless my phone is? BUT, i do need it!!!!!

so i went to search futilely for my charger, and i ended up getting SO frustrated and so pissed off, it was a YOU-DID-NOT-WANT-TO-BE-THERE moment. I wanted to scream, but my mom was asleep and i didn't want to kick up such a big fuss about a charger... so i was forced to tear. or rather, it came willingly.
that search sure made me sweat buckets. THE WEATHER IS SO DAMN HOT!
i ended up finding it in the drawer in the living room...which is an unusual place for a charger to be placed.
but i entirely forgot i last charged my phone there, so, HOOBOY.

I liken that search to a test of patience by the big guy up there.
and yes, I failed that test.
i got all worked up and frustrated at myself, at the world, at Him...
and then i came to find that it WASN'T WORTH IT.
I'm sorry.

sometimes i feel like someone's watching me, secretly.
it's an unnerving sensation.
really weirds me out.
not that i am much of a looker, but HEY...
it just creeps me out y'know!!!!


so yeah, i got back my prelim results.
one word; RELIEF.
at least i didn't do THAT bad.
I'm really considering going to a poly.
but then even a poly course has a cut-off point of 12/13.
HELLO?!
i still have to work hard.
if people can get a 6, why the hell can't i?
(cos i'm darn lazy, and pure stupidity does not help)
I AM VERY GLAD I GOT AN A2 FOR ENGLISH, WHICH IS A FIRST THIS YEAR.
but I shan't get too big-headed, or i'm going to cry when i get my O results.

18 more days. GOD, i pray for your wisdom. I REALLY need it. WHAT can i do, to earn it.

xo

LIFE SUCKS.

I am first and foremost a galaxy defender.
If there's 3 words to describe me, it would be:
mcfly, cameras and travelling.
I have an unhealthy obsession with waffles and teh tarik.
I love acoustic sounds - and I sing.
Also a proud #brookster - Joe Brooks certified!
2012 is going to be the best yet, just wait and see.


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