PICNIC CHANGED TO MOVIE MARATHON AT CANIDA'S HOUSE.

any movie suggestions would be appreciated.
oh, and if you wanna come, just say so.
bring food.
it's potluck. ;]

xo

ANNOUNCEMENT
Until I find an even more beautiful song, Jon McLaughlin's So Close will be ONE of my official wedding songs, if there ever is a wedding.

(oh yes, you can probably tell how in love i am with that song. maybe it's just a phase. shh.)

check out the revamped sections, particularly the last link.
YES, YOUTUBE VIDEOS OF SONGS I'M TOTALLY DIGGIN' RIGHT NOW.
so it saves you the trouble of hunting for what i'm saying, lazy people.
haha, but it's alright. ;}

enjoy!

i had another weird dream last night.
i dreamt i was at my wedding.
and i think i was marrying somebody i didn't know and was older than me.
GOSH.
and i was looking over the balcony, and i saw a relative of mine waving up and he/she was yelling away that it was my wedding.

OMGZ, i have like, so silly dreams.
but then again, it's SOOO funny sometimes.

i can't really remember it now.
awwwwww.

sometimes i think i'm dreaming too much.

:]

Is everyone getting into the BIRTHDAY mood?
yesyes!

BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN!
if i'm not wrong, it's Thursday, Friday, Saturday and then SUNDAY!!!!
MY FRIGGIN' BIRTHDAY!
I'll be sixteen!
still young!
(so i may be living in denial, shoot me.)

oh yes, my mom asked me what i'd like for my birthday, and guess what.
i couldn't think of anything!
like, is this even NORMAL?!

in a society like today where people are more materialistic than before,
how can a teenager like me be able to not think of anything she wants?!


by the way, we wanted to go for a morning walk at marina south today, but then they were doing all the renovation and stuff, so we went to east coast...
but on the way, my dad made a wrong turn and we went under the longest tunnel in singapore?
well, it was still under renovation so we didn't really go all the way, but it was kinda cool.
then we ended up at Old Airport Rd to have breakfast. -_-

and after breakfast i thought we were just going to drive home, but then i saw we ended up at East Coast.
-_-
walked for a very long time... bout an hour and a half.
:]

now there's this elderly fitness corner below my block.
i don't understand why they call it ELDERLY when all i saw today were little kids playing there.

AND AND.
i had a weird dream today.
i was at a Fahrenheit concert, and was about inches away from the four of them.
then this person from below asked me to take a photo of them for her.
so i took the camera, and tried to take a photo, but then someone called Lydia, or maybe Linda or somebody whose name starts with the letter L came and asked those taking photos to hand over their cameras, probably due to them being so rough.
but i walked away, and this PERSON, comes up to me and asks me why i didn't hand over my camera.
i can't remember what i said.
but i was let off.

HA!
then i handed the girl her camera back, and then i saw Wang Dong Cheng playing the guitar...
-_-


weird, weird.

okay, bye.

Keep a lookout for these singers;

Jon McLaughlin
Drake Bell
Carrie Underwood

Woop!

I'm a boring person.
Nothing much has happened over the course of 5 days.
I watched Enchanted with Dawn and XinYu on Friday... (was it Friday? I forget.)
And ohmylovelygoodness, I LOVED IT!!!!
Reminds me of the Disney animated movies I used to watch!
It kind of brought out the inner princess in me.
SO CUTEEE!!!!
and well funny!
That Prince Edward guy was actually Corny Collins from Hairspray, and Cyclops from X-Men. :o
Surprising eh?!
Haha, egoistic Prince Edward!
That show is one of the best i've seen in a long long time.
:]
Makes me wanna re-watch all the animated Disney movies that I don't have. :/

Okay, other than that, I guess the job search has been in vain.
This holiday period sucks.

And I'm not going for the class chalet.
I wouldn't fit in anyway.
I mean, what can I do there?!
Okay, I don't mean to sound anti-social.
I just don't like social events!

Seems like I'll be stuck with the virtual world for a while. ;/
hooboy.

must make plans with friends soon. :]
i'm boreeeeeeed.

xo

Ever Ever After by Carrie Underwood.

