we're wasting memories

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 11:44 pm

today i went to school for progcomm meeting, which was... productive! I think we managed to finish everything we need to get done... just logistics and maybe a few minor details here and there. I'm still pretty sad about my station. It's so... mundane. If only I could spice things up, but then again, i think it's a little too late. Also, I realise that the teh at Makan Place is only like 45cents! :o Same like Canteen 1!!! But ohmygoodness, canteen 1's teh cannot be beaten! It was that good! :( But now it's closed and all i can settle for is second grade teh at Makan Place. boo. :( Still, i love teh. okay, sorry for that little rant there. My sore throat's getting better, but the runny nose is seriously sending me bonkers! I hate having an itchy nose, with mucus that may just fly out any moment... did i gross you out? :p But yeah, i don't like it one bit. Grr...I think I got a little crazy at about 5pm... Haha, a little bit. Not my usual bubbly self, ahahahahhahaha. who am i kidding. I'm not bubbly. I'm nobody. wooooo. Still, nasally voice! Eessh... Oh, and there's gonna be renovations tomorrow morning till evening because of the airconditioning that broke down after 12 faithful years. Rest in peace. BUT it's gonna get really noisy with all the drilling I can't even think... haha, so hopefully i'll live through that?! I would go out but my mom needs my help and i'm a great daughter haahah. :} okay, shall go now! byeeeeeeeeeee.

10:57 am

i had the weirdest dream last night/this morning. i was feeling quite groggy myself, so i probably thought it was sort of REAL? Which is pretty scary. but anyway, what happened was that I woke up at 3.30am (this is real, because i went to the toilet... or was it?) so apparently after that, in my dream, there was a burglar in the house, and he went through the house searching for cash. I was sleeping, Mom was sleeping, sis was sleeping, so nobody knew until well, both of them woke up for school. Mom's wallet had cash missing. But it was the only place that had cash missing, so it was... sort of okay? But the thing was I woke up at 6.15am (REAL TIME) and I actually thought the burglary was real for a split second. I know it's sort of confusing, but yeah, I almost asked my mom what happened, but then I figured out it was a dream. So anyway, I went back to sleep and I started dreaming again.

This time, it was all of these people (ying2, elena, christine, hillary, their mom & dad, me, my sis, my mom & dad) and we were in Paris. Like, yeah, and we were walking around... can't remember much, but I remember we went into this lift... that would take us up high, and then it became sort of a ferris wheel where you'd go round and round and see the night scenes and all right? Just that this ferris wheel just went round, but like, PLUNGING DOWN REALLY FAST, 400m below. I remember screaming. I was sandwiched between some other people and my mom. Oh crap, and it was in a lift/ferris wheel thingy. Scary. But it only did that twice and we came out... then we went to eat at this place, which sold coleslaw and chicken and all. Quite weird.

So that was my dream and then I woke up at 8.30 am.

Now I'm in school waiting for everyone else to come.

k see ya all laterrrrrr.

Sunday, March 29, 2009 2:38 pm

Thursday @ Astons Cathay

Well, my afternoon was spent rushing over to school to help buy the materials needed for trial camp. I was horribly late and I apologise. In the end, I didn't help out much at all, since they all headed for Giant, and I was late for meeting with up with Ky, J, E & Ange for Shopaholic. The movie was surprisingly light-hearted. Okay, so I've never read the book, and I couldn't understand much of what they were saying about finances and butterflies and stuff, but the plot was overall okay, and the funny bits were really funny. The whole cinema was in fits. One snag was that some parts were exceptionally choppy, especially for an international film of this sort. I mean, come on, I know editing is hard, but at least have the decency to you know, fade in fade out or something rather than have them kiss for like half a second and POOF! go to the next scene. :/ It was weird at that part. Hugh Dancy saved the show though, omg. I know I said before I watched the movie that I didn't think he was hot, but I guess, you don't have to be hot to make a girl swoon. It's his eyes I swear! And maybe his voice. Is he British or something? Is he born in March? I seem to like guys born in March. Say, Danny McFly? :} But I digress yet again. Hugh Dancy, Hugh Darcy... I think I got his name wrong the first time and put Darcy. Confused him with the Pride & Prejudice guy. Ooh... Totally opposites though I think. Hugh Dancy is just... CHARMING. :} Loveitloveitloveit.

So after the movie, we came out and I was heading for the toilet and who should I bump into but Ting Ting & Dawn & their respective partners hahahah. I know that sounded weird but whatever. I didn't think they would be in the SAME CINEMA as I was. :o Like, I totally did not see them!!! They were sitting a couple of rows behind us, & Eugene was huge, so it kind of blocked the view. haha! Anyway, it was suitably awkward for me to have a group of friends from secondary school and another from poly together. Eeeeeesh. But some of them know each other anyway? So it was a girl's night out! Ky decided to tag along for dinner because she didn't want to go home early (as usual) and the J, E & Ange headed off. Oh, so we started to queue at Astons, which was crowded. I know why now though. It's darn good food at a darn cheap price!

