The conversation's getting stale
If you won't point it out, then I will
Thursday, January 31, 2008 5:56 pm
the internet connection's sucky like hell! it's like someone cursed it and then it starts going bonkers! or maybe it's that COUSIN of mine. that boy must've downloaded something or whatnot and then it became like this. ever since he used it the other day it's been so slow and the internet is freaking slow and utterly useless. ARGH, i can't be more happy when i get a laptop for poly! or so i think i will be getting one anyway.
on a more funnier note,
i thought i'd forgotten to bring my ez-link card with me the other day, and i even got annoyed with my mom on the phone. :( then while i was on the bus to boon lay, i suddenly remembered it was with my ipod. like, ARGH! so damn frustrated at myself for not being able to remember where i placed my card.
and and.
today we played frisbee, AGAIN. really fun because everyone could almost always catch the frisbee and yeah, i was exhausted at the end of PC. went for all tutorials except the 2 hour long history one. played badminton instead with a couple of friends. loved it!
then on the way back to boon lay... justine,jolynn and i just got on the bus, when suddenly justine remembered she left her ez link card in the gym room when we borrowed equipment. like... WE HAD TO WALK ALL THE WAY BACK TO SCHOOL. not to mention getting off the bus awkwardly.
jolynn had a bimbotic moment where she waved to our ogl jonathan on the bus and then got off again. i know it may not sound funny to you, but it was at the time! lol.
so we headed to LJS and walked around and then came home.
the internet's still as sucky as ever. I HATE not having fast fast fast internet service. grrrrr.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 9:12 pm
haha, had a crappy night yesterday. stupid adrenalin rush made me unable to sleep. must be because i was having lovely conversations about Heroes/OTH/Mass Comm/JamesMarsden. haha! or maybe it was the new mattress i was sleeping on. so damn hard, but i guess it's better for my back. tired like hell these days.
today's PC was gooooood. we ran 2 rounds! ;} and then played frisbee. not very fun but oh well. i'm more of a netball person. but i'm not going to take it up as a cca.
GP was one of the best sessions i've ever had! maybe it's because we were covering popular culture, and it's all about films, music, etcetc. HAHAH! we had to write 3 paragraphs on the topic: 'What makes a great film?' haha, phrases from our paragraph include... the charasmatic George Clooney, the sexy Brad Pitt, and the recently voted Sexiest Man Alive by People's magazine Matt Damon. ain't that cool! haha! oh i'm going to miss GP if i get into mass comm. but then again, isn't mass comm similar to GP? ;~}
yiiiiiiippeeee.
okay. i'll be off now. i've been posting too much recently. but blogging's really fun!
this has got to be the best acoustic song EVER! X}
listen and weep y'all!
10:30 pm
yay! i am no longer SUICIDAL, SUICIDAL, (when you say it's oveeeeeer.) kk.
i'm back HIGH again. not down LOWWWWW. woooooop. because i know mass comm is WHERE I WANNA BE! X} either that or JJ. but MASS COMM! :}
------------- by the way, does anyone ever bother to dig into the past and read all my previous entries? :} it's nice to know if someone does! ;} haha! at least this blog wasn't created in vain!
10:08 pm
lemme see. OH YES!
had dinner with keat shuk and da pepe yesterday! couldn't believe it when i saw this sleeeeeeeek, dark-coloured car wooosh into the carpark and keatshuk and fam got out.
like... WHEN DID THEY BUY A NEW CAR?! i haven't even gone to see their newly renovated house!
as always, zhan li was really really uber cute. ;} ying2 didn't go. dinner was lovely!
yay, getting to love gatherings like these. MUST COMMUNICATE MORE.
then i can do well in MASS COMMUNICATIONS because i can COMMUNICATE with the MASSES!
wooooooopdelooooooo. ;}
xoxo
PS; i'm kind of high right now! ;}
6:17 pm
i made a speech on democracy today in front of a whole bunch of people. one word to describe the whole process is; heart attack! okay, so it may be two words, but... SCARY just doesn't seem to have much impact, and with my limited vocabulary i can't find another word that's beyond scary.