This song is one of many from Enchanted, the movie!
AHHHHHHH, love that movie!!!!
:D:D:D:D

Status: Jobless
Most likely to be found: Bumming around the house
Money earned: Nada. Nil. Zero.
Days of liberation left: Approx 39 days or so.

See how useful i have been from prom night till now?
oh yes, you must be so proud of me, no?
job searching has been in vain.
unlikely to be going on holiday anytime soon.
so i'm honestly 100 % wasting my life away.
and i should be putting it into very good use.
instead, i'm either glued to the couch and being a potato,
or else, i'll be shooting villians down in neopets.

CRAZY i tell you.
it's so scary how a day can go by just by shooting some Pterodactyls in Pteri Attack.
omgah, i even know the name of the game by heart.
save me, somebody!!!

i shouldn't care too much about the money now right?
as long as there's money to be made, i should be content, no?


anyway, watched Heroes (amaaaazing!!!) and Amazing Race and basically major shows showing on Channel 5.
I even watched Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader?.
funny shit.

Anyway, Elena had better appreciate what I'm doing...
I'm sending you 40++ postcards, so beware!!!
and inform your host parents first I guess?
haha.
they might be shocked to find so many postcards in their mail.

okayokay...
keep a lookout on part-time jobs for me will ya?
inform me if you have any!
;]

xo

wooooooah, close call man.
thanks to my wonderful motherr, the keyboard's finally fixed!
moms are the best! ;}
they have POWEEERRRRRR.

stupid maplestory.
i swear i shall never download it again to play, no matter how much i want to.
hey, i'm not some maple addict okay, i was just utterly bored to death that i resorted to it.
guess i shall stick to msngames from now on.

oh yes, our class has a blog already, if you haven't already heard.
old news, but here's the link anyway.
http://www.lovedrunk-lovebound.blogspot.com/
hm, i should do something about my blog no?
:]

speaking of outings, WHY HASN'T ANYONE CALLED ME OUT TO PLAYYYYYYYY!??!?!?!
i'm dyyyyyyying here!!!!
:(

oh yes, PAE.
sucks man.
i have absolutely no clue as to where i should go...
maybe you peeps can tell me where you're going, and then i shall follow you. ;D
which reminds me of the song...
'I WILL FOLLOW YOUUUUUUU, FOLLOW YOU WHEREVER YOOOOUUUUU MAY GOOOOOOO'
or something like that anyway. ;}
lol/

i want to go on a holiday!
but i doubt it's going to happen.
DAWN is so lucky to be able to go to Spain.
which is like, IN FREAKING EUROPE!
which is like, if you haven't already noticed, i'm obsessed about going to!
I want to be Dawn.
Like, NOW!
okay, maybe not NOW, but... just for that period of time when she's in Spain.
haha.
sorry Dawn.
;p

chriiiiiiistmas parrrrrrty.

okay, bye bye.

xo

I have my reservations about going for the class chalet on the 26-28 nov.
well, one is because it's kinda far. ( is it at changi?)
secondly, is because i MAY have then been employed.
thirdly, i guess i'm just a spoil sport. ;]

SPOIL SPORT SPOIL SPORT!

i don't knowwwwww.
i mean, you don't really DO much there, do you?
save for the bbq, which is pigging out on cancer-causing food...
so call me a wet blanket.

anyway, i'll think about it.

today was tiring.
i went out early in the morning, (10 or so)
and i waited 40 minutes for the damn bus.
just to get to suntec to fill a form.
I do hope i get the job.
it'll pass the time, and i earn some skills and cash to spend on christmassy gifts for everyyyyyone.
yay!!!!!!!
i can be santa claus!
save for the belly and beard, thank you very much! ;D
the chuckle, i can cope with.
ho ho ho, merryyyyyyyyy chrissstmas.

but of course, what's christmas without family and friends! ;}
we should have like, a christmas partyyyyyy! :o
that'd be interesting.
ooh, i can hear the sleighbells already, haha.
so getting into the christmas spirit!

so i met jinkee later on, and we like, walked suntec/marina sq/ citylink/ raffles city.
quite fun.
saw a starbucks worker giving away free drinks in this tiny (and very cute) starbucks plastic cup.
zoooomed over to grab a cup! :p
it was the new drink, Peppermint Mocha whatever.
quite nice! ;D
i saw danson tang yu zhe (not that i listen to his music/like him...), just a star sighting.
oh well.
then i went to fill in an application form at Long John, and after that, they told me the pay was like, 3.3o an hour.
like, WHAT?!
i am so not cheap labour.
that's seriously being underpaid.
and RIGHT AFTER I COMPLETED THE FORM TOO.
geez, i wish i kept my mouth shut.

