Friday, April 30, 2010 1:14 am
I'm getting my first byline in the Straits Times tomorrow!!!
So look out for my travel article of Taiwan okay?????
I'm so happy... this week turned out to be fairly okay.
I'm on the right track, and God is Great! :)
xxx
Monday, April 26, 2010 1:15 am
I am feeling very unsure of the future weeks ahead. I know that it will be a hell lot stressful, and I am not confident that I can survive this semester without breaking down at least once. God knows I have broken down in this first week of school alone. I've really had a lot of thoughts flooding my mind since the start of school. Perhaps it is the nature of the electives I'm taking, which requires some form of thinking that I am not accustomed to, but I think my motto is set: "Never take things personally, and approach the future with an open, yet cautious mind." Yes, that probably sums up my entire being right now. I'm at peace now.
Saturday, April 24, 2010 10:30 pm
Friday, April 23, 2010 12:04 am
After today, I've realised how shallow a life I have been living. I have not immersed myself, or even bothered to, try and dig deeper and understand more about a tiny miniscule part of something, anything, not even mentioning the whole universe.
I'm just mentally drained, and so many emotions all squeezed into my head simultaneously I think I might just be numb in the mind right now. Or maybe my brain has exploded, and truth is, I can't even feel it.
I don't know why I'm even here now, what I am living for. Yes, I may have been living on a bed of roses these 18 years, so this is really the thorns that are starting to slowly poke themselves through?
I have to be strong enough to take this, I really do. But I'm really starting to doubt myself, perhaps really really really really really really doubt, for the first time in my life.
out.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 12:45 am
It's been two days since school officially started. Why is time passing by so slowly? I feel that I need it to move faster!!! But in the meantime I guess I can focus on stupid things like making covers. Here's one. I haven't posted any videos of myself singing in close to three years I would say. I guess I should take a step now? AHAHA. Not really. But I'm just so bored out of my mind I would actually do so now. So whether or not you listen isn't really my concern (see it rhymes!), but just know that I was insane when I posted this up. & NEVER talk to me about it when you see me. NEVER. or 我就会跟你翻脸。
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 1:02 pm
might be posting a 1minute version of a Paramore cover here, so watch out for my horrendous vocals soon! ;)
Friday, April 16, 2010 6:53 pm
So I wasn't as nervous as I was the other time, going for a Jamie Cullum concert. The first time he was here back in 2006 was when I was 14, and it was my first ever concert, and I went alone. All those fears added up and I ended up not really knowing how to bask in the amazingness of the jazz prodigy.
Fast forward four years. It's 2010, and I'm 18. I'm older, wiser, and all that shit. Then I heard he was returning for another concert. I was determined to enjoy myself thoroughly with this one, and boy did I. But I'll get to that later! I wasn't going to go for the 150 dollar ticket, no siree. I know my limits now. Took the 3rd level / 4th level seating, with no obstruction to the view whatsoever. & besides, it was at the Esplanade. Acoustics were supposed to be of standard, and it's a better environment to engage the audience, than the Suntec Convention Centre really. So I bought tickets to go with a friend of mine, who wasn't into his music, but was kind enough to agree anyway.
Come Tuesday, April 13, 2010. 7.30pm. Giddy with anticipation, I sat down in my plush seat, that could be turned to the degree I wanted to face the stage. Amazing view, on the side of the stage where I could see his fingers fly up and down expertly and effortlessly on the piano keys. People watched from above (told you it was a great seat) and saw Tan Kheng Hua & Jamie Yeo in the crowd.
But they weren't the highlight of the concert.
7.35pm. The band comes out. Cheers and clapping ensue. Then I spot the man himself. Jamie Cullum in the flesh, in the same theatre hall as I am. He immediately took centre stage, with the microphone, and started bopping in rhythm to
Don't Stop the Music by Rihanna. Starting with a cover and not his own song, seems to me he's not a guy who's narcissistic! Even though I said before I didn't like this particular cover because it was for eclectic taste, I found myself vaguely grooving to the tune. Such is the charm Jamie has during his live shows. He can make people change their opinions of his songs because they've heard them live. I can now say that I'm a fan of that Rihanna cover.
Thursday, April 15, 2010 9:09 pm
I was blown away by how awesome the Jamie Cullum concert was on Tuesday. I really want to do it justice so I think I might need more time to review it. But in the meanwhile, here is the setlist for his performance on Tuesday. He apparently rarely sticks to setlists, preferring to go with the flow of things, like doing stuff spontaneously, on the spur of the moment. It's amazing isn't it? Gosh...
Please Don't Stop the Music (Rihanna cover)
Just One Of Those Things
If I Ruled The World
Twentysomething
I'm All Over It
Photograph
Get Your Way
You And Me Are Gone
Frontin'
High & Dry/ Singin' In The Rain/ Umbrella
These Are the Days
Wheels
I Get a Kick Out of You
Cry Me A River
Encore:
Mind Trick
Mixtape
Wind Cries Mary
All at Sea
Monday, April 12, 2010 10:25 pm
Sunday, April 11, 2010 2:59 pm
My sister's 17th birthday yo.