Anyway, Jin Kee popped out of nowhere, and we were surprised because we weren't expecting her there, but it was a nice surprise! :} Glad she came. Then Kuo Lyn arrived, and we were almost at the front when Xin Yu & Canida also reached! Just in time for us to head into the restaurant. Al fresco dining is quite cool, weather was okay. Here are pictures!

KuoLyn's Beef Bolognese, right?

My chicken!!!

Ky's teriyaki chicken, which i didn't like the taste of.

Dawn. She makes me feel unhealthy because she eats veggies and potato.

botched group photo.

i really want the Canon EOS 50D or maybe a nikon. gee... but anyway, conversation was fun and we all caught up with each other in a way I guess! After dinner, we headed to Ben & Jerry's for ice cream! I didn't eat though, as did Ky. Too full & she had cramps. After that, we headed home, because it was amazingly late.

Haha, cute Canida.

ting & her IPHONE. psh.

xinyu! finally caught her in action. She didn't take a group photo with us at Astons'. Grr.

Dawn's pink phone. :o

Waffle waffle waffle.

her cramps make her look bored. :(

Picture of the day! :}

I really had fun that day, so I really hope to do it again soon! Maybe when we watch 17 again? :}

Trial Camp Day One, Friday

I was on time, I think... met up with the Progcomm & the respective GLs went to make their flag while we thought of our activities and such. I saw a couple of them doing the mass dance. Looked pretty cool but I would NEVER dance. I'm not a dancer sorry. Just the thought of dancing makes me recoil in horror. No offense. I wasn't exactly on my best of moods, sadly, i don't really know why. I'm feeling pretty mellow these days, might take some time before I'll actually break out of my comfort zone again. Anyway, planning is awesome. We, (ProgComm) are planning to have our own T-shirt. Possibly one of the most disturbing and hilarious shirts ever. Okay, not as worse as the hideous pink of my last class tee, but y'know. Chest hair. Go figure. The theme for this camp is pirates, so I guess it fits. But i will only wear it once and once only. God knows I can't take the stares this shirt will get if i wear it out in public. Not complaining though! It will be funny. Anyway, we separated ourselves from the GLs after ice-breakers 8) Time passed extremely fast, and we headed for dinner... and then to sports complex for the activity. The night walk sounds uber scary. I do not want to take part in it!!!! :( I find that that's the only thing that is repulsive in camps. Yup. Definitely not looking forward to that. So our activity suffered some setbacks and we have to like, revise it and stuff. I'm just sad that everyone wasn't as enthusiastic. Maybe it was exhaustion eh? Oh well, hopefully by the time the actual camp arrives, we'll all be hyped up.

Trial Camp, Day 2, Saturday

I woke up and felt disorientated. But I recovered soon enough and had breakfast and everything. Then I went to try my luck at the chatroom that Jesse McCartney was hosting at Ustream.tv. Well, I HEARD HIS VOICE! LIVE ON CHAT! Like, zomg. Damn the video for not loading fast enough though. It was a still image. It would be doubly cool if I could have seen him like moving! :o I took a 10-sec video though, of his voice. :} it's crazzzy, so many fans in the chatroom though. Whatever, at least I actually heard his voice, somewhere far far away but LIVE. Sorry if i sound like a bit ditzy. :p

Anyway, I got to school damn early 8.10am. No one was there! Then I realized we were supposed to meet at the clubhouse, not Canteen 1. -_-}} sigh. Anyway, lots of people were late. But once everyone was present we went to get the gameboard ready... but not after inhaling huge amounts of cat poo smell. Ugh. It was close by, that cat poo, but we never saw it till we were leaving. But I had fun, though without saying much. :/ I should speak up more I think. An early lunch and we went about setting up the stations for Amazing Race. Mine was at the Sports Complex and boy, was it hot. The blistering sun and the windless day was almost unbearable... and made me get sunburnt. Not complaining, because it was fun! I mean, just waiting around for the GLs to show up wasn't fun... but the whole idea of having to lead them in a game sounds fun. Not that I did a great job of it. I'm just not the outspoken type, so I literally can't command much attention, and if I ever do, I'll feel weird and lose that attention...