my goodness, i really just hated and dreaded the wait for my turn to go up there and make the speech. which, by the way, i was sabotaged to. by some little people called 'FRIENDS'. ah well, i shall not pursue the matter. FRIENDS do not do that. they just say it out on their blogs. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. kidding.
i HATE it when people, especially more than one, focus their attention on me. I'm definitely not an attention-seeker, as you can probably tell. well, actually even ONE person staring at me is enough to paralyse me. i'm saying in general, in case any of your minds starts going wild. but, i do have to get used to it if i'm going to poly and projects take up most of the homework we have to do. so God save me.
xo
6:04 pm
i chose mass communication @ ngee ann in the end. which was what i've been wanting since the start of the year until people starting talking and i was compelled, or rather, influenced to change my decision. now i don't know what i want in life anymore.
i now know that i am really easily pressurised by peers. i keep thinking, oh i am not subjecting to peer pressure, of course not! but this happened and i have been enlightened. my decisions are easily swayed by the factors around me. maybe that's why i cannot make a swift decision, ALWAYS. or maybe i'm just afraid that the decision i make may not be the best that i can make.
okay, i'm sorry for the rant, but well, it IS something to think about. and to know that i can think like that to make the points ABOVE, only makes me feel more secure because i know i'm maturing, that's why i can actually type all these out! and also that i am learning to be more open about myself and what i feel, which is good because it is never good to keep things bottled inside of me.
yay! i feel better already. i've made myself feel better! like... that's quite cool!
lol.
k, peace out.
xoxo
Monday, January 28, 2008 9:21 am
i'm a f----- failure. i can't even make a single decision on my own. i hate myself. I'VE CHANGED TO MASS COMM, FOR THE LAST TIME.
Sunday, January 27, 2008 9:49 pm
great, from now on, EVERYBODY please call me loony. not regina, not ribena, definitely not mean girl, not a noob, not HUAHUA, but LOONY. okay? LOONY. just for that period of time when i may go berserk. call me loony. you hear me?!
8:59 pm
why should i listen to other people talking, getting inside my head.
8:01 pm
plus points of staying in jjc;
i get to be one of the top students going in there, not considering if i'm ever going to make it through tests and whatnot. i get a better chance of going to university. i get more time to decide what i want to do with my pathetic life, or rather, with my GLORIOUS, WONDERFUL life of mine. i save my 'rents some money, so that i can get a better chance of going overseas to study. i get to get fit, all thanks to the running i have to do in PC. i don't have to fret over what i have to wear everyday. yes yes, keep the positive outlook and i'll do fine.
peace out. xo
3:43 pm
i've gotten to a conclusion. stop influencing my decisions or i'm going to kill whoever stands in my way!
JJ.
2:17 pm
i'm shit at making decisions because i'm indecisive like hell.
omg, i'm confused. indescribably confused.
Saturday, January 26, 2008 1:36 pm
okay, since i have time on my hands right now, i'm gonna tell you about the hongkong trip yo!
HONG KONG TRIP 24DEC-28DEC 2007
24.12.07 woke up round 5 am and got ready. left for the airport round 6. checked in at the first class priority area, even though we didn't have first class tix. all thanks to dad who's a frequent flyer and has all those cards and such. stoned in the sia lounge for an hour or so and boarded the plane around 8 am. business class tickets yo! the leg room is definitely spacier, and also, you get a hell lot more attention. during the flight, i watched 881... but didn't see the ending cos it was boring me. wonder how they got an award. and brunch time. you know how airplane food is. depends on what they're serving, it can be bad or not TOO bad. ;} i think i had noodles. of course i couldn't stomach it all, duh. i'm in the air! :o listened to Taylor Swift's album (even though I got it on my ipod) I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT! anyway, did i tell you i got the window seat? :} during landing, it was really hazy, couldn't quite see anything. i only saw that we were REALLY REALLY REALLY close to the water. like... OMGAH WE'RE GOING TO HIT THE WATER close. haha, so dramatic.
passed the immigration and then at the arrival gate, saw loads of teenage girls holding placards like Prince (or wang zi) yeah, it was that 棒棒堂. didn't see them though.