This BAKERZIN Dark Choco Mousse cake is fantabulously rich and awesome.
Can you see the layers of mousse and chocolate sponge?
& What's more is it is on offer this April!
New flavours available so go check them out!
& Thursday night was spent in the awesome company of Angella, Kar Yan, Wei Ying & Alan! Eugene that bastard couldn't make it cause he was wiped out from FMS FOC Camp.
Come to think of it if I had time and energy I would probably have helped out at camp again for Progcomm. But I'll probably be the quiet one again... whom no one remembers. -_-
Anyway, pictures!
Fish & Co's best dish! The calamari was too good. Even a non-calamari eating person like me loved it! :p We only ordered these two dishes from F&C, paid the bill and left. To go eat Jap food like we originally planned. All thanks to our indecisiveness. We were already in Fish & Co before we realised that the food was pretty expensive, and then we couldn't get out without feeling malu so we had to order. -_- ANYWAY... the food was not bad, so I didn't really mind la.
At Watami Jap restaurant, queueing. We were engrossed in this IQ game available on iPod Touches and iPhones.
Then we ordered loads. Picture spam next!
Apparently some dishes must be put on a mini gas stove, and you crack an egg into the sizzling pan as shown! So engaging, and quite a unique concept. I believe this is also available in Japan, where I vaguely remember cooking eggs on a mini stove for breakfast. :o
I just cut my hair earlier that day, so I wasn't feeling too camera friendly. MY PRECIOUS HAIRRRRRR, mangled. :(
ever the glutton! hohoho.
just realised we forgot a group photo. -_-
OH WELL THUS CONCLUDES MY SECOND LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS.
Friday, April 09, 2010 4:40 pm
Wednesday, April 07, 2010 11:44 am
I believe that, in our lives, we are constantly chasing after people, or things. Whether it is about love, money, friends, careers, etc... we are always on the move. And sometimes we catch up to what we are looking for, but then there are times when we are not so lucky.
Mind you, I'm not talking about chasing after love today, if that is what you have come to assume, because I'm so not after that right now. But I just realised that when you try and try to reach out for something or someone but you never seem to actually get close enough to even touch them, it can get really exhausting.
Is it because my stamina's not on par? By that I mean my mental stamina. I feel that I'm getting really really tired of running after people that just do not get a sense that there are being chased. It's, frustrating emotionally really. I want to scream at them and ask them to wait up, but perhaps they are plugged into their iPods and cannot hear me over the music that is blasting so loudly through the earphones.
Everything I say is figurative okay?
It's so obviously clear what I'm trying to do, but they just do not get it. And they start moving on so fast, they catch me off my guard. Before I even have time to think about what to do, they are gone. So starts the chasing.
But too long have I been chasing after people, and too many times have I not caught up with any of them. I'm not giving up chasing, I just wish they would slow down and try to put themselves in my shoes for a moment. Then maybe they will be able to understand where I'm standing, and how far away they are from me. Putting them in that perspective might get them running back, this time, after me.
Sunday, April 04, 2010 7:43 pm
Spent the weekend in Malaysia for Qingming. Friday woke up at 4.20am. Seriously. Amazingly I could actually wake up. Then we reached around 9am after setting off round 5.30am. Not bad, I slept all the way. Normally I don't, on trips like these. I must be getting old.
Then went to have breakfast with a couple of relatives. Awesome wanton mee plus charsiew & chinese sausage. OMG. But it cost RM100 over. For around 9 people I guess that's okay?
Then we went to visit my ma's mom & dad. I tried. I really did try. But I couldn't find the courage to. :(
Dinner was at this restaurant in the middle of nowhere, & there were a lot of dishes I remember, but no pictures sorry.
Saturday woke up at 5.30am to head to the memorial park. Then the next few hours were spent around the grave, tombstone, whatever you call it. It's quite routine to go there every year, but this was my first time visiting since my grandmother passed. I don't know how I felt. Probably the same... just a little weirder. Can't believe she's been gone almost 2 years. Time really flies too fast.
Lunch was forgettable. Went back to Hillary's to chill and I slept. Then dinner at Damansara Village, probs in KL because I could see the Petronas towers from where we were. & there were fireworks. Steamboat + cooked dishes. Apparently amounting to 500RM a table. :o & I saw Patrick Teoh, who came over to talk to my uncle, who he's apparently friends with. :o My extended family knows people in the media industry. What???????
Anyway, came back round 930 this morning, and then went to buy Mcdonald's back for brunch. BREAKFAST DELUXE is awesome!? And then didn't do much until headed out to NTUC with the 'rents & bought food back for dinner.
Okay, so my life story is complete.
Thank you.
Bye bye.