so i'll be stuck in this place for the holidays i guess.
unless somebody comes along and sweeps me away to a faraway place.
malaysia's fine too haha!
i just like, want to be a tourist.
that's a good thing.
okay, i'm soooooo crapping right now! ;D

i hate guessing around.
the suspense will kill me.
i HAVE to know!!!!!
so pleaseeeeeeeee, tell me yaaa!!!!!
yes, i am referring to you. :(
BE A MAN!

ooh, i had a really cuuuuuuuuute conversation with zhanli the other day.
it kind of went like this:

zhanli; 'ello?' [ his version for hello is SOOOOOOOO smile-inducing]
me; 'hiiiiii!'
zhanli; 'ello.'
me; 'helloo, haha.'
[then keat shuk asked him to ask me:]
zl; 'had dinner oredi?' [ the pronunciation wasn't all that right, but it was SOOOOOOOO cute!!!!!]
me; 'yesss, haha.'
zl; 'goood?'
me; 'yessssss.'

basically it.
it was so funny, i kept saying 'had dinner oredi' later on in a 'zl' way to annoy my sis.
HAHA!
have to get him to say it again soon! :}

just watched 'just my luck' again just now.
danny is seriously friggin' hot.
sorry, teenie girl spazz.
i advice keeping a distance of 300 m away, lol!
wooooooot.

<3333333

well, if anyone has plans, just ring me!
i could be freeeeeeee. ;}

yes yes, need to find out what everyone likes.
presentssssss.
that is, if i get a job first! ;}

xo

Thursday was graduation night @ Meritus Mandarin in Orchard.
To sum it up, it was lame crap.
I think it varies from person to person.
Those who may have been rushing off desperately trying to find every friend or teacher to take a photo with (as if one of them would be dead the next second) could have enjoyed the night.
Those who may have chosen to stay superglued to their seat, unwilling to move about like the socialites the others are pretending to be--like me-- probably were not utterly enjoying the night.
I just have to say I'm not suited for social events, not really anyway.
I mean, Mr and Ms Grad Night/Prom Night or whatever?
LAME.
C'mon, it could have been better than that.
If I could have my way, I'd definitely have a live band of some sort, playing any song you want.
Or if not, a DJ would be fine as well!
At least it will add to the atmosphere of the whole event.
The food was a plus though.
Gosh I sound like a pig.
HAHA.

I found my dress on the day itself.
Not that it really matters anymore, but ya.
Oh, and I got my hair cut even shorter.
woop.
now i look like a friggin'-ass boy...
well, a little shorter and i would have!
but i like it when it's all scrunched up with gel and whatever that hairstylist put onto my head.

yes, i have started my job search.
was on a high after i made my first call.
anyway, Dawn, Canida and I have planned a picnic!
yayyyyyy.
want to get invited?
just say so! ;D

hm what else.
oh yes, I'M BORED.
LIKE, REALLY BORED.

and yes! i know how to play (albeit a very very weak know-how) Fergie's Big Girls Don't Cry.
at least i got the fingering and stuff right.
The rhythm and strumming I still have to work on.
oh well.

i guess that's all for now?
laterrr.

-----------------
four years, like...WOOOOOOOSH, are gone.

----------------------
hey, can't you take the hint?
c'mon, you're not THAT bad, are you?

Great, i'm officially down with the flu, sore throat, and the possible fever.
Just two days before grad night.
WOOOOOOOPIE.
is this some sign that i shouldn't be going to grad night? :/
hm.
The awfully picky me has yet to find an outfit that I like.
aggravating.
just aggravating.
not to mention the fact that i may have totally embarrassed myself in front of quite a number of people when i went out today.
i swear that my nose had to be red the whole day, due to the flu my sister passed to me.
ARGH, stupid immune system.

i have to get an outfit tomorrow, or i am dead.
and yes, i appreciate the fact that people are concerned, and are actually willing to help me find something.
but i weirdly find it awkward and really embarrassing, for some unexplainable reason.
that's why i probably have to go look for something with my mom who's not here or my unhelpful sister.

i'm definitely lacking in presence.
and great, i didn't go into HMV to ask for a job.
AGAIN.
guess i chickened out again.
oh goddammit. why do i have to be sooooooooooooo stupidshyweirdawkwardteenagergirlselfconsciousURHHHHHHHGGG
person.
i am disgusted with myself, and that is not saying very much about my self esteem and confidence right now.