took the taxi, weather really nice (cool) you know different coloured taxis only go to specified regions in hongkong or something like that? wow. hotel right smack in the middle of Tsim Sha Tsui. Holiday Inn Golden Mile, HK. the taxi fare was expensive man! got connecting rooms. here are pictures of the view from the rooms. horrendous, no? at least they had MTV on cable! ;} went out to walk around the hotel. crowded, noisy, old.... ooh. met with mom's mom's sister and mom's mom's cousin. aka relatives. went to the nearby Tsim Sha Tsui Promenade and Avenue of Stars where all the handprints of famous people in Hong Kong are. don't know half of the handprints that were cemented on the ground. pictures next. statue at Promenade. view. film. ACTION! :} ship passing by. star cruise! ;] there, chow yun fat. if you can't tell, that's andy lau's handprint. wanted to get jackie chan's but then everybody was clamouring to fit their hand in his... so didn't bother. boom mike! ;}
yay yay. avenue of stars. christmas decor. long stretch. christmassy feel.
had dinner at tsim sha tsui east at a restaurant nearby in the building. it was okay.
at round 8, we went to the pier to wait for the Symphony of Lights. some kind of laser show. so lousy. just green alien lights flashing cross the sky. the streets were cordoned off cos' it was christmas eve. MANYMANYMANYMANY people. went back to hotel and watched NARNIA! :} i heart william moseley. then slept.
25.12.07 merry christmas ya! took MTR (the train) to Admiralty because that's where you take the bus to Ocean Park. had breakfast first nearby at a Cafe De Coral. didn't know exactly how to order... the milk tea was nice though. THE LINE WAS CRAZY LONG. decided not to go. took MTR again to Central. walked to the Peak Tram (the roads were steep as hell) Madame Tussauds' on top. Going uphill and downhill was super scary. eeeeeeee. steepsteepsteep.
anyway, i don't wanna do this anymore now. so boring. laterrrr. :{ or not.
12:08 am
oh yay, i love people posting messages on the tagboard. :] shows that someone's reading you know? ... or rather, that someone's been here, whether they read my posts or not. haha!
okay, i'm about set for my 12 choices. i'm not exactly sure how this JAE thingummy goes... but heck, let's just hope for the best.
i have not arranged my choices accordingly, so hopefully i'll make a decision tomorrow.
oh yes! i read the new paper (nanhua gave) section on the post o levels education. looks appealing! ohmygosh. you can go to the uk/australia and study for a degree and whatnot and finish in 3 and a half years. that's MY interpretation. i'm not sure about whether it's true or false.
i'm reaalllllllllly hoping to go abroad as soon as possible! ;} will anyone miss me then? XD
past midnight and i'm still awake! miracle.
xoxo
Friday, January 25, 2008 9:58 pm
James Marsden is 35, sings, amazingly sexyhot, talented, and married with 2 kids. i'm hankering after a married man who's old enough to be my uncle. great, juuuuuuuust great. but really, what's not to like?!
as you can probably tell by now, i've watched 27 dresses. it was alright. forgettable, but enjoyable. the movie is forgettable, i mean. who can forget that sexy face belonging to James Marsden. and he sings in the movie too, albeit a little... crazy. (acting!)
quotes from the movie include;
Kevin: What color is that - vomit? *referring to a dress* ------------------------------------------------------------- Jane: That was yesterday. Today you're just the bitch who broke my heart and cut up my mother's wedding dress. *said to her sister, Tess* ------------------------------------------------------------- Jane: I feel like I just found out that my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.
haha!
okay, go watch the movie if you can. or else, you can catch PS I LOVE YOU on feb 14. the trailer looked nice.
woooooo.
oh yes elena, my mom said you'd probably end up with an angmoh in the end because you have little choice over there! that's after i told her you liked James Marsden too. ;} lol.
kkay, and we're off to tomorrow. ;}
PS; i heard The Heart Never Lies by McFly TWICE on radio today!
Thursday, January 24, 2008 9:58 pm
(edited)
O Levels. nerve-wrecking, vomit-inducing, nail-biting can describe today. I could hardly stomach my lunch. The journey to school gave me time to calm down, but it hardly served any purpose. A few lovely lovely people sent text messages of encouragement. :}
Still, I felt the crying urge. A little anyway. And for those who wanna know how I fared... hahaha. Aren't you anxious... :s okayokay, I shall not prolong your torture any longer. ;}
I'm sad to say that I didn't do as well as I'd expected...