The game was a disasterrrrrr! I didn't make my instructions clear enough, and the GLs were confused and it was too large a group for me to handle. But then again, the heat probably made them heated up. I don't want to say anything horrible but if they had shown more pro-activeness and complained less, it would have made my job much easier. I will look into the game again. :/ It needs refining. :s Anyway, I see a glimmer of hope. :} Debrief, then everyone left and the progcomm debriefed and had to clean up. Came home, did the Earth hour for like what, half an hour? Was late. Then I watched TGH & it was soooooo cute! :} then I watched Skins on youtube. So touching, last episode!!! :(

Today

I woke up with a bad sore throat and aches everywhere. :( Yesterday's heat must have increased my body temperature in me. It's so figging hot. FIGS. that's my new un-curse-ful word. FIGSFIGSFIGS. Anyway... after this, I realized that I am...

SOCIALLY INEPT

There, I said it. I cannot hold proper, natural conversations with other people. :( Why. And I call myself a mass comm-er. I am sad now. & now that I've updated everything, I'm glad if you survived the long rant until here and thank you goodbye.

Saturday, March 28, 2009 11:36 pm

okay, so the plan was to blog about my last 3 days, including the dinner @ astons, then the trial camp for the next 2 days and then write a paragraph on the word "subway". i decided that i am tired. i am tired, exhausted and sunburnt. that and i want to watch skins, (last episode k!)... and so i'll upload all photos tomorrow and post everything tomorrow. kthksbye.

Friday, March 27, 2009 11:10 pm

i think i have forgotten how busy one can be.

must be the holidays. this is why we should have holidays spread out over the year!!!!!!

busy busy busy. not that i'm stressing out or anything, i'm well cool! why does everyone think i'm worrying about the activities so much.... :s Okay fine. Bye, i will update properly TOMORROW NIGHT.

Amazing race tomorrow, should be fun!

Thursday, March 26, 2009 11:50 pm

today has been very much eventful.

- finding out new class & timetable & classmates.

- meeting up with the gang & shopaholic.

- secondary school friends meet-up with Ky crashing.

- never knew dawn & ting & their bfs were in the same cinema, a couple of rows back.

- aston's specialties, darn good food at an amazing price!

- time time time management.

- trial camp prep for tomorrow.

- i'm exhausted now.

i shall talk more in depth about everything, and photos will be up soon, after trial camp!

i don't think i'll have time to do this now.

- word of the day: subway

must remember to write a paragraph about it.

- must catch ghost of girlfriends' past (jennifer garner/matthew mc--idkwhat-hey)

- take back what i said about Isla Fisher & Hugh Dancy, not Darcy. Dancy is CHARMING.

okay, i'll elaborate on saturday.

toodles!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 7:34 pm

The truth was, he was scared. Scared of knowing, and what would happen after. It was a lot to bear, and it was all in that tape. That black, rectangular block lying innocently on the table. He was inquisitive, no doubt, but would the truth drive a wedge into their relationship? He didn't want that. He loved her so, so much. That tape contained everything. About her real past, the past she had conveniently left out of her introduction when she met him. He did not know if it was a stroke of luck to have found this tape in his mailbox by an anonymous sender. Was it a prank, he had thought, but it came enclosed with a letter. A letter with her signature. He knew not what the exact content of the tape was. But if he did put that tape into the recorder, and played it, it could destroy every notion and feeling he harbored for her. She was an enigma to him, and for her to actually be with him had taken so many trials and tribulations, he didn't want to have to go through it again. He wasn't supposed to be hemming and hawing, he was naturally a swift decider of important subjects, but this was one decision that would change his life, possibly forever. Why did she have such a hold on him? It was verging on unhealthy, but he did not care. Love does weird things to people, that's what they always say isn't it, he thought bitterly. He looked away from the tape and glanced at the clock on the mantel. She would be back home soon, it was now or never. He took a deep breath and willing the heavens for support, he reached his hands out for the tape.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 10:22 pm

out today with Ky & Agl (Angella). was fun, except that my back was really hurting. i'm weaker than i already am! :o haha, it always happens whenever i stand for too long. but anyway, i bought my David Archuleta cd today! :} too bad it didn't have any bonus tracks or whatever. it would have been so much cooler!!! & i mislead Agl into going to Cineleisure when we were at Heerens. sorry Agl! :( I was seriously unable to think straight for that period of time. ;p

so after Heerens we went to Far East Plazaaaa. Walked through practically the whole building manxzxz. Hm, the purpose of going out today was probably just to get my David cd. :p && then we had dinner at Fisherios. ;| Agl didn't eat because she was like, what, FULL from eating prawn noodles in the afternoon. Wow. Anyway, i think we talked about loads of stuff. hahahaha.

Then Agl and Ky both got smses from The Hulk about catching a movie on Thursday, and I DIDN'T GET ANY. not that i care or bother at all really; although i must have seemed like i did care. :/ but honestly, i was nonchalant about it. I was supposedly "OUT OF TOWN". ha. oh well. Shopaholic looks decent enough, although i'm not so hot about the actress Isla Fischer yet. Hugh Darcy, blah.