ARGHHH, why do i have to care so much about what OTHER people think of me?
you know everytime i try to look at someone, like give eye contact, i'll start imagining stuff like what they are thinking about me right now, and it really isn't a boost of confidence for me.
i mean, THIS IS MY LIFE, I SHOULD BE LIVING IT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE, not to care about what others think.
guess i don't practise what i preach.

you can say that i'm probably fed up with myself, which i most definitely am.
maybe it's the flu that's talking.

i wish i wasn't the person i am right now.
i need to change, and yes, i'm trying, but it's so difficult to break out of this shell i've been hiding in for eons.

okay, now back to the topic of grad night.
i really don't know what to do.
seriously.
i can't say i need help because one might think i wouldn't appreciate it/ even hate it.
but i realllllllly need some advice.
oh ffs.

filler post.


-------------
sorry.

okay, list of things to blog & update;

-Malaysia trip
-Hillary's visit
-O Levels
-Sickness
-Job search
-Grad night
-Music
-Heroes

FRIDAY, 10 Nov.
Went in to Malaysia to visit my grandma.
but we arrived at 7pm, and visiting hours were over, so we had to wait till tomorrow.

So ironic that we went in, and Hillary went out to Singapore.
haha.
anyways, we stayed in a hotel that night.
a suite, no less!
not extravagant, just that they were out of other rooms.

SATURDAY 11 Nov.
Saw my grandma.
Praying for her cos' she's really sick.
I hate to see sick people, because they make me want to cry.
I know she'll get better.
She just has to.

Came back out, a 'glitch' on the way back.
Went to uncle's house to see Hillary.
Zhan Li was uberly cute.
just makes me smile.
he threw a ball in my face, and with great force man.
i'm still not letting him kiss me.
Haa.

decided to go for late night movie.
went to Great World and had dinner first at the foodcourt,
then walked around trying to find a grad night outfit.
found one, but too expensive, and not really FORMAL?!
sigh.
and uhhhh, ate Ben&Jerry's.
then bought popcorn to eat later.

Yingying vomitted in the theatre halfway through the movie.
Gosh, it was stinking.
Oh gosh, i feel like puking even thinking of it.
I guess she ate too much or she was sick in the beginning?
Anyway, it doesn't matter now.
I hope she's fine.
Changed seats to better seats.
Finished the movie.
Awkward scene being sent home.
SIGH.

SUNDAY 12 Nov.
Spent the day doing TYS for Chem and Physics.
Not doing too well.
NOOOOOOPE>

MONDAY 13 Nov
okay, so O levels are finally over after 4.30pm.
LIBERATIOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN.
i bet everyone will be posting that word.

anyhow, felt sick.
and yes, i fell sick.
damn.
I HAVE TO GET BETTER BY THURSDAY!

Watched Heroes.
OH MY GOSH, it's actually quite good! ;]


TUESDAY 14 Nov.
going out later in search of impossible outfit for thursday.
i'm starting to think i should just go in jeans.
and if they don't let me in, i'll just go home.

going to get a job in HMV if i can.
yes, or else i don't know what to do.



hoohoo.
okay, byebye.
AHHHHHHCHOOOOOOOO. :(

http://cinemablog.mtvjapan.com/?eid=48

check this link out.
it's funny, and there's Zac Efron in it!
kind of like an interview about Hairspray.
AND, the SECOND video at the bottom of the page is uber hot.
Zac winks into the screen and feels embarrassed.
:} Isn't he cute?
haha.

anyway, Wednesday was a great stress relief for me...
we had our geog paper 1, and then we were off to Cathay Cineleisure to watch THE GAME PLAN!
It was not until 11.30 so Dawn, Canida, Xin Yu, TingTing and I went to Taka and like, walked around after buying tickets.
The movie was FUNNY, and TOUCHING, and I was bawling my eyes out.
A bunch of annoying guys were in front of us... which was one bad thing, but the movie was way funny.