...for Combined Humanities! :p B3. Sad they don't let me get the papers back. I would have liked to know what I did wrong without having to pay $102.70(amount needed to get a look at your paper, per subject) lol.
It was surprising that for English...
got an A1! Ohmygoodness, I wanna thank the Lord, first of all, and also the Cambridge markers. I'm sorry I thought of them as being harsh, old fogeys. :( Really, all of them have the kindest hearts! :} *my, I sure change perceptions quite fast eh? :/ Mr Fonseka did say that out of all the classes of 07, 408 had the most distinctions! :D yay! we are NUMBER 1!!! ;}
As for my math subjects... what can I say? :(
A1 for E Math, A2 for Add Math. Disappointed mannnnnn. :/ Haha! Gotcha! I think my A2 for AMath was because of that stupid relative velocity question I left blank... or did I leave it blank? I most probably did, since I have no idea what RV is all about anyway. But getting As for both maths has been really encouraging. I am sad to say that I have forgotten all of A Math. So much so that I can't even do a Quadratic Function question my sister had trouble with. What has the world gotten to?!
And then, came the Higher Chinese! FINALLY!!!! After so many B3's and B4's,
I got a fffurrrrrrrrrreaaaaaaaaaaakiiiiiiiing A2. :} joy to the world! very happy that I've done well for all my languages. wonder why I didn't get an A1. :/
As for sciences... haha. I did unexpectedly well!!!
NOT. B3 for Physics, B4 for Chemistry. I've let Miss Lim and Mr Pandian down. but really, I never did take an interest in science anyway. ;/ I did improve for Chemistry though! really...i think. lucky I didn't bump into Mr P, because I'm too ashamed to see him. sorry. :( is this what you mean by brutally honest, elena?
Geography... all the drawings I did certainly
pay off! A1. Oh myohmy! I have probably never gotten an A1 for Geography in sec3/4. YAY. then again, many of us got As. wooooooo.
now what haven't I said... oh yes, l1r5!
if you're clever enough to count the above, you'd know I got10 for l1r5 raw, 7 for l1r4 raw. minusing off bonus points and whatnots, my l1r5 cutoff is 6, and l1r4 is 5.
yesyes!
the hard part is choosing the schools. JC/Poly?
I'm pretty sure that if I go to a JC, I'll go back to JJ. *because I love OG9 too much* That's because I hate change and I have already adapted to the JJ life really. Besides, from what I've heard, the food there is cheaper! :p or so i think. anyway, if I go to AC, swimming will be a must, and that's not pleasing. so JJ it will be! the teachers are really nice too, especially BaiLaoShi. haha!
but if i ever choose to go to poly, which I'm pretty certain that I will end up in... NgeeAnnPoly-MassComm is the choice for me! ;} Dawn, tell me if you've chosen this course too ya! ;} then I won't feel so alone!
By the way, congratulations to Dawn for being a top scholar with 9 As altogether! ;} I'm not that bad either... I think I have 6, counting that CL grade.
and poor Canida didn't want to look at her results at first... aww, you did great, girl! so don't fret! ;}
oh yes, and to be honest, when i collected my results and refused to look at them, and then finally just flipped it over and scanned through it and opened form A and started exclaiming about my results and all... i felt fake. i felt fake when i also went around looking for people i knew to like ask about how they did. i felt fake. fake, fake, fake. and i don't know why. it's like... i didn't feel anything. just like when i found out about the biggest news in my life. i did not feel ANYTHING. and goddamnit i have no fcuking idea why. the word 'fake' just stuck in my head for the rest of the time i was in nanhua. i think i was expecting emotions to overwhelm me but it didn't? aw shucks. this sucks. eyyurrrrrrrrrrrrrrk. either i'm an insensitive bastard or a crazy woman.
i'mma go and get ready to watch 27 dresses with my mom! ;} James Marsdennnnnnn <3
so, I guess that's all for the report on O levels.
xoxo
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 10:56 pm
gay.
from now on, i'll be starting posts with random words. anyway, first things first.