Yes, then Agl got her Godiva Dark Choco Decadance, like for 10 bucks. Yo, Starbucks is just as great. Or even McCafe's Ice Chocolate even. Hahaa. Then we went to Shaw and walked around some more. I wanted to come home because my back was killing me. :( Ah well. && on the bus this woman sat next to me, and i think she farted or something, because it started to smell like that for a while. guhhhhh...

Oh yes, and i saw actress Constance Song today... and this Channel 5 actor/host... which i can't put a name to, but i recognise him. okay that was totally random but that was that. I have to say she's actually pretty sophisticated! :} nice nice. okay, gonna go now. will be playing badminton solo tomorrow because i honestly can't bring my arse down to Choa chu kang just to hit a few shuttlecocks. ;<

Monday, March 23, 2009 9:22 pm

790.

why won't you come baby, why won't you come when i call?

i'm not up to something funny i, just want to know you boy is all.

xavia, who will save us?

your smile's on fire, and still my heart will let you down

today i woke up early round 630 and followed my mom & dad to the Jurong end to walk at Chinese/Japanese Garden. My dad went swimming at the really ancient country club opposite Jurong Secondary.

my state of mind, has finally got the best of me

i need you next to me

i love this record baby, but i can't see straight anymore

honestly, i don't think i like the holidays anymore.

i wish it was more spread out. :(

gah!!!!

Happy Birthday Dawn, you're 18! :}

8:12 pm

i think i did this test before, looks familiar but i did it again, and i underlined the parts that i thought was most true. :}

okay! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. (i do feel i'm a better listener than speaker, what do you think?) They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. (ahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhaahahhahahaha.) But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (this is why i should get a job from Ky. haha, she's going to open her own company, hopefully a magazine one, then i'll be like the senior editor or something woooo! )
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

10:05 am

i think i'm going to be sick.

WHY DO THINGS LIKE THESE HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?

i have to find a way to make this right.

Sunday, March 22, 2009 9:14 pm

i've been feeling kind of restless, even though i think that i should be enjoying this break. :{

i feel that if it's too long, i might just get out of touch with school and i will have a really hard time getting back in the groove again. :(

haha, my dad just wanted to give me 50 dollars he saw on his table. 8-)

he's always like that.

but then again, we were going to play badminton this morning and I WOKE UP early, but then i saw the grey grey skies and i decided we shouldn't. that wasn't really nice of me was it? i mean, we hardly ever play anymore. i was excited the day before! grr...

passed up on a good opportunity to get in some exercise too. :/ now i'm just going to balloon some more and become the worst person i ever want to be.

hm, i'm going to think now. ;}

PS; I am not emo.

Saturday, March 21, 2009 12:41 pm

his voice is my dose of ecstasy

i save it for the rainy days

when everything doesn't seem to go right

a pick me up so sweet i don't deserve it

don't try to dissuade me

i know i'm not good enough

everyone's leaving

and i'm sick and tired of change

but you're the only constant in my life that i hope will stay

tonight i won't cry myself to sleep

because it's a time for reckoning

i'm drowning in your eyes

clinging on to your hypnotic voice

that's my dose of ecstasy

i wonder why you've changed

so fast i couldn't have imagined

i am sorry if i'm unloading all my thoughts upon you

i didn't mean or wish to

but i just need a listening ear

and a shoulder to cry on.

you're my star and angel all in one

crashing and burning down to earth.

meteorite, meteorite, i'll make a wish upon you tonight

10:24 am

Imagine yourself seating in the backseat of a car, and as the myriad of colors fly past your window, you can't help but start reminiscing about what happened in the past year and so. Like how suddenly some distant tiny memory pops into your head without warning and starts playing back like a black and white movie. But the memory is somewhat in fragments, because you can't exactly pinpoint the whole event, and try as you might, there's a gap in that memory. You start feeling as if it were a dream, did it really happen? If it did, why do you feel so detached from it? And why do you think of it only now? Has it got to do with passing by the place where you've once frequented, triggering those memories? Fragmented, but you remember the best of that time, and maybe there was someone you find that stood out the most, and you think about how he is now, whether or not it was a meeting organized by fate, and that it will never happen again. Still you harbor that inkling of hope that maybe, someday, you might see him again, and that day will be straight out of a fairytale, no matter how lame others might think it is. You are a romantic and no one can change that.

Friday, March 20, 2009 4:44 pm

KRIS ALLEN is so awesome!

eek, i teared when he started singing! :o

i particularly loved his rendition of this song, To Make You Feel My Love.

damn it he should already be a recording artiste!

I'm so a Kris fan now!