CATH TH MAGIK!

woop.
didn't find anything for grad night. (i know, i'm stalling)
i actually heard MCFLY'S I'll Be Ok in a department store!
Is that cool, or cool? :]
Then in HMV, they were selling McFly calendars!
Like, OMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZ.
It was a tad expensive, but if it means looking at them for a whole year, it was worth it! :o

Oh, and I have this great big humongous ulcer on my lip which has been causing me pain for a while now.
It's disgusting, and I don't know what to do.
grrrr.
so ya, imma go now.
gotta find a job as well soon.
hooboy.

xo

I simply just fell in love with this song.
McFLY; Don't Wake Me Up.
Off their new Greatest Hits album.

Awwwwww, Danny!!! :]
I can't stop diggin' the way you make me feel.
The Way You Make Me Feel.
Off their Greatest Hits album, and NO, they are not breaking up.


this is SO why I love McFLY. <3


McFLY; Ignorance
DOUGIE SINGING FOR MORE THAN 30 SECONDS!
It's kind of rude, but yeah!
I like this bridge.
:]


Great McFLY post, no? :}

Of course, we then have to top it off with a music video of McFLY's new song ya?


The Heart Never Lies, got number 3 on the UK charts.
Yes, GREAT JOB, considering the fact that Number 1&2 were Leona Lewis (X Factor person) and Take That, I THINK.
HAHA.

Enjoy!
xo

Social Studies has literally gone down the drain.
Woooopie.
So much for being a Singaporean.
It's undeniable that it will pull down my History grades, if my History grades are even HIGH to begin with. :/
If not, it's just gonna be worse.

I DON'T NEED A 'C' GRADE ON MY CERT THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
It's going to be like, permanently printed there, oh my gosh.
I wish I'd studied more now.

Too late.

Have loaddddddds of Zac Efron and Pirates icons saved lately!
WOOOOP.
awesome.

I'm kind of digging the Jonas Brothers right now.
Especially When You Look Me In The Eye.
So sweet.
And Joe Jonas is quiiiiiiite an eye candy.
I like his eyebrows.

WAIT, WHAT IS IT WITH THICK EYEBROWS.
Take for example, Charlie Simpson, ex-Busted member.
He has thick eyebrows too, and i find it cute.
EEEE.
No one can understand a teenage girl's mind.
NEVER.

haha.

Geog on Wednesday, then GAME PLAN.
THEN WOOOPIE, McDonald supper! :p
never had it before.
:/

xo

Now i know what it feels like to be "bullied".
I shan't dwell on stuff that will get me down.
It doesn't even deserved to be mentioned in the first place...
so on to the better stuff.

This is not so good, but... I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY SOCIAL STUDIES!
I'm probably going to screw this sub up like i did Physics.
:(
I'm one sad person tonight. ;(
I've basically wasted the whooooooole weekend away...
GRRRRRRRRRR, so angry with myself.

However, I am in the process of completing or rather... working on a new song!
Hopefully i'll post it up when it's done or something, so watch this space. :]

AND, CHECK THIS OUT.

This is all i want for Christmas. :]
<33333
Ha, but it'd be a wiiiiiiicked birthday present as well. *hint*:D
Just joking, but if someone will take me seriously, WOOOOOOP.
:D

Oh yes.
Study.
Will post more soon!
HILLARYYYYYYY, CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME ON THURSDAY/FRIDAY!!!
WE'LL ALL GO WATCH STARDUST TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!


ooh, wednesday movie (The Game Plan) with Canida, Dawn, TingTing.
Anyone else game?
no pun intended.
if you get it.
HA!

see ya!
xo

okayyy, that was a major spazz back there! ;]
after the o's are done, i'm going to like, revamp this whole blog.
it's getting a lil' boring. :/

so anyways, later y'all!

I am first and foremost a galaxy defender.
If there's 3 words to describe me, it would be:
mcfly, cameras and travelling.
I have an unhealthy obsession with waffles and teh tarik.
I love acoustic sounds - and I sing.
Also a proud #brookster - Joe Brooks certified!
2012 is going to be the best yet, just wait and see.


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