Heath Ledger is dead. like... okay, i may not have met him before or anything, but don't you feel a little sad? so shocking can.
so let's not dwell on sad things like o level results tomorrow or the death of a talented actor. but seriously, i can feel the starting of butterflies in tummy. getting a big headache as well. okay, will try not to expect too much, so then tomorrow when i get back my results, i won't cry. or maybe i'll cry before i even get back my results. shit man. reverse psychology, reverse psychology.
school was nice today. PC was good. i had stitches in the middle of running but heck, i finished the 3 rounds. then netball! yes, best set ever in JJ. woooooo. rest of lessons were alright. tinkled with the graphic calculator, had a few great laughs in the company of friends. ;]
there was revelation today, and it was quite fun. fun because i didn't cry as much as i did during emo-web! ;} og9 bought jjbannister t-shirts for our ogls and wrote messages all over! quite a novel idea but it may smudge. ;/ i really think that i'm like... not clicking with everybody because i'm on the wrong channel. if i heard correctly, they were like asking me to sing. like, why?! someone please enlighten me. and during the song-singing session, fj scooted over to stand beside me, and i had no idea why! i sound like a noob, (pun intended). okay, i appreciate it, trying to include me and all that. i must not sound so stuckup, for once. i'm generally a nice person, honest. i just don't know how to DEAL with social situations. new to it all i guess, adjusting, adjusting. oh yes, and the gift the ogls gave us is going to be stuck on my wall when i decide to finally start decorating my wall. no, not the pink pillow. the photo pasted on some cardboard which i suspect is from the back of the foolscap. haha, cute.
i can't tolerate other people crying. because they make me wanna cry too. :[
spring cleaning after. turned into mass dance and cheering. i admit i wasn't as enthusiastic as i wanted to be, but i couldn't help it. i was tired.
og dinner. so later walking out of school i suppposedly THINK i heard people asking me to sing or something to do with singing, AGAIN. like... yesyes, i am curious as to what this singing is about. ya, i'm slow, so please explain. or i may never find the answer to this mystery.
jurong point pizza hut for dinner after much deliberation. sat with genevieve, jane, peiqi, JOLYNN (see i mentoned you like you asked me to), beixin, yijie, jonathan and fangjie. sort of had a blonde moment when i suddenly blurted out, " I'm not sad. " like, so random, and really, very embarrassing. ALIENS MADE ME DO THAT people. quickly dismissed any notion of explaining what i said. 8)
choked on my drink 3 times (yes i counted), because i heard/saw something hilarious. talk about bad timing yo. i hope i didn't sound or act weird. haha, i was calm and refined, to put it nicely, huh? ;} even when they mentioned mcfly, i was calm. what do you expect? scream? haha. i have a reputation to hold. lol. i really am hopeless when it comes to social interaction. have to improve.
honestly i never really spoke to any guys much during secondary/primary school. it's still a little awkward right now, but i'm trying the best i can. apologies if i wasn't as high as you thought i'd be. and also if i didn't want to take any pictures. i was wearing GREEN, for goodness sake. and no, i don't look good in green. LOL. nahh, i just can't take photos, no reason why.
took a few group photos and then left.
trained home to outram and my lovely dad fetched me home. and yes, i'm not going to school tomorrow. unless i can't take it, and really need something to do.
thanks for showering care/concern/encouragement for o's. i appreciate it. still, can't help thinking about it. this is even worse than actually SITTING for the o's. damn, regretting not studying as hard as i could have. shitshitshit.
hm, feel like playing netball again. or badminton! should have a badminton outing! :D
------------- can't breathe for that moment mind blank without reason words don't mean a damn thing when you're talking about this
Sunday, January 20, 2008 10:03 pm
oh yes, i cooked 2 dishes on saturday! beansprouts with salted fish, and fried egg with french beans.
WOOOOOOO. and we baked pineapple tarts today! yummy yummy!
xoxo
7:48 pm
really sorry that i didn't make it to the sentosa outing on saturday. i was really disappointed with SP. it was kind of... boring. and i didn't even tour the media and communication department. oh well.
i THINK mass comm in ngee ann is better, no matter what they all say about having to go for interviews if you make it your first choice or if they dress like posh people. like... so? or... maybe i should just stick in JJ.
you know, it's like, you kind of get used to the environment there, it feels weird not going back. no matter how stupid that sounds.