3:43 pm

OHMYGOD.OHMYGOD.OHMYGOD.OHMYGOD.

let me give you a reminder as to why i fell in love with Ryan Cabrera way back in 2004? 2005?

this was probably when he first started out! then his second record dropped and he was this:

still amazing. his music still rocked!

then The Moon Under Water (3rd album) came out last year and i still liked him, but... this?

i mean, still hot if you like johnny depp and all.

BUT! i just checked his myspace and i almost died. and then from that point on i knew...

RYAN CABRERA's BACK!!!!

i guess i've never been this happy since... since... well... since WOOOOOOO!!!!

i love you ryan! and your music! eeeeeeeee!!!

eesh!

credits to his myspace & google. :}

Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:11 pm

well, i just got back from Taka after Ky's birthday celebrations.

like woah, full much?

i know i don't have pictures, but ky does, and she'll upload them soon enough i think!

but anyway, what happened was that i woke up round 9, having slept at 2 the night before, and started on my Mix cd for Ky. All the designing and photoshopping almost drove me mad. And i was going to print it out but i had no time and energy left. So i finished it and then found out that Ky was all alone at Heerens?! Like, she shouldn't be alone on her birthday! The task of buying the present then fell on the shoulders of Alan and Eugene, while i rushed over (like the great friend that i am) to join her!

After A & E came, we decided to head over to Dhoby Gauht to play L4D. T'was quite cool that we actually managed to finish the mission, TWICE! :} but it should definitely be played with more people. :/

Then we walked over back to Taka. The BDG (birthday girl! :o) was not feeling so hot, due to the cake she ate earlier. Hm, what a sombre birthday she's had. But anyway, we planned to surprise her with Angella bringing in the cake to the cafe we were eating at because Ky thought she was at work. BUT, in the end Angella got off work early and then joined us. :| so much for the surprise!

at least the dinner was good right?! :} Breeks cafe is quite the awesome. :] But maybe next time we should try Cafe Cartel! :/ Hm, we'll see... But yes, i gave her her birthday card and the Mix cd! :} and the Roxy wallet! & Angella's gift too! and the staff of the cafe (at Angella's request) brought the cake out and sang Happy Birthday. :/ WOW. like, great! didn't need that, but oh well.

the cake was really filling (cheesecake from Bakerzin) &&&&

always, just always, when it comes to the bill, SOMETHING GOES WRONG. EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! 2 dollars went missing for me... which was weird. i mean... why?! no one could figure it out, so EUGENE, you owe me 2 bucks hahahahahaha. &&& for some reason they started calling me a dog. :/ Oh whateverrrrr.

It's like I'm not the same person when I'm with friends and when I'm with another group of friends. I don't like this at all... :/ I will try to reign it in but at the same time, it just comes. Why. Ugh, this is totally not what i need right now.

Oh, and this semester's results are coming out tomorrow. I'm predicting a C for Socpsych, B for Radio, A for IAC (my first A!!!), B+ for Issues, and B for Writcomm & SpeechComm. Which isn't actually nice. :/ OH GOD. but I'm hoping for a 3.1 gpa at least!!! please?

Okay, if i continue ranting about my results, I might just get all queasy and uneasy. So i shall stop here and wish everyone a good night, but not before putting a picture here. My blog looks horribly scarce.

don't you love london? :}

-weheartit.com

9:36 am

happy 18th birthday karyan!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 12:08 am

Oh my goodness gracious SCRAMBLED EGGS.

you know i'm so going to try that tomorrow morning. :}

Monday, March 16, 2009 11:57 pm

i changed my blog layout. i am amazed that i actually sat down and took the time to do it really.

i'm not exactly the sort of person to be confined to a chair unless the subject of my attention is really engrossing and riveting.

but anyway, today i went to school, almost slipped on the fuuuuuuuhreaking wet ground a couple of times.

i hate rain. rain makes the roads slippery. i don't wear shoes that much, and ever since i skidded on the kitchen floor which was wet and somehow managed to get three toes into the small opening at the bottom of the cabinets (i think it's a sewage thingy). and two toes outside.

and my skin got scrapped so it bled but it wasn't so much. the pain was worse though.

i hate slippery surfaces.

THEY ARE NOT FUN AT ALL.

this is why i should live in a country with four seasons.

i would be more well-equipped to handle this kind of situation.

oh well.

tomorrow i am making pizza from scratch. maybe i will document it! :}

so watch this space. xx

edit:

i wanted to add this in here because just look at the filmography or whatever they call that filming technique!

it's awesome.

if i don't make it out as a journalist (fashion/arts/entertainment) i'll go film food.

and see, Chef Gordon Ramsay can most certainly get through 2 minutes without *bleeps*. :}

Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:15 am

oh wait.

i remembered that i had a dream/nightmare that i wanted to blog about.

finally!

i wrote a complete sentence.

i really have to start writing, good structured complete sentences.

all the blogging has really made my english/grammar shit go down the drain like a huge amount of rainwater on a rainy day.

