I've been so busy this past week I hardly had time to stop and reflect.
The next week will be even more difficult. I foresee a darker time ahead...

Anyway, I might not be able to go for Paramore anymore, that is, if I get selected for the Taiwan trip!!! >:( At first was able to go for Paramore, and then fly off to Taiwan the next day... but now they are leaving on the day Paramore is playing, how? I really want to go for both...

But then again, Kris Allen is coming on the 10th... so if we get to go for Taiwan, should we sell the tickets to Paramore, and buy Kris Allen? :D

I WANT TO GO TO A BLOODY CONCERT K.

Anyway, going out soon to print magazine project. zzz.

I feel that I keep saying zzz these days... & I break into Chinese all of a sudden. Weird.

I'm going craaaaaazy.

These past few days have been a major blur. Time just seems to pass me by too fast for me to complete my assignments. Too much to do with so little time = screw-ups. I don't know, why are we humans so ignorant sometimes? Can we just be a little more aware and in the zone?

Well I shall not linger in the past, life goes on doesn't it? I should just forge on ahead and once all this is over, I shall pass out! God knows I need to get away from this place for a well-deserved rejuvenating rest!

I'm sorry I haven't been writing much as well. Flickr is where you can find me more often, seriously. Pictures relay a thousand words. I have so many photos there, you should be content la! :)

Recent news... not really. Just that I think this year might be the first year EVER that I won't be going back to Malaysia for CNY. Somehow I feel... distraught over it.

This is a great tune to sum up what has happened in Haiti. :'(

Why is it that when I'm feeling okay with myself, life has to throw me a lemon, and a very sour one at that at me... making my eyes water and my whole body crash?

Life isn't so great right now, but why am I complaining about it here? Shouldn't I be doing some good shit about it? I need encouragement right now. When things go bad for you, everything else follows. It's like some premeditated session or something. Perhaps one bad thing told another, "If you're going to be bad, tell me in advance. I'll join forces with you so our victim will go down muahahahhahaa."

Well f that, and f everything else that comes with it.

GRRRR!!!

So I learnt this really awesome quote from watching tv today, and from a Taiwanese drama no less!

It's from Out of Africa (1985) by Sydney Pollack.

Perhaps he knew, as I did not, that the Earth was made round so that we would not see too far down the road. 

In Chinese, it goes like this:

或许地球是圆的，所以太遥远的路，就像未来一样模糊不清 

Don't you feel that it makes a lot of sense? :)

Okay, I'm going back to work now. Today passed too fast for my liking. Need time to stop.

 

i'm feeling weary of this world i live in,
for what is there to look forward to,
when all there is in front of me is a sea of darkness.

where is the light, where the light is,
i forgo sleep and rest just to see,
another day of gruelling disappointments and obstacles.

the yearning to run away from it all,
burning brighter each passing day.
now where is the hand that's gonna reach out and take me, away.

he's just so awesome live!!! :)

What a week, I cannot believe it hasn't yet ended. I don't know what to feel right now, probably want to feel numb. This pain and weariness is about to bring me down.

Assignments have plagued most of us this past week. Panic, stress and just plain headaches... I think my hair might all drop out right now, from the lack of sleep and nutrients.

There's the part where I feel like I haven't been doing my job. I feel that people have placed some extra high hopes on me, that I don't think I deserve.

Ushering duty in school tomorrow for the M:idea awards? God I am too tired to stand for three hours , but since I already made a commitment, I can't give up halfway.

Today was the photoshoot for our magazine project cover. It didn't go as what I wanted, but it was good enough. :)

I really need to control that temper of mine, and also learn how to let go of pride and say sorry.

Saying it is so much harder than writing it. :(

x

I remember when I was free as a bird,

I can't believe this little video message made me cry! :') He's just so effin' adorable! I think it's because I haven't heard his voice in like, eons! & suddenly off he goes, catching me off guard with his accent and sweet sweet disposition! Why why why? Danny is the best! :)

I'll say, my new year resolutions are pretty much three words. Three simple words but they encompass much of what I want to accomplish, or at least feel that I should accomplish.

1. Courage
2. Willpower
3. Confidence

I am first and foremost a galaxy defender.
If there's 3 words to describe me, it would be:
mcfly, cameras and travelling.
I have an unhealthy obsession with waffles and teh tarik.
I love acoustic sounds - and I sing.
Also a proud #brookster - Joe Brooks certified!
2012 is going to be the best yet, just wait and see.


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