ARGH, i hate to choose because i am so indecisive. nevermind, procastination is the word... until friday that is.
music-wise, i am so sad that i have not taken the initiative to listen to a Rascal Flatts song for like, so long. country music rules! and the first RF song i listened to was What Hurts The Most. damn it man. just view the video, and cry your hearts out. the song is beautiful.
hm, so if anyone has any RF songs, let me have a listen please! compilation cds of your favourite songs would make me really happy too! ;} the latest the better, but any will do! hint*
------------------- on the movie side of life... i can't wait for these to come out!
*27 Dresses (all because of James Marsden, and because it's a rom-com.) *P.S I Love You (Valentine's Day? How cliched. AND THE CASTING IS LOUSY. NO HOT ACTORS! They could've put Orlando Bloom in as the lead person! :( Still worth a watch though.) *Juno (kind of like Knocked Up... and i don't think the rating's going to be NC 16 either. oh well. nevermind then.) *The Dark Knight (Heath Ledger! :} With makeup! :( )
oh, i can't think of anymore... -------------------------
say what you need to say
john mayer- say;
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hm, oh yes! i wanted to say that i watched smallville yesterday for a while, and i saw a cute guy! justin hartley; woooo. ;}
and uh, MIKE VOGEL from Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants? yes that hot soccer coach? he's in CLOVERFIELD! but still i'm not going to watch a horror show. EVER.
also... have to put in this. I HAVE A NEW MCFLY CD! :}
thanks to my lovely penpal/bestfriend!
k, talking about mcfly sure makes me forget what i want to say next.
oh nevermind.
school tomorrow. shitty time ahead. let's just get it over and done with already.
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t'was that we were so close but you had to take it all away and no amount of crying will make it all the same again
so i've got to try to leave it all behind
-yay, in the works!
Saturday, January 19, 2008 4:27 pm
i'm starting to have my doubts again. is poly really where i want to go after o's? should i stick to a more structured jc environment? sad and stressful time for me.
seeing as results will be out on friday or so... i am getting a liiiiiiiiiiiitle fidgety. or maybe i'm just keeping it inside.
shall try not to think about it.
huh? what O levels?
xo
Thursday, January 17, 2008 7:36 pm
right, here's an update for anyone and everyone who has been dying to know what i have been doing these few days!
pc yesterday and today. wasn't too bad. i realise my stamina's IMPROVING, however little the improvement is, it IS still improvement! ;] haha, 3 rounds every day. then GAMES!!! captain's ball yesterday, ball was extremely squishy... ew... and uhhhh... today we played something like handball, but with 35 people playing, it doesn't seem that much fun anymore... ;/ still, i had a good time. my heart's working overtime! ;] hm, nice phrase... can use it in a song or something! ;]
so uh, tutorials are quite alright... the teachers are all so friendly! ;} for General Paper i think we'll be touching on pop culture next. looking forward to that! ;}
signed up for nh's sec 2 adventure camp as an OGL... or sort of thingy. haha... spur of the moment i guess. and i really wanna try out leading... it may or may not be my thing. :]
also, all the classrooms/lecture halls have air-conditioning, pure bliss man! lovelovelove for jj because of that! ;}
wanna watch 27 dresses, so CANIDA and gang, we should plan that on the 24th or something! ;] yay.
haha, and yesterday for geog, the teacher wanted to know us better so she asked us to form sentences with our names. here's mine and what peiying(my friend) came up with...
X-xinhua was born on the 2nd of December. I-i love english pop music. N-nan hua was my secondary school. H-horses are my second favourite animal. U- A-
couldn't think of the last two. and the next version was really an inside joke. apparently when i say noob, they think it's funny because of the way i say it... 8) but here's the next version:
X-xinhua is a noob. 8) I-i am a noob. N-noob is me. H-huahua is a noob. U-u can call me a noob. A-a noob is me.
great, great, so my name literally tells everyone that i'm actually a noob! woooooop. rejoice. i was laughing so hard mannnnnn. dang it. they can make fun of me, but so what!
now don't ever ask me to say the word noob.
and that includes you elena.
peace out.
xoxo
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 8:59 pm
hello! quick update before i go watch The Golden Path on Channel 8. the show is just quite addictive, although I missed the part where I saw them filming at the Tanjong Pagar market some time back because I was in Hong Kong. dang.
anyway, JC life has been quite... cool. my cl/civis tutor is so cute man! as in... he's like really nice and all that. chinese teacher.
and so far, we have had many male teachers... which is a really different thing compared to when we were in nanhua. haha. and NO canida, they aren't to your taste. ;}
so so, i shouldn't be doing this, but oh well, it's an exception.