it flows really fast on days like that.

but anyway...

my dream/nightmare was really weird.

that's why i don't know if i should call it a dream or a nightmare.

maybe you be the judge and read what i write and tell me what it is.

okay so it went somewhat like this: (in bits and pieces)

i remember that "we" (i don't know who "we" were) were spying on my cousins (probably Christine/Elena) because they were eating out with "some people" al fresco of course.

we were in a car or something...

but that's one part that was really vague.

then it became this uh, hallway of rooms.

there was something about hiding and stuff... but it was mostly Mass Comm people weirdly enough.

but yeah, that was vague too.

the only thing that i remembered MOST about was this:

i was on the streets of Paris.

A couple of friends and classmates were there as well.

There was this 7 seater car on the sidewalk...

I was in the driver's seat and all my friends/classmates were in the car as well.

The car wasn't mine.

It was Orlando Bloom's.

Yup, and he was standing outside.

The car was new, so I was probably in awe and trying to test it.

but Orlando was angry, so I got out of the car.

I thought it was a Toyota, but when i saw the brand on the front, it wasn't a Toyota, something weird.

But Orlando Bloom got into the driver's seat and angrily drove away with my classmates.

I was so sad I went back to the hallway of rooms and into one room and cried.

My mom was outside the room asking for me.

then i woke up.

sheesh.

yup so there's my dream.

go figure. :}

11:02 am

went to the library yesterday with my mom.

got to eat KFC waffles!

i wasn't going to but temptation was too great.

okay not that great but oh well.

and i made dinner (pasta with homemade tomato sauce) and dessert (pineapple tarts that are not CNY kind).

pretty cool.

but cooking's hard work.

am going to try to make pizza next! :}

researching nowwwwwwwwwwwww.

okay, then i want to say that my mood's not really good as of now.

i don't know if it's the lack of sleep, or the holidays that are messing with my brain.

but i am feeling quite melancholic right now.

something like the kind of days where you just don't want to do anything and shit.

which is bad because i think it's the lack of exercise.

but i neverrrrrr can get the motivation to exercise.

GAH!!!

should join recreational netball eh?

okay, will blog later.

Friday, March 13, 2009 9:53 pm

Jasmine Murray & Jorge Nunez (sp?) out of American Idol.

Honestly, i was expecting Anoop Desai to go...

oh well.

but Jasmine i predicted.

& the twist!

damn cool.

but the hype... isn't that much of one is it?

anyway, i went back to school today for NOTHING!

stupid hard disk sales people left before i could make payment or anything.

it's shit really.

was damn pissed.

but at least Ky was there & we talked.

ish.

we still are seen as FRESHIES apparently, judging by the number of people who approached us with brochures even when Ky was holding her laptop case... in the convention centre that is.

today's dinner was great!

there was the potato salad i made,

and battered fish my mom's special!

and roasted chicken wing/drumlets...

and veggies & soup.

wooo.

okay, will go watch Hell's Kitchen now, it's so good.

12:32 am

You Are a Carrot Cake Cupcake

You are a complex person. You have many interesting layers to your personality, though others might not know it.

You are drawn to a cross section of people. You friends play different roles in your life.

You are like a cupcake because you are are deceptively simple. There's actually a lot to you!

There are many ingredients in your life, and you only want them in proper amounts. Being you is a delicate art.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

I was talking about Carrot Cake with my Programme Committee today,

and see what this says? :D

YES, life is sweet.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:34 pm

the glass door of a cabinet broke tonight.

like, there was an EARTH SHATTERING CRASH man.

oh well.

i'm supposed to go back to school tomorrow.

so tired.

and lazy.

and i'm turning into a couch potato.

which is IMMENSELY INTOLERABLE.

argh!!

okay bye.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:13 pm

went to the singapore embassy? today to get some things done with my mom

and then we headed to bugis junction.

but we were really early, like 957am early.

so almost everything was not opened...

and we didn't really know what to do because we wanted lunch!!!

so we walked around killing time till 11am.

where we ate at fisherio's at the basement.

it's not bad, just that it's REALLY filling. :|

then i came home while she left to perm her hair.

nothing much happened today... so i have nothing much to say...

but i just wanna say this:

how ironic is it that Jurong Birdpark has a KFC?

like, it's a park for BIRDS, and there's a restaurants selling BIRDS as well... to be EATEN.

ugh.

right right?

never actually thought of it till now.

okay byebye.

Monday, March 09, 2009 8:51 am

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ELENA KON!

hopefully you'll be more mature.

sigh.

hahahahaha.