OG9 pictures! ;]
been feeling rather lethargic of late, it has GOT to be me being so out of shape. dead man, dead.
do i look WEIRD in the pictures or what? oh i know the word to describe me: AWKWARD. sorry eh! not much experience in taking shots that requires me to bend halfway down. tiring okay. and if you can't spot me, then aiya, nevermind.
okay, so long, farewell, adios!
xo
Sunday, January 13, 2008 2:11 pm
CRAP, the pictures loaded on photobucket are so big. And I don't wanna upload to blogger... so damn slow.
HOW!
2:07 pm
i am so exhausted, and i have no idea why. maybe it's because i woke up today at 7.15 to go to the supermarket with my mum. really feel like sleeping. do i sound like a pig or what!
and for goodness sake, tutorials are starting tomorrow! so not looking forward to that. AT LEAST the classrooms are air-conditioned! woooo.
ohya, i said i'd post pictures of hongkie trip. okay, next post next post. ;]
xo
Saturday, January 12, 2008 11:04 am
I think I died and gone to hell yesterday morning. Physical Conditioning was just... unbelievably excruciating.
First thing in the morning and they asked us to run 3.5 rounds round the synthetic field. Still as unfit as ever, I did finish it, but was panting heavily, unfortunately.
Then we did those stretching exercises, got my butt wet because the field was wet. 8-) then we did running, situps and fireman's lift and piggybacking (i carried someone else) then just when I thought the torture was over, we were made to run another 2 rounds round the GINORMOUS track in 5 minutes! I made it a few seconds over 5 minutes. I thought my heart was going to stop there and then and I would die. OH MY GOODNESS ME.
This is one reason why I should go to a poly. Ha.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 7:57 pm
Now that I have some time, I might as well list some resolutions for the year 2008 and try my best to complete at least 3. :]
1. Open up more, don't bottle it in.
2. Have a positive attitude towards change, as well as other things that may come my way.
3. To not quarrel with anyone, especially the 'rents.
4. Lose some weight, typical.
5. Try to widen my social circle gradually. (Which by the way, I am trying to do!)
6. Eat less junk food, resist temptation; eat more vegetables, adopt a healthy way of life.
7. Do not cry before I make a speech from the bottom of my heart. (Which I have failed miserably, thanks to EmoWeb from orientation camp.)
8. Stop dwelling on insecurities, but work on plus points, so as to boost own's confidence.
9. Help out round the family more.
10. Start working if I can cope.
So I guess that's all for now. The more I write, the less I'll be able to achieve, make sense? {:
Anyhow, toodles! xoxo
7:05 pm
Galaxy defender, stay forever Never get enough of, you.
:} Spread some McFlylove y'all. {:
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 8:19 pm
one tree hill season 5 is finally out! ;o yay yay yay!
woooopdewooo!
5:47 pm
General Paper is seriously a more advanced version of English. I miss English lessons where we don't do anything at all. I miss writing narratives. I don't want to do argumentative essays. ;(
On the other hand, H1 Math is quite easy! I mean, owing to not having practiced for some time, I took a few minutes to do a simple simultaneous equation. God, I'm stupid. I'm sure with practice I'll be back to normal soon.
Economics. Opportunity cost is the benefits of the next best alternative forgone. I got that without looking at lecture notes! yay!
okay
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 3:27 pm
since the official start of school yesterday, these are my thoughts:
1. since we aren't having tutorials (whatever that is) YET, we have been having 2 hour breaks or 1 hour breaks in between classes! just looking at the timetable alone is just frustrating.