Sunday, March 08, 2009 8:44 pm

picnic on friday was alright.

i was waiting and waiting at home for the rest of them to sms me when they were done with preparations.

i ended up waiting from 11 to 2. sigh.

but that's okay, i baked a cake during that time, and it came out great!

my mom helped a bit, and i forgot to add salt & baking powder.

haha.

and so i lugged lots of stuff to Vivo and met them to get ice & bread.

then we took the Monorail to Sentosa!

Walked a distance to an ulu part of Siloso beach.

was going to go further down but decided to plop ourselves down there.

ahaha.

the salad was huge, so it ended up getting wasted.

and quite a lot of leftovers.

they started throwing sand at each other and it ended up with me TRIPPING in and falling facefirst into the seawater.

great. and i wasn't even planning on getting WET by them....

i ended up getting wet without any help at all from them.

can you imagine how seriously screwed up that is?!

ahahahaha.

but so then the seawater was effin' salty.

hard to get rid of the taste.

and i want to say that seawater dried up isn't a pleasant smell.

it STINKS like those with body odour.

UGH UGH UGH.

but after we cleaned up and headed back, we went to the rooftop of Vivo to eat the cake i baked.

Ky took the unfinished home.

see, it is THAT good... :}

and so Angella left for town and we walked aimlessly to Gloria Jean's for coffee.

only Ky got coffee and i don't think it was good.

but we talked and stuff. Eugene was there lor.

we were kinda tired but Ky wanted to stay out.

hm...

so then we went home 2 hours later & i watched American Idol & Survivor.

Next morning i got up early and my mom dad & uncle drove to Malaysia.

I think i was sleeping most of the time so...

and we reached.

Then we went to have minced beef noodles.

or sth like that.

pretty good with soup.

didn't like the dry one that much... :?

then went back to Hillary's house and we hanged out a little.

managed to watch ToGetHer on Youtube.

& thennnnnnn, we went to have dinner.

apparently it was only 160Rm for 13 people...

cheap nehhhhh?

pretty filling and good too.

but i wouldn't wanna go back there again.

Hillary & I got left back at the restaurant, and everyone was gone.

We weren't exactly scared, just more amused by the situation.

We wanted to wave at them to get their attention, but they WAVED BACK instead... :/

hahaha, it was damn funny when we finally got home.

Of course we got the RESTAURANT phone, because we had no phone on us.

and then called Hillary's dad.

ahhahahahahahaha.

but yeah, so funny.

OH then we drove to buy stuff for the next day... qingming.

CHARSIEWBAO IS SO GOOOD!!!!!

and the bbq pork.

and the herbal tea.

and wow.

so damn coooool.

an adventure man!

qingming today was as usual.

just that they bought a ROASTED SUCKLING PIG.

damn huge.

and lots of stuff.

hm.

not everyone was there but i'm sure they'd understand.

then we drove back.

woooooooooooooooo.

Thursday, March 05, 2009 9:05 pm

and by the way, i've succumbed to social pressure and gotten myself a Facebook.

hahahaaha.

how the preacher does not practice what she preaches.

oh well.

call me a hypocrite. :/

8:43 pm

today went quite well.

i was in a pretty okay mood.

i met Ky round 1pm?

i got off at Raffles Place, thinking i was heading to Orchard.

then i realize my mistake and went to City Hall.

AND I WAS STILL EARLIER THAN HER, HA!

but anyway, we walked to Suntec, and then we went to the Career & Education Fair.

At first we wanted to attend the seminar for Canada, US & Australia, but in the end... haha,

we just ended up at the exhibition itself.

it was quite fruitful in a way that i got to know more universities that had courses related to what we do.

awesome shizz cos it's in the UK/Australia!!!!!! ;}

hm, maybe i should go with someone, it feels safer that way.

ugh..

so we both got this Teens set at 7 dollars which included 4 Teens magazines, a yoghurt drink, a notebook, a trinket, a card holder and Meiji chocolate and a free movie pass to catch 17 Again which has Zac Efron in it!!!!

but it's Buy a full price ticket & then get one free... :/ i just found out... :(

so anyway, i was debating whether i should get it at first... but then i reasoned it out, that it was a real cheap deal!

that was before i realized the free movie ticket was buy one get one free... :/

so anyway, there was this AMAZING POSTER of zac efron & the movie... haha, i was so envious.

sigh.

i can actually get it at 10 dollars at Popcorn pop, but I'm hoping Ky's friend who works at Gv can help!

hahaha.

and yup, i also found out that instead of one movie ticket, i have two. as in two vouchers... so haha, lucky? i don't know.

anyway, we walked around Suntec aimlessly..... then had dinner at the food court and ice cream at Mcd's.

Let me tell you all.

PLEASE LOOK AT KARYAN WHEN SHE EATS THE VANILLA CONE.

you will never look at an ice cream cone the same way again. Ever.

Yup.

I have found a new perspective, however reluctantly, at how an ice cream cone is eaten.

GOODNESS, it just was so gross.

Not that she could help it, it's not really her fault.

And she even thought of it as lipstick, applying it all on her lips.

GREAT.

ANOTHER REASON.

so we walked to carrefour after and found quite a lot of interesting stuff!

then we headed to catch the feeder bus.

AND UNFORTUNATELY SAT BEHIND THIS FUCKING UNCLE.

At first nothing much happened, until i kinda cleared my throat...

like a little cough.

THEN HIS HEAD SWIVELED AROUND.

and he looked at me.

so i looked at him back.

and he said:

"Don't cough."

like wtf right?

how can i control my coughing?!

then he continued:

"I'm scared of people coughing..."

LIKE, I DID NOT FCKING COUGH IN YOUR FACE NOW DID I?

I WAS GRACIOUS ENOUGH TO COVER MY MOUTH OKAY!

AND IT WASN'T EVEN A COUGH.

I WAS CLEARING MY THROAT.

AND I CAN'T EXACTLY CONTROL WHEN I WANT TO COUGH NOW CAN I?

USE YOUR FCKING BRAIN!

and if you're THAT SCARED, go sit somewhere else.

and his seat was like, broken or something, so it always fell backwards, into Ky's PERSONAL SPACE.

he didn't even feel SORRY for it.

he just leant FURTHER back.

effin' hell.

people like these makes you feel like the world's fcking mental.

ARGH.

so damn pissed.

don't cough don't cough, YOU DON'T LEAN BACK FIRST THEN I DON'T COUGH LA!

/rant.

okay.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009 10:33 pm

i want to blog about this FREAKING AWESOME VIDEO!!!!!

WATCH IT IN HIGH QUALITY MAN!!!!!!!!

oh my god i wish jesse mccartney would tour with mcfly HERE.

in bloody Singapore.

i'd just die after.

and i think Von Smith is quite the chap! :D
i hope he gets through!!!

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 10:13 pm

today i went to all the way to jurong point to buy the picnic stuff with Ang, Ky & Eug.

I was supposed to come late, but then i thought it would be a hassle if i had to go and find them...

so i came on time.

only to find that none of them were there yet.

so i was the earliest again.

sigh.

such is the fate handed to me, destined to wait after everyone.

*shakes head*

yup, and to think Ky and I had to wait for 40 minutes...

it's all cool.

just saying...

but anyway, we ended up at Fairprice Xtra...

and we wanted the trolley, and Ky was asking for 1 dollar coin.

so as we were walking to the trolleys, i suddenly heard a coin drop and i looked to see a 1 dollar coin rolling by...

WHICH I THOUGHT ANGELLA HAD DROPPED, so i happily picked it up and ran over to Ky...

but then Angella called me back and said it was this uncle's one dollar coin.

oh my god the embarrassment when i gave it back.

god, you would think i would have died back there right?

but i just laughed it off.

i mean, what else can you do in a situation like this?

i'm getting better at this social situation distress thing eh?

but really so embarrassing, all because Angella KICKED the one dollar coin accidentally.

which i saw half of and thought it was hers.

sigh...

but that aside, we went looking for all the picnic stuff.

we're having it at SENTOSA!!!

hopefully it doesnt rain Friday. :}

yups, that's probably all...

oh and something i just want to get off my chest...

does watching Taiwan dramas make one a fangirl?

let me give y'all an equation...

TAIWAN DRAMAS + ME WATCHING THEM = FANGIRL = ME?

does that even make sense?

not that i'm pissed off about it... but it's the fact that watching ONE taiwan drama and talking somewhat excitedly about it gets me labelled a fangirl, it irks me.

honestly, i don't know what else to say.

it just saddens me that stereotyping is so prevalent in societies like ours, even if it's not harmful... doesn't mean that we should do it..

okay, food for thought much?

bye!

Monday, March 02, 2009 10:57 pm

i have nobody to blame but myself.

I totally forgot about socpsych results.

miss serene, why did i get a C+? :(

does this mean i should speak up more?

i know there's something wrong with me...

but i don't know how to take that step...

i'm feeling way low now, morally.

but as i've said,

i have nobody to blame but myself.

i'm feeling overly lethargic lately.

really shouldn't stay this way.

i hate the holidays.

i hate the future.

i hate everything about planning.

so i'm in my hating phase.

do not cross my path or i'll hate you too.

so there. bye.

Sunday, March 01, 2009 10:53 pm

why am i sitting in my room

shedding tears i shouldn't shed

when i know it's of no use

it's much too late to regret

should've done it when i still could

wouldn't have wasted all this time

but i made my choice and sad to say

there's no chance for goodbyes

so i'm walking without an aim

in the opposite direction

can't face you if i tried

so don't bother with the questions

i suck at life that's for one.