2. take today for example; we only had PC and GP. 2 hours of lessons, and we had to stay from 8 to 1. 1pm because the gate only opens at THAT time. like, omgah.
3. PC=Physical Conditioning. I tell you, it's just like you have gone to hell and back. don't take into account that i am so unfit, but running 3 rounds SLOWLY round a track, those super huge tracks? deadly. then you still have crutches and stuff? and then you have to run and climb up these platforms 4 times and then run up stairs and down the stairs and do everything AGAIN?! omgoodness, i thought i'd never say this but PLEASE let me go back to nanhua.
4. teachers are quite lovely, but the subjects beg to differ. hopefully i'll be awake during lectures. i must learn the art of multi-tasking. ;]
SENTOSA on saturday? still taking it into serious consideration. ;]
xo
Sunday, January 06, 2008 12:20 pm
part 2
PART 2!
i think there's one on saying happy new year to elena and christine.
so do enjoy that the both of you americans! ;]
11:34 am
the last day of holidays! zhan li and yingying came! this are playground shots. gawk at them elena! ;} get your zhanli fix right here! ;D oh yes, and then tell me how an amazing cousin i am, LOL!
1. get the strings off me! do you he likes PINK?! i think that's yingying's hand. haha, strings on his head and he looks so innocent. *huh?* lol. hello nana! ;]
just so cute huh?
we were playing with these pop-pop thingys. he was so timid! "don't pop at me!"
oh, and i have videos too!
okay this is part one of videos.
still have!
10:59 am
i really need to get my music fix, or i may just be unconsciously humming the cheers that we have been like, shouting for the past three days during orientation camp. *shivers* not that it wasn't fun! i mean, on the outside, many would have thought i wasn't having any fun, judging by the fact that i seemed detached and unenthusiastic during cheering or mass dance or whatever. but i thought it was a good camp. i can say i am glad to have been put in OG9.
i haven't changed much since the new year, or since forever even. BECAUSE:
1. i still get emotional in emo circumstances, aka E-Web during camp. which was to say your inner thoughts on camp and thank a special person. i hadn't even got to my first sentence and i was crying already. GREAT, and i thought i was getting good at controlling my emotions. guess not.
2. i still cannot get over this stupid introvert thing that i am. this means i just have to like... socialise more? which brings me back to square one. oh, nobody will get this point.
3. i still lovelovelove mcfly. period. lol.
4. i'm still a little resistant to change.
ANYHOW, i will be going to jj again TOMORROW. can you believe it? i still have not gotten over the aches of the camp and already i'm going to start lessons. guess jc is going to be THAT much tougher. hooboy.
i have loads to tell, so yeah. also to take this chance to thank EVERY single one in OG9, even though they may not read this, but heck it. even though i may not have muttered a word to you at all during the camp, it has been a pleasure getting to know each and every one of you. and OGLs! Each one of them have made an impact in their own special way, believe it or not. uh huh.
you know, at times i do think that i am like, an outsider in the group. everywhere we go, there are friends in pairs, and i'm the only one who's like, alone. being in threes just make it awkward... you can't walk in a straight line, so two will pair up and the other follows awkwardly along behind. that's where the phrase "two's a company, three's a crowd" comes from. i can't really explain it the way i feel it, but you get the gist. yeah, i don't have that DEFINITE friend that we will stick together at any time. which is kind of depressing.
i can say that after the camp, i felt like i have the personality of a cow. quiet, and not doing anything much. that's maybe why nobody really remembers me, because i never made that hard an impact in anyone's life. not yet, maybe.
the one time i wanted to get a personality overhaul, i can say i never did succeed. i guess it's a case of " the leopard can't change it's spots". not that quickly anyway. i have to try harder. but i might need help, and i'm scared to ask for it.
so... enough of this silly rant. i'll be posting pictures next!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 9:28 am
oh no oh no! I have to go out today! I haven't bought my monthly mag yet! eeek.
xo
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I am first and foremost a galaxy defender.
If there's 3 words to describe me, it would be:
mcfly, cameras and travelling.
I have an unhealthy obsession with waffles and teh tarik.
I love acoustic sounds - and I sing.
Also a proud #brookster - Joe Brooks certified!
2012 is going to be the best yet, just wait and see.
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